Prom Queen

I've been working lasy months in some of my new mashups

Don't Have Fun - Troye Sivan Vs. Ed Sheeran (Mashup)

This is the title song of the Lockdown EP. It's about wanting to go up to a girl at a party and talk to her, but being too afraid. 

Lockdown

Man In The Mirror

New Religion

This is an audio recording of my poem “The Trans Slam.” It portrays the horrors of gender dysphoria and of the absolute desperation for top surgery. 

Written: September 20th, 2010
My surgery was finally on January 5th, 2012, over a year after writing this poem.

WORDS: 
Inside of me, a monster fucking and sucking out my energy 
Leaving me blessed with no spirit and I'm restless to find hope 
I'm messed and I fear it, I can't clear it, I can't cope 
In jeopardy, moving weatherly, and everyone is after me, after me
The importance of the character that I've become, what I once was,
Is altering and fading, there's no naming and I've been shaming 
I'm turning shades of yellow and red and I'm trying to cope 
But my mind says rebel and all I find are thoughts of rope  
Still I'm lugging my bones through the path of life crying
Turning sluggish and dying, wishing I was flying 
But the win is so far and my insides another star not shining 
Burning and hurting when they go up and die 
Loosing flight, loosing mind, turning blind 
And can't find any aspiration but temptation for this alteration 
of my body to please my mind, can you please help me to find?
I need a doctor for the double incision, seeking no revision
Just a bilateral mastectomy and then I'll feel revised and free 
Can you blame me for the hatred boiling up inside of me? 
Can't tame me of the pain that's making my pride flee 
You say set this aside and the guilt will subside but I've been taking the strides 
and my mind still collides, pulls me under the tide and my mouths open wide 
would you be able to push the shame aside? 
Am I ready to die? 


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The Trans Slam (Spoken Word) by Ryan Cassata

Social Repose - Truce

Tracklist:

1. Wilson (Expensive Mistakes) - Fall Out Boy
2. The Kids Aren't Alright - Fall Out Boy

Performed with Mixvibes Cross DJ for Android

Expensive Mistakes Aren't Alright

dodie's secret song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JGbdaNO7uqI

dodie - arms unfolding

a little taste of our original music...

Written by Kacie Grenon

lyrics:
For a time I was blind
until I realized 
that your heart is full of cruel 
and it’s not me, it’s you 

You’re a scrape on my knee 
and a pain in my side
It was a shame to watch you leave
I never said goodbye

Now it’s Too Late, Too Late, Too Late to say sorry 
Too Late, Too Late, Too Late for me to care
Don’t let, don’t let, don’t let the door hit you
on your way out  

She’s as lifeless as the ice: 
slick enough for you to slip on and cold enough for you to fall 
I told you not to look her in the eyes 
but looking at you now, stone looks good with all your lies 

You’re a scrape on my knee 
and a pain in my side
It was a shame to watch you leave
I never said goodbye

Now it’s Too Late, Too Late, Too Late to say sorry 
Too Late, Too Late, Too Late for me to care
Don’t let, don’t let, don’t let the door hit you
on your way out 

Well I only scraped my knee
and I barely hurt my side 
It was a shame to watch you leave
and it’s rude to not say goodbye 

Now it’s Too Late, Too Late, Too Late to say sorry 
Too Late, Too Late, Too Late for me to care
Don’t let, don’t let, don’t let the door hit you
on your way out  

You’re a scrape on my knee 
and a pain in my side
It was a shame to watch you leave
I never said goodbye
It’s Too Late, Too Late, Too Late to say sorry 
Too Late, Too Late, Too Late for me to care
Don’t let, don’t let, don’t let your guard down
on your way out

Too Late

Bamboo Plants - Single

Bamboo Plants

In his debut LP with Kill Rock Stars, Greetings from Echo Park, Ryan Cassata (he/him) constructs a raw collection of folk punk, blues, and pop-punk songs that soundtrack stories of anxiety, escapism, illness, and transphobia. The album comes out June 6th.

contact: mgmt@ryancassata.com