spark! remix album

13 [Bryce Bishop rmx]

a friend of satan is a friend of me [postcard boy rmx]

Phantom [50landing + patchymate rmx]

Haunted [Ty Lorenzo + abbot rmx)

Call Me a Friend [grape milk rmx]

just a sign [wishlane + to oscar rmx]

Hibiscus [dobi rmx]

Photophobia [underscores + kaixan rmx]

produced by elroy

spotify + apple music https://fanlink.to/IVY1

prod. zephyr

2 songs we never finished mashed into 1

old joint so dont mind my shitty vox
and this a mp3 lol

rancor?! (feat. Zephyr)

prod by me :)

lyrics:

i just woke up from a dream
where i got to hold your hand
hold my head up while we're out
i really doubt you'd understand

spin my wheels out
lost traction
don't know how to feel now
caught up in reaction
you told me forever
it's not lasting
i just feel like dead weight 
pretend i didn't happen

i'll have to hold myself
i don't got no friends if u couldn't tell
i could say my feelings but it wouldn't help
so i'll change my dreams just to make it sell

looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

i didnt like what i saw in the mirror 
so i made someone and i hope that i wont fear her
i wrote a song about it listen till my ears hurt
no matter what the message isnt getting clearer

never wanna talk if it's not your turn
never gonna stop just to hear me hurt
cause it's what i got its what i deserve
tryna take my heart boy you got some nerve

i'll have to hold myself
i don't got no friends if u couldn't tell
i could say my feelings but it wouldn't help
so i'll change my dreams just to make it sell

looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

(cause i've been)
looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

lakehouse

covered some of my favorite songs <3

co-prod. wishlane & soutjay

songs covered:
burbank house - tsubi club
endlessly - bixby
heck - underscores
morris island - soupandreas
rosier/punk2 - brakence
sydney - gabby start
santa monica - aries
peace sounds - james ivy

thank you for the inspiration

songs that keep me sane

mastered by @patchymate

so you made it out
like you meant to
now you're scared that they'll all forget you
-'d take it back
if only they'd let you

before it all changes
i ask you one last wish
remember me for me
but i wanna change, so i'm gonna change

thinkin back to fucking 10th grade i was so good at math
didn't say a word in the back of the class
friends was hoopin, shootin shots that i would just pass
suicidal thoughts back then was kickin my ass
thinkin how the fuck im gonna deal wit all this trauma
they would call me 'dirt' cuz i'm a foreigner
said i couldn't rap but ima do it if i wanna
and now i'm center stage as the performer

before it all changes
i ask you one last wish
remember me for me
but i wanna change, so i'm gonna change

told you i give up
then you called my bluff
and you hit me up
said "you in or what"
so i packed my bag and i hit the road that night
been 4 years since i last been home and i
never thought
i'd feel so alive
can't recall the last time i cried
like i did the end of july
i know all my fans must be losing

faith
i need space
at this rate
i'll keep falling on my face
just how long
will i take?
does october sound okay?
been so long
like a year
i just hope it's not too late
wrote this song
for you my dear

before it all changes

teenage DREAM *

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=90nWyCAHRHs

fuck me in the basement
where we'd make out on the couch
in our hometown sneakin' out
been a few years thinkin' bout it
didn't think you cared about me
enough to mention
our old contentions
and our relations
when what you're faced with is paramount
yeah

so maybe
you're why im out of breath
i felt myself compress
hearin' you spent your time well
and i'll savor
the time we have left babe
i'll take what i can get
knowin' all i have is time
yeah

don't know how to say these lines
wouldn't have to lie but you hate the silence
would anyone display their crimes
i wish it didn't hurt when you say you're proud of me

i'm too afraid to say i love you
i said
goodbye
too many times
and put a mask on my face when you say that you're sad to leave
and you were
my world
at the time
and i'm too afraid to say i love you

call her back
say the rest
what you left out, the non-events
apologize
no regrets
when we both know the story has
all that wasted time
agreed the weak decides
i'm here to speak with pride

Haunted [Ty Lorenzo + abbot rmx)

Ryan Leahan

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