No matter how many times I've had this on repeat Ima love this one forever 🔥🔥🔥

this reminds me of my past an my experience of how many ppl I dated or hanged out with... 🖤💔

I’ve been feeling depressed recently, so I made this playlist of depressing songs, hope you like the ones here.

Nothing Matters…

Chorus:
I’m too bold, yet neutral on occasions.
Left behind and it’s brutal. I’m slow, chasing.
Winter solstice, so cold, i need saving.
From your grasp, I get stuck like everyday.
And

I got addicted to your soft touch.
No fuss, til you switch it up, say it’s not love.
“I’m done” hear the phrase, echo through the hallways.
Daggers digging deep into the depths of my mindscape.

Verse 1:
Said you leaving, why you staying then?
You know I’m the only one working cuz I’ve been paying rent.
Say I got no purpose, I’m worthless after the cadence ends.
Who knows if I’ll ever be worth it like, what’s his name again?

Pray again, I’m hoping I don’t ever lose you.
Only sing the blues, when the puddle hits my new shoes.
Walking through a hurricane.
Looking like a murder scene.
You’ve been on a killing spree, I’m rushing through with urgency.

I don’t think you meant to burden me.
Looking back I see how it was hurting me.
And that never occurred to me.
Until I took my stitches out and figured out that all I needed was a bit of surgery.

Don’t forget that Hennessy will always fail your memory.
Remember we were talking bout our lives atop the mezzanine.
Eventually, we took it took to the bed, and tried to set the scene.
And then you disappeared without a trace.
Call that ‘Amelia tendencies.’

Chorus:
I’m too bold, yet neutral on occasions.
Left behind and it’s brutal. I’m slow, chasing.
Winter solstice, so cold, i need saving.
From your grasp, I get stuck like everyday.

I got addicted to your soft touch.
No fuss, til you switch it up, say it’s not love.
“I’m done” hear the phrase, echo through the hallways.
Daggers digging deep into the depths of my mindscape.

@sorrow - addicted to your soft touch (prod. CapsCtrl)

Stream / Save on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3MfuHLdFZJYplLaoGnMlZ9?si=7ns2IR-qQoGC_wiqyFJroA

Sorrow (https://soundcloud.com/feelingmysorrow): 
https://open.spotify.com/artist/31azc78QwLIIQWCLDgOnTk?si=jr5F3-AfRl6jgk49r8VdrQ
https://www.instagram.com/feelingmysorrow

Thomas Reid (https://soundcloud.com/thomasreidmusic):
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0dcxj82ddksd6tDDcJgbqo?si=EwHf2TWuR3m4pGF2IdYUOg
https://www.instagram.com/thomasreidmusic

Must always credit us in title when re-uploading
Lease Beats: https://zainibeats.beatstars.com

SPOTIFY

Sorrow x Thomas Reid x Zaini - see you leave

this song means a lot to me,  so hope yall enjoy<3
also last release for a while since ill be super busy
love yall<3

written and performed by: @futoh
mix and mastered by: @futoh
produced by: @boyfifty

lyrics:
i didnt care, you were showing off,
yea no wonder we never blasted off,
you went with him with no care in the world,
but didnt look back to see what had unfurled,
dont look at me with those eyes and those curls,
you were my world,
but now i sit back cause i know that its over,
and through it all, yea i kept my composure,
tried so hard just to work it out, yea,
but you didnt want that,
you needed a reason to leave cause i wasnt special to you, and you got that,
but now that you want that,
what others cant give you,
but hey i was on that,
i gave you the world when you would wake up, 
dont say you forgot that,

(vocalize)

i didnt care, you were showing off,
but now it has come back to haunt me,
wish i could sleep with the ceiling off,
instead the memories surround me,
make it so hard to breath,
my sweat is soaking my sleeve,
i wont lose the fight to my conscious,
the next time she ups and leaves,
beat myself up for no reason,
i know im worth something,
but when im misused i just cant see it,
think im worth nothing,
you used to say i was pure gold,
but now where are you that ive been told,
that you didnt care a bit,
so ill find somewhere my heart will fit

no wonder (prod. boyfifty)

paranoia (prod. rexpy) OUT EVERYWHERE + MUSIC VID OUT ON YT

@sorrow x @thomasreid - tore me apart

@sorrow x @valera - strangers again

@rxseboy - end of the year v7 (prod. hayku)

@sorrow - loneliness (prod. sundwn & autrioly)

@rxseboy x @heroe x @promotingsounds - i'll wait for you

@rxseboy - are you happy enough? (prod. sundwn)

I Don't Know Where To Go (Rxseboy & Drex Carter)

@rxseboy - DO YOU MISS ME YET? (prod. autrioly)

A radical deconstruction of subliminal manipulation techniques disguised as the very thing it exposes. The artist begins with classic hypnotic induction methods—repetitive phrases, tempo control, suggestion—but makes them completely transparent. Instead of using these techniques for control, they become tools for awareness. The piece transforms from a seemingly seductive "blessing" into an educational experience, teaching listeners to recognize how corporate messaging, advertising, and entertainment use identical psychological tactics to influence behavior and thoughts. The genius lies in demonstrating manipulation while simultaneously inoculating against it, ending with an empowering message about mental autonomy. It's media literacy through artistic subversion—showing people the magician's trick while performing it, creating awareness rather than compliance. Human Lyrics and style notes. AI generated Track.

Subliminal[Explicit]

Swervin' - Powfu x KevRilla (Prod. Chris Romero)

OUT NOW ON SPOTIFY AND APPLE MUSIC
</3 cover taken by @deslynnkardal on instagram

i hope we stay together even when we fall apart
when you tell me that you hate me its like a knife right through my heart
i dont know where i should start
maybe with apologies and pretty please dont leave
i see your back so much more commonly
im missing all our memories 
like road trips and conversations bout our future family
we could have lived so happily
but now im all alone
lost my purpose to survive
staring at the ceiling i dont even feel alive
anymore
i knew it would be hard but never did i want to lose you
i knew we had our stuggles but i never meant to use you
i understand im reckless, im selfish, and im sorry
i implanted in your heart a seed of pain and babe im sorry
never can i get the point across enough im sorry
as you move on with your life i pray to god you know im sorry

i told you i would change and baby girl i tried
but it never was enough to stop the darkness thats inside
i just wanted to be loved
and thats exactly what i got
when i had to give it back was like im running in one spot
tired of the yelling we are breaking i cant take it
i thought that i was good enough i guess i was mistaken
i wish you all the best because
thats what you deserve
ill learn from my mistakes, ill sit back and ill observe
now that youre not in my life i feel worthless
im hurting but you dont, no you dont deserve this
im all alone in my bed i feel worthless
im hurting and i do, yeah i do deserve this

i dont know if i can survive but
i know i dont want to die yeah
im all alone when i cry yeah
now that
youre not
in my
life

im sorry (feat. prodmac) (prod. slowet)

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