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My identity
Erodes
One shard
At a time

I forget myself
The routines
The roles
The faces
Who you are
And why I don't care
But there you are
Not going anywhere

I'm starting to get scared
I want to run
Is that a gun
By the table
Is it mine
Or yours

I don't know

No

I don't know

Some days
I remember
I'm your mother
Others
You are strangers
In my house

I'm still grieving
While I'm breathing
Time is fractured
My past memories
Are now
And everybody
Is after me
They say insanity
I remember that word
Sometimes
I don't remember it
Being good
Then I regress
Into childhood

Is it eerie
Watching a grown woman
Someone who raised you
Become someone
So small
A brain
That short circuited

Children

Prepare

You will bathe me
You will feed me
You will clean my waste
Comfort my nightmares
Control my medications
Become accustomed to my tastes
Listen while I try
To explain reality
Every day
Watch me distrust you
And fear you
Every day

My husband
Is a widow
Although i am alive
He sleeps
Next to a ghost
His face
I don't recognize

It crushes him I'm sure
He doesn't talk about it
But somehow
He endures
This is my decline
And there is no cure

If I was a dog
I am sad to say
It would be the time
To put the dog away

Put me anywhere
You don't habe to say
I'm truly oblivious
To everything
Anyway

Where you put me
I will stay
Or maybe
Run away
No longer your problem
On that day

Memories? What Are Those?

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