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beats from 2020-2022

0:00 w/ @litothedon @shinjinv
1:49 w/ @kiryano @sg37
2:36 w/ @lilac
3:23 w/ @kiryano
3:53 w/ @sg37
4:29 w/ @bugbu6 2021
5:12 w/ @bugbu6
5:43 w/ @maknae
6:14 w/ @prodkaiser 2020
6:51 w/ @maknae 2020
8:49 w/ @sg37 @bugbu6
9:22 w/ @shinjinv
9:50 w/ @bugbu6
10:27 w/ @kggn @4amxx
10:57 w/ @y4ndere
11:42 w/ @prodkaiser

#18 with @lilac @lovbug @sg37 @maknae @shinjin @yandere @kiryano @kaiser @litothedon @kuru @4am

https://soundcloud.com/ayrie/vzhnmr9kr57t with @lilac

faste-y-y-yy

FEATURING lunaris, sodsai, maknae and chained2 
3:09 with chained2
7:54 with lunaris
28:04 with maknae
33:58 with sodsai

sunflower

‎‧₊˚✧ in your eyes ✧˚₊‧ w/almogfx

prod @shrinex

lyrics:
cut me off this isnt working
n u treat me like a burden
all this suffering wasnt worth it
all these scars they look perfect

leave me in the background leave me in the cold
i cut so deep baby u can see the bones
n u could rip my heart out bury me in snow
u dont get it baby i think u should go

metal to my flesh i let my veins rip
put a knife in my mouth i need a facelift
blood pooling on my tongue think u should taste it
feel like im running out of time i aint gon make it

and u was faking
u dont feel like me
i look in the mirror i fucking hate what i see
i wanna fall apart u see me ripping at the seams
cant even make music baby i just wanna scream
i wanna give up baby i just wanna leave
rotting in the field turn my organs into trees
my blood is in the roots and my soul is in the leaves
im not a fucking artist im just venting on a beat

patched up but i got blood on my jeans
this aint lexapro baby this is ketamine
cancel all my plans just to stare into a screen
waste away my life with adderall and mp3s

because of me i hate myself
only way to cope is to romanticize my health
u treat it as a trend but baby im not doing well
u treat it as a trend but baby this a cry for help

and u was faking
u dont feel like me
i look in the mirror i fucking hate what i see
i wanna fall apart u see me ripping at the seams
cant even make music baby i just wanna scream
i wanna give up baby i just wanna leave
rotting in the field turn my organs into trees
my blood is in the roots and my soul is in the leaves
im not a fucking artist im just venting on a beat

like a puppet u control my feet
u could pull the strings walk me right into the street
i feel like throwing up everytime i try to speak
i wanna disappear every time u look at me
n im so paranoid baby i cant even sleep
i fucking hate my life why u tryna copy me
n ive been feeling sick baby i cant even eat
im nothing anyway throw my body in the creek

inspired by bliss

pretend (shrinemaiden)

you should see yourself through my eyes,
‎ 
[REDACTED]
‎ 
you cannot be my savior.
‎ 

[MISSPOKEN]
‎ 

shout out to @dxlly808 for inviting me to make a promo for his latest drum kit <3
https://soundcloud.com/dxlly808/free-dxlly-newmetaldrumkit-w-friends
​

[INTERLUDE]
​

original song: XXXTENTACION - KING
https://soundcloud.com/jahseh-onfroy/king
‎ 

[REMAIN]
‎ 

no one could.
enjoy <3
‎

YOU DON'T KNOW MY PAIN

SPOTIFY

you're so whatever (transcendent ver) @winter

Enjoy the mix
Art @rxvg

0:00
1:21
2:15
3:26
4:39
5:32 @m0ru @notee1
6:54 @tekea
7:25 @chained2
8:37
10:01 @r2s2d
11:23 @4amano
12:25
13:22 @44yy
14:17 @pw4prez @chained2
15:00
15:53 @iinnam
17:14 @kurchev @azami37
18:06 @1audii @d3ceit
19:06 @prodzel
19:46 @44yy
21:35
22:55 @sltzeios
24:14 @1audii
25:58

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with mh chenpol lawliet bbyGG cryingonit

1 with @chen-pol
2 with @prodmh
3 with @1awliet
9 with @sasaengyu
10 with @cryingonit

dissos

thanks for listening, enjoy !

TRACKLIST:

1. [0:00-1:24]
"LifeInLove"

2. [1:24-2:25]
"wasting time with you"

3. [2:25-3:25]
"THREESIXTY" ft @prod_acu

4. [3:25-4:20]
"from the outside" ft @pw4prez

5. [4:20-5:13]
"untitled" ft @misoo74

6. [5:13-6:21]
"LoveUuu" ft @skyejuul

7. [6:21-7:36]
"in your eyes" ft @okeefey @pw4prez

8. [7:36-8:34]
"ballin" ft @44yy

9. [8:34-9:59]
"hope you know" [OUTRO]

SAMPLES USED:
1. https://youtu.be/EowCX1GZ_JM?si=519FoRWV61YgFnsh
2. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_noynJ4lpBQ
3. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_HoOpJ60C0
6. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OJBxNA8cX-E
7. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=32HT9LRq6D0
8. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r_320fKZk9E
9. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LuiafT47Zvk

hope you know + okeefey sochi misoo74 44y skyejuul acu

with @hywel47 @resolve1k @uqmi @44yy @ssoh
@exstia
ty

Never Knows Best

album that was started in summer of 2022 thank u to my bros in jl, today i thought of u and thank u @lilac for working on these with me
https://uchu45.bandcamp.com/album/so-long-as-my-wings-dont-break

1. dead2me
2. stars on your wrist
3. fix me
4. torn
5. versus the mirror
6. fate will bind us forevermore 2

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