Fly, with your confident smile
I’ll be gone for a while, ur just an add to the pile
Please, say you will remember me
I am not a memory, im here with you
I think ur insane but its ok cuz so am i
Its that early wake and then i fake another life
I can surely wait another day but know i might
Meet the churning fate, discerning gaze all the time

Stop, before you take off
Ive been in a cage mom, i just wanna say that im sorry
Walk, into that same spot
I didn’t aim for that, i didn’t want that

I cant help but feel, that u were never real
X4

I think it was around four years ago now or something like that, I forget the exact time
But, I was with her in her arms when the world turning around took a break for a second just to look at us
That’s when i knew that it came and it’s not over until it’s done

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i should’ve been there

Ur all thats in my head
Ill see u in my bed
When i go to sleep and dream of us together
Ill see u smile and that might shine my whole day
Ur all i want, all i needed
Ur my needle in my hay
We stick together
Baby i ll see you soon
But now i got to go
Im getting called to a place far away
But keep me in your heart
oh baby, just for some time
Ill back before you know it
Ill keep growing and we’ll be on fire
Our dots alligned

Pt. 2

ive been fallin apart without you
This is all from the heart i need you here with me
Ive been fallin apart without you ive been fallin apart
Oh baby, i need u lady
Please listen to my soul
This is all off the dome
But its still speakin from the heart
But i need you here with me
Inside my bed with me
Together, interlinked interlinked
X4

i made this song for you in fifteen minutes because i need a way to express my emotions for you

What’re you waiting, what’re you waiting for?  
What’re you waiting, what’re you waiting for?  
Who are you praying, who are you praying for? 
Who are you praying, who are you praying for?
I can’t see him, I can’t see him, I cannot see him, I cannot see him
Why do you believe him? Why do you believe him? Why do you believe him? Why do you?

How do you believe in him?
What do you see in him?
Why do you need him?
Oh why do you believe in him?
This fairytale wont stop the fact that your life is so messed up
You’re barely here and I know that you could be so much more than you are
So why do you believe in him?
Why do you breathe him in?
He will not redeem your sins, you’ve done what you’ve done
So why do you believe in him? You’re only just deceiving him
You’re only just feeding in to the harm that you’re taught

He’s jumping off a bridge and you’ll follow just as you’re taught
He’s hunting for your skin but you’re hollow just as we thought
There’s something in the wind and it calls out into my thoughts
You’re flustered in the grin as you swallow the pill that you bought
I remember the days when you were ahead
Go finish your time and return to your friends
Cold black hole sucks the sounds in your head
And at the end you will return to your-

Buy the place and buy them out you bring it down to all you love
Change the minds of weakened lives not in the sky but in yourself
Break a bridge and burn a bridge burn your brain and rot it out
Eat the core and throw the seeds and grow a tree beneath your house
There’s no heaven only hell and that’s what lies between your eyes
The book you praise was written by a maniac who needed help
Needed hell or needed life, find a key to leave this place
Find a need to be insane cry and weep you did it to yourself
So why do you believe in him? You did it to yourself
Why do you believe in him?
So why do you believe in him? You’re feeding into lies that your taught
So why do you believe in him? You’re holding on to all that you’ve got

Burn your bridges you will not suffer just believe in me
Learn the difference between what’s there and what’s in your dream
Burn your bridges give all you love to the air and the trees
It’s your interest to give in to what you believe

burn the bridge

Just get the usual and I’ll be happy
I wanted you to know how much you had me
And i feel mismatched I can’t connect the dots (it’s not real)
I can’t drop this act, yeah I’m not acting small (it’s not real)

Should I sleep in til the weekend
I never peak out of my cave, I need help I’m irate
And I hate all the feelings I’m fated to, why feel this I made you?
I’m kneeling and begging you please
Who you’re praying to, it secretly hated you
I’m squealing and screaming, can’t feel when you’re speaking
I peel off my dead skin, I feel all my dead kins hating me

Stuck in the bed and watch the time tick
I’m blocked in the head where all the time went
Stop chasing monarchs baby, this was bound to happen
And I’ve been tumbling and you’ve been helping me out
But I keep tumbling and you’re not helping me out
Think I’m fumbling and maybe it’s all your fault
Somethings rumbling and I don’t like it at all

Tell me why you need this, don’t help me I don’t need it
I’m just melting til my feet hit, then it felt me, was it Jesus?
I’m not belting I’m just screaming in a phone mic

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ryap