Upside Down Frowns (feat. Atlas)

I'm working on a project of sorts, it'll be great I swear
art by @chrosky prod by @geo_1022  mixed by @halberd-3000

Fairy Tale (prod. Garrett)

prod. by @byrook1e

mixed by @ibr

featuring @youknowlimbo

Lyrics:

Everybody told you it's a cold, cruel world
But you ain't believe in it, you're an independent girl
Till you left your hometown and you straightened your curls
When the strings you used to ride along were cut and unfurled
And I was I sure that you were nothing short of ignorant
Failure always imminent, 
the kind of girl of stumbles through her life, a village idiot
But oh I was wrong, thought I had you pinned and ended it
So now when you walk by I try to analyze like Benedict
Searching for a clue to solve the plague this question brings to me
The wrinkles on your sweater, or the way your clothes lack synergy
A scuff you never buffed away, nothing's what it seems to be
We've both been missing something since I lost the gift of empathy, and

You the reason I'm on fire
You the reason I've been burning down these bridges, water tumbles like the dryer
You the reason I still cry
You the reason I still stare outside my window trynna re-support the sky

Once I left this town where we grew up
I didn’t think that everything would be so tough but
All the strangers on the street who are in love
They remind me of the thing I want the most cause
When I listen to all our favorite songs it's
Hard to imagine things would get to be so wrong but
Maybe one day baby you’ll see 
That I belong to you and you belong to me

You the reason I'm on fire
You the reason I've been burning down these bridges, water tumbles like the dryer
You the reason I still cry
You the reason I still stare outside my window trynna re-support the sky

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You're The Reason ft. limbo || prod. by rook1e

but jus almost, everything is almost, and i might fall again

prod. YoungTaylor but technically https://soundcloud.com/verzache (?) 
https://soundcloud.com/verzache/juvenescence
mixed/mastered by https://soundcloud.com/geo_1022

but i'm not there yet
and it pulls me down even farther knowing halving never ends
because I'll never hit 0 or infinity, either or
limits can't be reached and yet i've topped mine out
and now i'm feelin like a discontinuity, solve me analytically
directly substitute me with the c term, 
with the waves
like i'm boutta rip tides to the sea
i don't wanna feel like a math problem 
need the book to breach
the surface of the understanding of the person that is learning but do not comprehend
speakin foreign languages to teach you how to conjugate
but every letter's off and grammar seems to fail you every time
now you wish without a doubt that you understood subjunctive
but the junctions of the thoughts are subpar
so now 
i been..

but jus almost everything is almost
and i might fall again cuz

but i don't think i can drink
cuz the bilirubin's elevated levels make me start to think
bout the possibilities of liver failure maybe more than gilbert's
jaundice ain't a joke but i been hiding it with long sleeves
eyes down so they can't see the yellow and the veins
of my eyes keep it mystery
like the fact that my coats really only help me hide my scrawny arms
and my jokes about death make it seem less serious
but really i been stressin lots and even all dis tea don't help
and i don't really know what to do
so jus tell me please

but even knowin layouts doesn't bring thematic similes
that click before they're cliche 
everything's a repeat
over over done, everything's been used
and even with ideas nothing's good enough for you
and comparison between people runs into your mind
makes you question whether all your work's a truth or it's a lie
like you stole from someone without knowing
plagiarism in the sub c
it's gettin cold in my heart to the sub z's
try to fend it off
try to fend it off
imma fly up high
so 
so high

Chrosky | Husk

Ayyy, it's not a love song, but a too scared to fall on love song.  
Beautiful beat by @aixion 
Enjoy. Like. Share. Love. Embrace. Become.  
Cheers :)  
 
[dramatic monologue part. 1] 
. 
Bring me flowers but don't wake me up. 
Been draining pain by taking shots out of my Sippy-Cup. 
I guess cough syrup was not enough 'cos I keep coughing up what is was to be us. 
Catching all my tears when I cry, 
I use them to keep your flowers alive. 
Once i get the just of how to fly, 
I'll take a one for the love, and a two for our time. 
Hate to admit it, but I think I know you're wasted 
Crashed behind the walls that I selfishly created. 
Solitude is lonely, but i don't hate it. 
It's safe if I made it 
So please, don't you take it. 
Keep on turning backs to me 
Close all your doors, i admit happily 
That you waste all your love just for fun, lavishly, 
Fine with me, no use to mind it, 
I'm just not up to try it. 
Please understand, i can't find myself in you. 
I hope to know that you I'm not up for anything, 
So keep running evergreen  
Over everything. 
. 
Take me to wherever rain falls  
Take me to where it's ok to feel cold 
[you see] 
Take me to wherever I know I can only grow, 
So I don't feel so bad for being alone 
.
[dramatic monologue part. 2] 
.
Take me to wherever rain falls. x5 
//

mixing/lyrics/art - me

Pastel rain (prod. Aixion)

I know ill find you one day...

Prod. @joanbeats
Mixed and Mastered by @iamhrtbrk
Cover Art from Manga: Kimi ni Happiness by Ruka Ichinose

future love (prod. GOUHT)

Lemonade (Try listening to my other music)

ft. @imwayv 
prod. sarcastic sounds

lyrics:
as of lately, its been hard to sleep 
theres this pain in my heart that just bothers me 
war going on inside of my mind, i cant harbor peace 
honestly, im tryna move on to a different route 
regrettin' all the possible moments that i am missin out 
live in doubt 
all the stuff i used to couldnt live without
is nothing.. 
my mindset is really different now, yh
and im tryna move away from 
the pain but i cant cuz 
its buried in my veins 

as of lately, its been hard to sleep 
ive lost my artistry 
which means i basically lost a part of me
now all i do is stay up due to the monsters that haunt my dreams 
im tryna have peace in this world but it cost a fee 
but how ironic we have more money and time for war 
its sickenin but i cant really help so ignore,
so..
im getting weak, i wanna be free from you 
and when i dream, why do i always dream of you

wayv-X

Ya melting pot is overheated 
Ya stretched skin spot started bleedin
Night terrors, in my nightmares im dreamin
Fight errors never wake i stay sleepin
Im sick of all the fake people
An ex demon will always stay evil 
Numb myself i stay flyin with like 8 eagles
I cant fall for it cuz they see through
lost myself in the abyss
Rottin in hell cuz of this
Im just sick of it
Im just sick of this
Had hate since a little kid
But it ricochet and hit me in my lip
Just check this 
Im only 17 
I done lost my will to breathe
Nightmares by my side and on my team
Too afraid to ever sleep

dreams of u ft. wayv-X [prod. sarcastic sounds]

omg i love this track sm. huge thank you to scy for reaching out to me and then rapping and mixing the track (woah that's a lot) and a big thanks to tofu for producing the instrumental!
scy: @s-c-y
tofu: @tofuattack1

LYRICS:

i’m just a fool for you, i’m… 
floating right back to you, and...
i’m just a fool for you, i’m...
floating right back to you

Namaste
like i want me here to stay
like i want to stand beside you
cause out here is not okay
think i’m looking at the stars
shaping letters to your name
dreaming out on planet mars
but the feelings not the same
like
i’m flying outer space
hoping i can land it soon
my hearts already been
feeling like it’s been landed too
with you
and it’s been feeling super warm
hope that you can hold it to the end
until i can just come aboard

i’m just a fool for you, i’m...
floating right back to you, and...
i’m just a fool for you, i’m...
floating right back to you

i’ll board my ship
and try to go a 1000 miles
feels like i could take a trip
only for you
and your gorgeous smile
you could 
take my oxygen
maybe just take my confidence
maybe i’ll be just brave enough
and fly out of this bottomless pit
i wanted you to know
that i want to admit
that i’ve been feeling types of ways
maybe you could be my wit
cause it feels like half my heart
when in space, it does exists 
but the other half is gone
maybe half your heart could fit
like

take me someplace far
fly me through the stars
i need your heart
take me far away
make no delay
so i’m with you in space
defying laws of gravity you know it’s true
cause i’m just floating right on back to you

fool for you (w/ scy)[prod. Tofu.] !now on spotify!

the struggles of an introvert :T

prod. by @mt_fujitive
mixed by @sensugang
mastered by @3astman
art by @rosarrie

lyrics: [https://genius.com/Zamir-introvertigo-lyrics]
like a crossword,
i often try to find the perfect letters
just to merge together
into words i utter
but i'm awkward
not a talker
no i tend to mutter
stutter when i speak
i get these flutters and feel weak
like i'm performing at a concert
when i converse,
every syllable a struggle
every sentence i attempt it
leaves me feeling so disgruntled
like just leave me in my bubble,
why attempt to socialize
when i can close my eyes
and never deal with any trouble
not a poltergeist, nah
but i tend to ghost my friends
messages left on read
and plans left open-ended
like a batter who keeps missing
yeah my mood will swing a lot
i’m full of energy one second
but the next it’s like my batteries are missing
ecstasy to languor in an instant
so don’t bother tryina message me
i‘ll anxiously dismiss it
yeah don’t try to blow my phone up
i saw your notifs show up
i’m not ignoring you i
only want a little distance
i won’t be far
my introvertigo has got me drained
i need to recharge
if social energy was like a game
i’d need a green bar
and before each conversation i would save
so in case i feel ashamed
i’d be less lame the second play-through when i restart
pick the perfect dialogue at checkpoints
but i prefer my time alone in solitude with less noise
and honestly the best choice
is staying locked inside
as i daydream of an exit route that’s paved with dotted lines...
yeah, that’s paved with dotted lines
and hopefully one day i can escape and go outside
but for now i’ll just remain within safety of my mind... yeah
like a crossword,
i often try to find the perfect letters
just to merge together
into words i utter
but i'm awkward
not a talker
no i tend to mutter
stutter when i speak
i get these flutters and feel weak
like i'm performing at a concert
when i... converse

introvertigo (prod. by mt. fujitive)

hello     :))))
 
COVER DRAWN BY M
Go and Follow HERRRRR!!!!: https://soundcloud.com/mj_44

𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐒:

tell me 
why’d you rip my heart 
straight out my chest 
i don’t know why
i’m so obsessed 

i don’t give a fuck about nobody else 
you can have my fucking heart 
as long as you can love yourself 

and
why’d you rip my heart 
straight out my chest 
i don’t know why
i’m so obsessed 

i’ve been looking for a reason no i can’t 
cause i know i’m better off
just knowing that i never can 

i cant just move on 
you’ve been floating in my head 
i’ve been just drowning in my thoughts 
bout you while i’m stuck inside my bed 

i won’t say sorry 
cause you don’t know 
that i’m loving you 
on my own time 
always on my mind 
i don’t know why 
i don’t know why 
i don’t know why

why’d you rip my heart 
straight out my chest 
i don’t know why
i’m so obsessed 

i don’t give a fuck about nobody else 
you can have my fucking heart 
as long as you can love yourself 

and
why’d you rip my heart 
straight out my chest 
i don’t know why
i’m so obsessed 

i’ve been looking for a reason no i can’t 
cause i know i’m better off
just knowing that i never can 

im trying to find a way out but the uneasy  
feeling keeps creeping out 
and the pain is not easy to hide

i've been sitting on my bed all alone 
crying wondering how it all went wrong 
oh tell me a reason 

tell me
why’d you rip my heart 
straight out my chest 
i don’t know why
i’m so obsessed 

i don’t give a fuck about nobody else 
you can have my fucking heart 
as long as you can love yourself 

and
why’d you rip my heart 
straight out my chest 
i don’t know why
i’m so obsessed 

i’ve been looking for a reason no i can’t 
cause i know i’m better off
just knowing that i never can 

why’d you rip my heart 
straight out my chest 
i don’t know why
i’m so obsessed 

i don’t give a fuck about nobody else 
you can have my fucking heart 
as long as you can love yourself 

and
why’d you rip my heart 
straight out my chest 
i don’t know why
i’m so obsessed 

i’ve been looking for a reason no i can’t 
cause i know i’m better off
just knowing that i never can

heartstrings ft. m

scy