the original song is "when the party's over" by billie eilish!!

i recorded this in my best friends bedroom (rayna, go listen to their music @ironyofcynosure) it's not supposed to be a professional cover. you can hear the buzzing from the amp. you can hear my breaths. you can hear me mess up lyrics. you can hear me mess up notes. i wanted this cover to be sung in reality rather than my idea of my own vocal perfection.

rayna has this rly pretty guitar & a really nice amp so i was like
ok guess ill record a song then

good thing they & i use the same mic & software.

thank you so much for all the support i've gotten lately!! i appreciate it so much. lots of lov!! <33

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when the party's over

THANK YOU GUYS FOR 10k!! on CLOUDS TOUCH!! 

Hey but it's been awhile, here's another tune for you guys.
I guess if you need to chill out you can give this a shot. Sorry it's such a short  tune.

Lyrics:
Good Lord 
I've been 
waiting for some time now
Have you seen 
my soulmate
I can't leave without her now

I'm Still Waiting

lee: http://bit.ly/prodbylee

how can i trust u ~

𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐒:

just give me a call
when you feel alone
i want to talk more 
but you're never at home
and maybe my shot passed
right over your head
repeat what you said
(repeat what you said)

i'm having this talk
just all alone
i felt like i knew you 
but no, i don't
there's so much for you
to hide, confess
how can i trust you
and give you my best

just give me a call
when you feel alone
i want to talk more 
but you're never at home
and maybe my shot passed
right over your head
repeat what you said
(repeat what you said)

push me to the edge
till' i fall off
pull me off the ledge
where i belong
with you in my hands
i, will hurt myself more
with you in my hands
i'll, be slamming the door

in my heart
i see you here
i don't know what
i'm gonna do dear
push me to the edge
till' i fall off
pull me off the ledge
where i belong

give me a call
when you feel alone
i want to talk more 
but you're never at home
and maybe my shot passed
right over your head
repeat what you said
(repeat what you said)

all alone (prod. Lee)

I’m dressed in all white
Cuz I’m far pst the moon
You’re Dressed in all black
For my funeral soon

Cuz in my past life
The stars never shined

But in my new life
I’ll never cry myself to sleep again

Cuz I’m better now 
than I’ve ever been
My heart feels things now
Though you’ll never see

Yes I’m better now
Though I’m sorry mom
Cuz I’m gone gone gone

Cuz I’m better now
Now I can feel peace
Don’t have to 
Fake it now
Fake being happy

Dad I’m better now
But it’s not liked you care
If I’m gone gone gone

Cuz I’m better now
Though I miss 
You so bad
Yes I’m better now
So smile and be glad
That your quiet house 
Is empty of me cuz I’m gone
Gone gone

quiet house

<3 , more like </3 


𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐒:

baby if you could 
would you just
play with my heart 
play with my heart 

cause i won’t waste your time 
if you don’t go waste mine
don’t go waste mine
don’t go waste mine

honestly
i don’t really want my heartbroken
pretty sure that’s why i’m thinking she’s the one 
but she’s not 
just another penny 
for my petty thoughts 
but alright
i don’t really care
but i really do 
god damn

i don’t really have her yet
but it’s okay
i’m alright with never having shit 
but i would love loving 
like what’s up with that
how come she’s ain’t never around 
when i’m tryna snatch 
her heart 

i don’t really feel the same
cause i know that’s 
she just playing a game

i don’t really feel the same
cause i know that’s 
she just playing a game

baby if you could 
would you just
play with my heart 
play with my heart 

cause i won’t waste your time 
if you don’t go waste mine
don’t go waste mine
don’t go waste mine

you been telling me 
you feel the same
but i know you like
playing these games
and i hate when
you say my name 
but i hate when 
you stay away

baby if you could 
would you just
play with my heart 
play with my heart 

cause i won’t waste your time 
if you don’t go waste mine
don’t go waste mine
don’t go waste mine

STREAM

my heart

MY HEART

we got shot in the heart and made a 2nd banger

follow the gorgeous & talented mae 
and go like all of her stuff:
soundcloud: @ruuizu
insta: www.instagram.com/ruuizu/

𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐒:

oh god
heavens i’ve been falling 
i don’t think this is my fault
this is my fault

oh god
heavens i’ve been falling 
i don’t think this is my fault
this is my fault

cause i’ve been falling for you 
ever since you came through
and i don’t know how i should act 
when you’re around my heart reacts 
with love 
i’ve fallen, i can’t get up
no start, i feel i’m messed up
this may all just be my fault 
my fault

oh god
heavens i’ve been falling 
i don’t think this is my fault
this is my fault

oh god
catching feelings once again
for sure you can’t pretend
don’t know if we can stay as friends

if only you would realise
you also been on my mind
although i tried i can’t deny, no

hope you see what’s in my head
can’t put into words
don’t wanna be misread
don’t wanna have any regrets, yeah

i know it’s hard to fall in love
when you don’t know how they feel
just know that it’ll be alright
‘cause i just want you by my side

oh god
heavens (you’ve / i’ve) been falling 
(do you / i don’t) think this is my fault
this is my fault

oh god
heavens (you’ve / i’ve) been falling 
(do you / i don’t) think this is my fault
this is my fault

cause i’ve been tryna ask you 
do you feel the same 
i don’t want to play no games
i don’t care i’ll take the blame 
and tell you 
it’s my fault 
my fault 
my fault

oh god
heavens i’ve been falling 
i don’t think this is my fault
this is my fault

falling w/ louise may

enjoy this lil bop we have going :) <3

follow the gorgeous & talented mae 
and go like all of her stuff:
soundcloud: @ruuizu
insta: www.instagram.com/ruuizu/

𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐒:

(3x)
cause i’m stuck 
dreaming how to 
tell you i’m in love with you 
in love with you
love with you


you make it hard to tell you
what’s really on my mind
going around in circles
can’t help but wonder
what would i do
without you by my side
it’s like you keep me sane but
i’m falling behind

because time and time again 
i feel so complicated
am i not good enough 
yeah is this really love
don’t wanna burden you
if im in the wrong just say it
don’t wanna waste your time
but i want you to be mine

(4x)
cause i’m stuck 
dreaming how to 
tell you i’m in love with you 
in love with you
love with you

like how do i tell you 
that you mean alot to me
but you’re better off to be 
with somebody else and not me 
not me 
not me 
please get out of my head
cause i might fall off again 
so it’s best if i forget 
about everything that we’ve been

(4x)
cause i’m stuck 
dreaming how to 
tell you i’m in love with you 
in love with you
love with you

dreaming w/ louise may

Tsundere EP: enjoy <3

𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐒:

If you're lucky
You won't find
Your heart broken
Next to mine

If you're lucky
You won't find
Your heart broken
Next to mine

Working through my shift
Tell you i'm not over this
You can't see what's in my head
Things I wrote onto my list
That I should tell
You and mention
That i'm broken
I've been shattered over
What you call love
Does it even matter
That i'm broken
And i'm broken
I've been broken

If you're lucky
You won't find
Your heart broken
Next to mine

MY HEART

scy