this is grape milk's most underviewed work.. so beautiful.

I'm showing this song to the cave people if ever I time travel. it shall enlighten them

spark! remix album

4 https://soundcloud.com/underscores & https://soundcloud.com/pincode8485

i gave up on mixing this

nowhere to be, ever (a remix for underscores x 8485)

Haunted [Ty Lorenzo + abbot rmx)

Call Me a Friend [grape milk rmx]

just a sign [wishlane + to oscar rmx]

Hibiscus [dobi rmx]

Photophobia [underscores + kaixan rmx]

bladee - reality surf [wolfmagic edit]

original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xUAgawZAi5g

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reality surf

@letmebeyourhelper

thats not my fault
your shit's not my problem
i wanna cry about it all
but it wont get me to
you
you
you

don't know how i'm gonna say this
skin is rubbin on and off on a normal basis
i got caught and i'm faceless
what the fuck? he gon hate this

i can push you down when i press on it
pressure points, psyche exorcist
boy u question me like i dont got a therapist
i get micro-aggressive
but i employ my profession like you're my analyst
i dont know
i dont know
i have fun in the sun, but i like when it's cold
i dont know
yeah, i dont know
nothing ever goes my way, that's what im told

well that's just dumb
just point the barrel at my face
and then im gone
you've done it once, but the second try might be the one
yeah, astral projection on my body
just for fun
its like a movie, but you're flying to the sun

push my fragile body to salvation w/ helper

>>>\\\LYRICS BELOW

goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

the final trophy song

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made in 24 hours for @artbyform 's All Nighter Vol. 7

In this song, clearlew's vocal performance embodies my two-year debate of being transgender. It's Canal Pride in Amsterdam as we're making this, and I'm sitting home writing a song with my best friend about being beautiful in my own way. However, given as to how clearlew sings my story and he doesn't represent the lyrics personally, we decided to write a song that can also be interpreted as a love song, about a girl named >>>"lola" - the name I would have given myself, if I would have decided to become a woman.

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Lyrics

I've gotta think twice
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

I've gotta think twice,
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
But I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
to see your face because I 
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right
You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
but I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
To see your face because I
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes 'till the time is right

I've gotta think twice
I've gotta think twice
(Yeah!)

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goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

clearlew + TROPHYTROPHY - lola (51)

buy on bandcamp

Red Theme

@scrobaby

Lyrics:

what it really takes
im on my own im on my own now
i dont like the way
it feels like im part of the breakdown

and you let go of the wheel
tryna find yourself in the crash won’t heal you 
but i dont have a stake in this
you could throw it away but it comes back to you
and where could my intrusive thoughts be going to?
you could throw it away but it comes back to you
and where could my intrusive thoughts be going

bad at explaining cause i care bout your reactions
wherever this flower blooms i guess I’ll have to
and all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure

im on my own im on my own now
it feels like im part of the breakdown

and all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more 
kaleidoscope
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
(if what i want's not what i need then how do i explain these dreams)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
(if what i want's not what i need then how do i explain these dreams)

Jedwill, Scro - Kaleidoscope

stems: https://www.dropbox.com/sh/5se1u3skculeb94/AAB7svEzPSpX06tvio8V3h5_a?dl=0

lyrics:

in love with you
too much to reveal too soon
oh im such fool for you
my crush and you like me too

must act cool around you
how the fuck do i show you how
you make me feel, so good
hope you feel the same way too

hold my hand take me somewhere new
dont care where it is or what we do
let's go some place no one will find 
times up leave all of your things behind

last year i thought my life would end
life sucks sometimes but i like to pretend
im with you when i feel alone
im with you when i feel alone  yeah!

i'm with you when i feel alone x4 yeah!

hold my hand take me somewhere new
dont care where it is or what we do
let's go some place no one will find 
times up leave all of your things behind

last year i thought my life would end
life sucks sometimes but i like to pretend
im with you when i feel alone
im with you when i feel alone  yeah!

malea

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pixie <3

co-prod by @charliemakesmusic
thank you for being here :)


baby i can't fall asleep i think too much about the end
and i think im running out of time ill fall into your skin
fall into your skin
wait for this to end

romanticizing life
you must have lost your mind
all i do is sit inside
i waste my time

but its all my fault
didn't get a job cause ur too comfortable
cutting off some friends its nothin personal
they're just going through some shit you never felt at all
party in the city i forgot my flaws

my visions blurry tonight but im still looking at you
we got too high (high) off our shit and we got slightly amused
i dont feel so sad
baby you don't mean that
i take a look where im at
feelings i gotta combat
and i fall back to you
i fall back to you

something has to change

buy on bandcamp: https://otrapic.bandcamp.com/track/222-confide

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7AkiwfHiSxAxU7AtAsloII?si=C2m3F-DpR7-8wOTUVFeFXA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A0taEiwYEg4gWjOcNNzj02L

listen on apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/222-confide/1665450831?i=1665450832

~~~

to confide in this feeling
her sapling: overgrown
to sing into the bleeding heavens

im waiting
or am i sinking?

got some mud in my blood, let it rot
got some crud in my brain, let it clot up
and will i miss this sound when it’s not around?
will i miss the sound?

222_confide

defsharp Goes On A Nostalgia Binge—Ends Up In Albuquerque?

Call Me a Friend [grape milk rmx]

Ryan Leahan

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