give and take.

I'm working on a project of sorts, it'll be great I swear
art by @chrosky prod by @geo_1022  mixed by @halberd-3000

Fairy Tale (prod. Garrett)

Ayyy, it's not a love song, but a too scared to fall on love song.  
Beautiful beat by @aixion 
Enjoy. Like. Share. Love. Embrace. Become.  
Cheers :)  
 
[dramatic monologue part. 1] 
. 
Bring me flowers but don't wake me up. 
Been draining pain by taking shots out of my Sippy-Cup. 
I guess cough syrup was not enough 'cos I keep coughing up what is was to be us. 
Catching all my tears when I cry, 
I use them to keep your flowers alive. 
Once i get the just of how to fly, 
I'll take a one for the love, and a two for our time. 
Hate to admit it, but I think I know you're wasted 
Crashed behind the walls that I selfishly created. 
Solitude is lonely, but i don't hate it. 
It's safe if I made it 
So please, don't you take it. 
Keep on turning backs to me 
Close all your doors, i admit happily 
That you waste all your love just for fun, lavishly, 
Fine with me, no use to mind it, 
I'm just not up to try it. 
Please understand, i can't find myself in you. 
I hope to know that you I'm not up for anything, 
So keep running evergreen  
Over everything. 
. 
Take me to wherever rain falls  
Take me to where it's ok to feel cold 
[you see] 
Take me to wherever I know I can only grow, 
So I don't feel so bad for being alone 
.
[dramatic monologue part. 2] 
.
Take me to wherever rain falls. x5 
//

mixing/lyrics/art - me

Pastel rain (prod. Aixion)

cover art: https://soundcloud.com/mysticalfluff
mixed, prod, written by me
if the mix isnt perfect im sorryyyyy i tried my best.
first actual song i made with a beat that i made.

ill never stop loving you

Original by https://soundcloud.com/khai_dreams here > https://soundcloud.com/khai_dreams/through-and-through

Thank you so much to khai for letting me hop on what was already a masterpiece. lowkey i just wanted the original to be longer so i could hear the hook again without having to replay the song lmao

OFF THE JUMP ALBUM 12.31.17

#52singlesandatape


Produced by Wizard Island (@wzrd-island)

Bass provided by Semi/Cool (@samperlman)

Guitar provided by Zach Hoffman

Lyrics:

I only think about it in the night time
Always in the night time
Up too late lying on the floor
Thinking I've been here for so long 
Just a little too long
Think i need to get out of the door
But I've never been a brave one
Always was a tame one
Always double checked all that I knew
But that safety is a danger
Yeah there's only one way out it's through

Oh through and through
Oh through and through I'll find my way to you
Though I'll admit it may take me some time
Oh through and through
Oh through and through I will be there for you
Even if we may seek a separate life

And I don't know
What I've been waiting for
It feels like I'm always losing my way
I'm doubting every step I take
I know that everything finds its place
Although i wish i knew where to
I guess I'll have to see it through

Oh through and through
Oh through and through I'll find my way to you
Though I'll admit it may take me some time
Oh through and through
Oh through and through I will be there for you
Even if we may seek a separate life

Only think about it in the night time
Always in the night time
How I'm gonna live right on my own
Do i really know if it's right
How im tryna live life
Will i end up in a house or home
Will i get over my stage fright 
Fall into the bass line
Make it to home base I'm scared to run
Gotta get a grip and take flight
Don't care what they say like
Telling me i couldn't do it not at all
But i think i could do it
I fell in love with the music
I felt the pushing and pullin all start to stop with the movement
I felt the air get lighter
I heard the snares get brighter
I'm feelin the rush
That similar sentiment of
Simpler times that i might've called love
Finding the mic was a must
Gave me the chance
To fight up outta my dust
Find myself when i was lost
Pickin me up
Energy fillin me up
You gotta find what you love
And when you does
Do that shit way til you dead
And just keep on moving

Oh through and through
Oh through and through I'll find my way to you
Though I'll admit it may take me some time
Oh through and through
Oh through and through I will be there for you
Even if we may seek a separate life

khai dreams - Through and Through (Atwood Remix)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/musicbymochi

LYRICS: 

none of my friends feel alive
we’re all dead inside
and we ain’t going nowhere
we don’t care 
we’re just getting by

This the anthem for the ones that put they hands up
Understand that we can touch the sky at any given minute 
But the feelings that we feeling got us thinking whats the difference
Whats the answer when I feel so tired that I can barely stand up 
Whats the mission, hear so much I barely ever listen 
Try or try harder forget that its no decision 
I been drifting, losing my lucidity
 Got this strange affinity for hating what I’m missing
 an addiction
And there’s no way, I could just wake up tomorrow and feel like its okay Shot through my heart its a cold case, got an old soul with a long face
 I could throw away all of the passion I put in go back to my old ways
But one day, maybe one day, I won’t look at the sky like its all grey
 When the rain rain don’t go away but I’m still standing outside 
When the whole world can’t beat me down when it wanna just kill me twice 
and even when the sun wanna hide away too I’ma still shine
 I am alive

alive (prod. mochi)

UPDATE: ZZZ 2 OUT NOW https://soundcloud.com/biopic/zzz2;

thank you so much for 50 followers; i present to you, zzz.

tracklist:
I. m00n [prod. limes]
II. internet crush [prod. fenoaltea]
III. with u [prod. chuckee]
IV. stardust [prod. mt. fujitive]
V. so much [prod. chuckee]

bandcamp: https://biopic.bandcamp.com/album/zzz

zzz. [full ep]

From the Dream Easy Ephemeral Tape here >>> https://soundcloud.com/dreameasycollective/ephemeral

prod. and mixed by @ibr
co prod. by me
cover art by @ibr

on spotify here >> https://open.spotify.com/track/1IBnay2bRyGlwpKq5LZhnT?si=80nm7LLqQISatPMQv9kXNg

Lyrics:

1, 2, 3, go

I said you always scintillate
Think i revolve around you
Two stars in one place
It isn't night without you
You could brighten up my days
The sun aint got shh on you
You would always scintillate
Scintillate

When the lights out
I find out
What's on my mind for really
Bright glows
A maestro
That's when i find my vision
I know
I shine all
N-n-n-night for really
Lights within me
Tryna find the kind that i can ride for centuries so
I made a wish on a shooting star
That i would
Take this shh and turn into a star
I might just.. jump!.. into the dark
I'm back to the start, but ima try wherever we are
And I go round with it with it 
Down with it with it
Baby come on
You can sing me a song
A single star will getcha
×2

I said you always scintillate
Think i revolve around you
Two stars in one place
It isn't night without you
You could brighten up my days
The sun aint got shh on you
You would always scintillate
Scintillate

it's like i'm 
holding on to solid ground 
so i dont fall up to the cosmos
see constellations through the clouds
and float untethered let it all go

you ignite the horizon
outshinin orion
winkin at me from the stratosphere like 
diamonds
you're an arabesque chandelier that hangs in the silence 

and though fluorescent looms the glowing crescent moon
i thank my lucky stars that through the dusk and gloom i'm floatin next to you

I said you always scintillate
Think i revolve around you
Two stars in one place
It isn't night without you
You could brighten up my days
The sun aint got shh on you
You would always scintillate
Scintillate

Scintillate (ft. ibrahim)

thank you for your patience :)
prod. by @weirddough
ft. @alysmsc
mixed by @ibr
art by @em_ka 

Lyrics:
[annotations at https://genius.com/Zamir-flowers-in-my-soul-lyrics]
flowers, flowers in my soul 
see the way they're blooming so
flowers, flowers in my soul
all they need is room to grow 
(x2)

she was really quite the rose, all those seeds that she had sown 
within the garden of his heart turned to trees when they had grown 
and each one had its own little solitary heart
that was bleeding all along where it was carved into the bark
and written there inside
permanent but superficial, their initials were inscribed
it was the simplest of times, they were young and foolish
her two lips were as beautiful as budding tulips
irises bright as irises when he’d look into them
she was a flower blooming
she was a cherry blossom, he thought she was very awesome
ironic how he decided to fall for her in the autumn
he thought she would never leave, that their love was evergreen
but, but it wasn’t, winter came
still thinks about her, no other flower has been the same
no, no other flower has been the same
it’s a shame, it's a shame, it's a... shame

flowers, flowers in my soul
see the way they're blooming so
flowers, flowers in my soul
all they need is room to grow 
(x2)

spotify

flowers in my soul w/ Alys (prod. by weirddough)

hello     :))))
 
COVER DRAWN BY M
Go and Follow HERRRRR!!!!: https://soundcloud.com/mj_44

𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐒:

tell me 
why’d you rip my heart 
straight out my chest 
i don’t know why
i’m so obsessed 

i don’t give a fuck about nobody else 
you can have my fucking heart 
as long as you can love yourself 

and
why’d you rip my heart 
straight out my chest 
i don’t know why
i’m so obsessed 

i’ve been looking for a reason no i can’t 
cause i know i’m better off
just knowing that i never can 

i cant just move on 
you’ve been floating in my head 
i’ve been just drowning in my thoughts 
bout you while i’m stuck inside my bed 

i won’t say sorry 
cause you don’t know 
that i’m loving you 
on my own time 
always on my mind 
i don’t know why 
i don’t know why 
i don’t know why

why’d you rip my heart 
straight out my chest 
i don’t know why
i’m so obsessed 

i don’t give a fuck about nobody else 
you can have my fucking heart 
as long as you can love yourself 

and
why’d you rip my heart 
straight out my chest 
i don’t know why
i’m so obsessed 

i’ve been looking for a reason no i can’t 
cause i know i’m better off
just knowing that i never can 

im trying to find a way out but the uneasy  
feeling keeps creeping out 
and the pain is not easy to hide

i've been sitting on my bed all alone 
crying wondering how it all went wrong 
oh tell me a reason 

tell me
why’d you rip my heart 
straight out my chest 
i don’t know why
i’m so obsessed 

i don’t give a fuck about nobody else 
you can have my fucking heart 
as long as you can love yourself 

and
why’d you rip my heart 
straight out my chest 
i don’t know why
i’m so obsessed 

i’ve been looking for a reason no i can’t 
cause i know i’m better off
just knowing that i never can 

why’d you rip my heart 
straight out my chest 
i don’t know why
i’m so obsessed 

i don’t give a fuck about nobody else 
you can have my fucking heart 
as long as you can love yourself 

and
why’d you rip my heart 
straight out my chest 
i don’t know why
i’m so obsessed 

i’ve been looking for a reason no i can’t 
cause i know i’m better off
just knowing that i never can

heartstrings ft. m

you are not out of my mind.

please hit me back. :(

heartstrings ft. m

scy