You make me hate myself
A whole lot less
I’m a mess when I’m without you
You let me cut myself
A bit more slack

You provide the simple getaway I need
Terrorize the demons laying eggs in me
Feels a lot like most nights
The end’s nigh and then
You shine on me
It’s dark and then you shine on me

Today tastes just the same as yesterday
Today tastes just the same as yesterday

Take a swim and sleep it off
Slip into the warm place we belong
Cool
All my motivation’s been and gone
You’re the only muse worth singing songs to
They’ve made it way too hard
To change anything
In the end
They make it way too hard
To change anything

You Make Me Hate Myself A Lot Less

Lyrics:
Won't regret, bitch, pop you every second.
I might get you fucked up, have your scars get to pending.
I am not so fine, why the hell am I pretending?
Still not gonna die, they can't bring me to the dead end.
You ripped my fucking life, everything but my damn freedom.
Now I've turned into a zombie, got the blood right in my pupils.
Get to bleeding, have your brain and face be weeping.
Bitch, don't cry, you fucking demon.
They turned on me, burned on me.
They might smoke on my death when I'll be sleeping.
Dreamed about suicide, bitched at that.
Killed everyone, you can look at my stats.
No one in here can break up my path.
Still on the way to lavish real fast.
Try to tempt me, you might need a cast.
Stomp on your head, turn it into ash.
Loving my present, can't fuck with my past.
Everything was dead, my life was crashed.
Heavy, I be feeling heavy.
Done with it already.
Pop you like confetti.
Got you looking hairy.
Feel like I'm a fairy.
Ripping teeth so daily.
Morphed up like I'm Eddie.
Keep it fucking steady.

Blood was on my arm, had to dry it out.
Blood was on my arm, had to dry it out.
Blood was on my arm, had to dry it out, ayy

Blood was on my neck, had to try it out, ayy.
Felt so damn betrayed, had to cry it out, ayy.
Had me in a room, got the demons out my mouth, ayy.
Had to change up and made a damn zombie sound, ayy.
Dealt with people that was so unreal to me, uh.
Month after month, I jus had to get new dreams, uh.
If they try to ruin, I'll fuck them up and make them scream, uh.
Get them all ripped up like my fucking jeans, uh.

DRY.EM.OUT (prod. BOWSY)

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Oh Dear What Can the Matter Be with Variations by Tom Clough

Oh Dear What Can The Matter Be/Johnny's So Long at the Fair

yai hai muhabbatein

i cry my eyes out, i feel inside out (s)
i'm all alone holding my fuckin phone (in)

no one is with me anymore (lo)
life feels like a chore (de)
when is this all over
wanna get to my room, close the door (an)

how do i get out of bed 
when you're stuck in, my head~ 
why should i get up instead
rather be on, my bed~ (la)

wish you and i was thing 
wish i can give you a ring (ph)
wish i can give you a ring (mn)
wash my face up at the sink 

its been a long time since i cried
i wannna fall asleep but you're always on my mind
its been a long time since i cried
i wannna fall asleep but you're always on my mind

i never wanted christmas without you (you~)
i never said goodbye so see you soon (soon~)
dont wanna let it go, i love you (i love you~)
i said i do so come, /love me soon/ (soon~)

i never wanted christmas without you (you~)
i never said goodbye so see you soon (soon~)
dont wanna let it go, i love you (i love you~)
i said i do so come, /love me soon/

woke up, in a haze, oh wait, all a fake
pillow's like a lake
now to clean my face oh wait, cant be late (sc)
now dont need to catch a bus (r)
total mess i'm full of lust

im waitin on you oh oh
im waitin on you

i can't fall asleep
and i dont wanna be awake (in)
all i see's the world's fake
only you and me it's fate

my heart is in your hands
and i dont wanna/gotta ask again
grow old until very the end
and i'll say it again, again, again, again
i do

its been a long time since i cried
i wannna fall asleep but you're always on my mind
its been a long time since i cried
i wannna fall asleep but you're always on my mind

i never wanted christmas without you (you~)
i never said goodbye so see you soon (soon~)
dont wanna let it go, i love you (i love you~)
i said i do so come, /love me soon/ (soon~)

i never wanted christmas without you (you~)
i never said goodbye so see you soon (soon~)
dont wanna let it go, i love you (i love you~)
i said i do so come, /love me soon/

ryujin - spiked pillow

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