pyromaniap

Just get the usual and I’ll be happy
I wanted you to know how much you had me
And i feel mismatched I can’t connect the dots (it’s not real)
I can’t drop this act, yeah I’m not acting small (it’s not real)

Should I sleep in til the weekend
I never peak out of my cave, I need help I’m irate
And I hate all the feelings I’m fated to, why feel this I made you?
I’m kneeling and begging you please
Who you’re praying to, it secretly hated you
I’m squealing and screaming, can’t feel when you’re speaking
I peel off my dead skin, I feel all my dead kins hating me

Stuck in the bed and watch the time tick
I’m blocked in the head where all the time went
Stop chasing monarchs baby, this was bound to happen
And I’ve been tumbling and you’ve been helping me out
But I keep tumbling and you’re not helping me out
Think I’m fumbling and maybe it’s all your fault
Somethings rumbling and I don’t like it at all

Tell me why you need this, don’t help me I don’t need it
I’m just melting til my feet hit, then it felt me, was it Jesus?
I’m not belting I’m just screaming in a phone mic

monarch butterfly

Press replay one last time
It’ll always be here waiting for you

I know i don’t compare, so why did I stay?
You kept me going so long, you left me knowing my pain
I know we’re growing apart, so please stop throwing a fit
Because I know in my heart this is how we’re meant to live
You can’t hold on, so stop hanging
You’re just dragging, you’re just dragging this on
Yeah we’re both wrong, so stop hanging
So stop begging, so stop begging me

Describe all your secrets to me, put them in a bag and throw them in the river
You lied and you said it was me, call yourself a cab I won’t call myself a mister
Oh I just move, I just breathe, I just think
So why’d you do that to me? I don’t think so
You can’t hold on, so stop hanging
You’re just dragging, you’re just dragging this on
Yeah we’re both wrong, so stop hanging
So stop begging, so stop begging me

I’ve been tumbling, and you’ve been helping me out
But I keep tumbling, and you’re not helping me out

know your place

I was dragged across the country and my body start to burn
Rubbing all across the concrete, bet you’d love to see me hurt
Wake up staring at the ceiling, I thought I slept on my side
Think my body has no feeling, beat the drum and hear it cry

I bet you’d love to know, wouldn’t you?
I bet you’d love to know 
I was dragged across my country, they threw a gun in my hand
In a land filled with nothing, they thought I knew where I stand

But I don’t, I bet you’d love to know
But you don’t, and I bet you’d love to know
But I don’t, I bet you’d love to know 
But you don’t, and I bet you’d love to know

All the wires fell out of my guitar
All the blood poured out of his face
All the waves spewed out of the strings
And all the guys spewed out from his brain
Get a grip, you won’t ever know
Take a hint, you won’t ever know

But I don’t, I bet you’d love to know
But you don’t, and I bet you’d love to know
But I don’t, I bet you’d love to know 
But you don’t, and I bet you’d love to know

But I don’t, I bet you’d love to know
But you don’t, and I bet you’d love to know
But I don’t, I bet you’d love to know 
But you don’t, and I bet you’d love to know

i bet you would, wouldn’t you?

Follow your course, single file line down the pathway
Show no remorse, and you won’t end up in the last place
Until we’re bored we’ll aim our weapons and shoot our darling
Blood stains the door, and bullet holes are inside your carpet

And you can’t break the pattern
They ruin it and ruin it again
You can’t break the pattern
They ruin it and ruin it again

And your brain can’t comprehend how someone moves in that way
You’ll hide yourself away but they will find you in the crawl space
You’re in muddy waters crawling on your knees we don’t spot you
Splashing movements show us that you’re right here too

And you can’t break the pattern
They ruin it and ruin it again
You can’t break the pattern
They ruin it and ruin it again

You dropped the ball, I picked it up, I threw it over the fence
You run to catch it, you tripped on a root, we laughed at your body, your dead
You step on the stage and do your show, but you won’t go outside again
You’re dripping red while you hear them laugh, the tear on your cheek starts to mend
You’re drenched with sweat but you don’t want them to know
so you hide in that filth that you made
It only gets worse and you grow to the earth 
But maybe this was just your fate

ruin it again

I can’t wait til I get a break
Can you wait til I get my break?
I’d wake at 7 everyday
Now I’m trapped in bed it’s past 8
Which park are we meeting at?
And which part did I leave me at?
Meet me when I’m in my class
I’m feigning for a hint of past

I’ll tell the people I love them til I die
B.C. lives on inside my heart and my mind
Warning sign for the steep hill ahead
So slow down because I’ll be playing there

I don’t ever mean to yell but sometimes I just know
That I’ll snap my glasses in half and I’ll throw all the remotes yeah I swear
You could never hold me back, yeah I know
That you could never hold me back oh yeah I know and I swear

I can’t wait to lay back down on that couch where you let me out
I’ll stay in the shallow end, so don’t push me off not right now
You let me explode into pieces 
You watched me explode into pieces (so don’t pretend to care)
You let me explode into pieces 
You watched me explode into pieces (so don’t pretend to care)
So now I’ll go back to the house and walk down the flight of stairs
And I’ll pull down the projector while I pull out all my hair
And I’ll turn on the TV and I’ll lay down on the couch
And I’ll cycle through the channels and shut my fucking mouth

You let me explode into pieces (I can’t go back, don’t let me go, I wanna stay here)
You watched me explode into pieces
Don’t think about the field or the interior, it wasn’t fun when it happened
They were not there for you you didn’t want to be there 
I think it’s scared of you so just leave while you can
So leave the chalk in the bucket
You won’t come back, you won’t think of this place
If you come back you won’t think again, yeah I swear

i swear!!

Any other second you would’ve passed me by
Please ask another question your wonders bring me life
Please don’t finish the sentence I can see all the signs you give me baby
You’re my requisite you’re the first one I need
And it’s evident that you’re the first one I see
You’re my requisite you’re the red that I bleed
In my element, I’m in your bed when I sleep

I knew it since the start, I knew I’d win your heart
I threw the pin in the part, i threw it in like a dart
Hop in the bed and watch the time tick
I’m blocked in the head where all the time went
Stop chasing monarchs baby, this was bound to happen to you

(Lucius)
Everything can only mean something through creation
I see nations fall and rise through the eyes of someones dying revelation
Trying speculation call and cry out to the patiently waiting
Makeshift sing lay pistons
Shape grip-taped dick
Kid rape victim takes wisdom from great children
When greatness wins it hates this, I wanna kill them
Pave witness grave missing, Christmas saves grinches
Pay with cave inches til then date shifts it
I don’t behave like a Christian, I should behave like a Christian
Why don’t I behave like a Christian
Am I supposed to be missing a part of me that I’m itching for

You’re my requisite you’re the first one I need
And it’s evident that you’re the first one I see
You’re my requisite you’re the red that I bleed
In my element, I’m in your bed when I sleep

in my element (with lucius)

ryap