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Always alone.. I walk into the Emptiness.
YouTube link: https://youtu.be/99xBcKOhRCs

Steps In The Emptiness (video in description)

Alive

The Antidote

Composed and produced by Val Akey. Used and programmed VSTIs:
MTPowerDrumKit2/Broomstick Bass/FL Keys/RealLPC+GuitarRig5/LABS/VSCO2.
Many thaks for the photo to: https://www.pexels.com/hu-hu/foto/aszaly-eg-fa-felhok-60013/

Release date: 15 December 2019

When Something Hurts

Protect Our Blue Beauty.

Show some love to:  @ambientnorthernlight

Music Producers: @themillionechoes & @ambientnorthernlight

A Mile In The Distance ( THE MILLION ECHOES <> Ambient Light )

Bunny joy

nur mit dir

Honeymoon

Dark Netflix Apparat - Goodbye Theme Song
dark 1 dark 2 dark netflix 3 
series 1 2 3
netflix series music 
the beginning is the end and the end is the beginning 
music and dubstep 
last season 
dark 4 netflix 
______________
Lyrics
Let's go into bed Please put me to bed
And turn down the light
Fold out your hands
Give me a sign
Hold down your lies
Lay down next to me
Don't listen when I scream
Bury your thoughts (doubts)
And fall asleep
Find out
I was just a bad dream
Let the bed sheet
Soak up my tears
And watch the only way out disappear
Don't tell me why
Kiss me goodbye
For Neither ever, nor never
Goodbye
Neither ever, nor never
Goodbye
Neither ever, nor never
Goodbye
Goodbye
______________________
Jonas Kahnwald
Martha Nielsen
Mikkel Nielsen
Franziska Doppler
netflix series tv show

Dark Netflix Apparat - Goodbye Theme Song - suondcloud remix song dubstep

It May Not

This one is a bit out of my comfort zone. But one should never stop experimenting...

Eventual horizon

Eventual Horizon

Black Hole Rising

Wondering what could have been
The song is inspired by a few different elements. The instruments and use of reverb is inspired by the post-apocalyptic game genre (Left4Dead and The Last of Us). The music is supposed to make you think of what could have been. Your mind goes wondering into a fantasy of how your life could have turned out, had you done something different. The thought then ends dramatically as you return the the rainy world of reality.

What If

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Visit my website for a free track www.danielatkins.co.uk
Check out the awesome YouTube video (Coming Soon)
You can licence this track here https://www.pond5.com/item/139060304

What if everything you ever knew was a lie!
We are on the cusp of heading towards a worldwide controlled dystopian society. Facts are inverted by the media, education and governments throughout the world. A shocking web of practised lies are being weaved in front of our eyes yet we still blindly follow and trust every words the great chiefs of the world tell us. Media brainwash us sending out ‘their’ messages over and over and until they sink in, creating a truth out of a lie.
Human beings are capable of extraordinary deception, like magicians they make appear money out of the top hat, prickly question: where does this money coming from and most of all where does all the money go?
Who’s hiding behind the scene juggling the countless balls, pulling, stretching and lifting the rods and cables of the countless puppets?

Deception

This is the story of my first “eclipse”, experienced alone in the wilderness of Oregon in August, 2017. It’s a long story, but the story behind this song.

I drove to Oregon alone to see the great American total solar eclipse of 2017. In Oregon, there is a famous national park called Crater Lake.  This is the deepest lake in America.   In the middle of Crater Lake is Wizard Island. This lake was formed when a huge volcano blew its top a long time ago.  My plan was to see Wizard Island, get a hotel room, and see the eclipse the next day.

There have been numerous stories of strange occurrences around this area from multiple people over the course of centuries.

The time was around 7 pm when driving up Crater Lake Mountain to see Wizard Island… I wasn’t sure where I was going, or how to get down from the mountain. Finally, I saw Wizard Island just as the sun started to set. I remember there was this misty haze in front of the Island. I could barely see it. I got the chills and a weird feeling... It was very eerie.

I tried to find my way down from the mountain in my car, but it was too late, I was lost, and it was too dangerous. There are areas where you can drive off a ledge and fall a long way. No fun. I had to pull over in the wilderness and spend the night in my car…

Hours passed, and I fell asleep.

What happened next is the strangest thing I’ve experienced in my life. I woke up, it was still night. My phone wasn’t working, my car wouldn’t start or turn on any lights. I didn’t know what time it was. It was disturbing to me they were both "dead", and I was panicked. Then I noticed the area around my car was alternating in brightness, like truck lights... But that wasn't it. I got out of my car to check it out.

But the sky was weird. The moon was weird. It was all weird. The moon was alternating between being clearly visible… And being pitch black. Like it was “blinking”. It would take 5 seconds to get black, then about 5 seconds to get bright again. The stars were barely visible. I stared in disbelief for maybe 30 seconds, it kept happening.  The air around me had a feeling of electric charge to it.   I started hearing a lot more animals, and they seemed to surround me. They were in the bushes and trees, everywhere. It got more troubling quickly when I could discern soft human voices. I couldn't see animals or people. 
I wasn't on any drugs, I was saving my drugs for the following day and the journey home.

Time seemed too slow. I backed up to my car, got in, and locked the doors. I remember a feeling of utter disbelief in my senses. Without any idea what to do, I climbed in the backseat and lied down. I thought any second I could die.

The next thing I remembered, I woke up. It was about 6:30 am. My car worked. My phone worked. And this was the morning of August 21st, 2017… The first day of the total solar eclipse which many of us would see later that day.  

But what I saw was something else.

Something very weird happened to me up there on that mountain that night, and it’s haunted me. I know several people will think "Manufactured lies!" Several others will think "Cool story bro...", well think what you want...

Later that morning when getting breakfast, still shook-up, I asked 2 waitresses if they heard of anything strange last night around Crater Lake. One said "no", the other said, "There's always something strange happening".

I remember one time a girl asked me why my music is so dark...
I’ve seen some sights.

Try to check out Crater Lake, Oregon, if you've never seen it.
Don't get lost.

- John

Crater Lake Eclipse

Glass Grass on Windy Hills

noxpox - poxfox (short theme)

Lyrics: Von Der Liebe by Khalil Gibran (*1883 - 1931)
One of the greatest poets ever.

Song written, performed and recorded by Neurotic Beauties, 2020, all rights reserved. 
Thank you for listening :)

Lyrics by Khalil Gibran:
Wenn die Liebe dir winkt, folge ihr,
sind ihre Wege auch schwer und steil.
Und wenn ihre Flügel dich umhüllen, gib dich ihr hin,
Auch wenn das unterm Gefieder versteckte Schwert dich verwunden kann.

Und wenn sie zu dir spricht, glaube an sie,
auch wenn ihre Stimme deine Träume zerschmettern kann
wie der Nordwind den Garten verwüstetet.

Denn so, wie die Liebe dich krönt, kreuzigt sie dich.
So wie sie dich wachsen lässt, beschneidet sie dich.
So wie sie emporsteigt zu deinen Höhen
und die zartesten Zweige liebkost, die in der Sonne zittern,
steigt sie hinab zu deinen Wurzeln
und erschüttert sie in Ihrer Erdgebundenheit.

Wie Korngarben sammelt sie dich um sich.
Sie drischt dich, um dich nackt zu machen.
Sie siebt dich, um dich von deiner Spreu zu befreien.
Sie mahlt dich, bis du weiß bist.
Sie knetet dich, bis du geschmeidig bist;

Und dann weiht sie dich ihrem heiligem Feuer,
damit du heiliges Brot wirst für Gottes heiliges Mahl.
All dies wird die Liebe mit dir machen,
damit du die Geheimnisse deines Herzens kennenlernst
und in diesem Wissen ein Teil vom Herzen des Lebens wirst.

Aber wenn du in deiner Angst nur die Ruhe
und die Lust der Liebe suchst,
dann ist es besser für dich, deine Nacktheit zu bedecken
und vom Dreschboden der Liebe zu gehen.

In die Welt ohne Jahreszeiten, wo du lachen wirst,
aber nicht dein ganzes Lachen,
und weinen,
aber nicht all deine Tränen.

Liebe gibt nichts als sich selbst
und nimmt nichts als von sich selbst.
Liebe besitzt nicht,
noch läßt sie sich besitzen;
Denn die Liebe genügt der Liebe.

Und glaube nicht,
du kannst den Lauf der Liebe lenken,
denn die Liebe, wenn sie dich für würdig hält,
lenkt deinen Lauf.

Liebe hat keinen anderen Wunsch, als sich zu erfüllen.
Aber wenn du liebst und Wünsche haben mußt, sollst du dir dies wünschen:
Zu schmelzen und wie ein plätschernder Bach zu sein,
der seine Melodie der Nacht singt.

Den Schmerz allzu vieler Zärtlichkeit zu kennen.
Vom eigenen Verstehen der Liebe verwundet zu sein;
Und willig und freudig zu bluten.

Bei der Morgenröte mit beflügeltem Herzen zu erwachen
und für einen weiteren Tag des Liebens dankzusagen;
Zur Mittagszeit zu ruhen
und über die Verzückung der Liebe nachzusinnen;

Am Abend mit Dankbarkeit heimzukehren;
Und dann einzuschlafen
mit einem Gebet für den Geliebten im Herzen
und einem Lobgesang auf den Lippen.

Von Der Liebe

Neurotic Beauties Featuring Khalil Gibran - Von Der Liebe

I dedicated the song "Monique" to two women: 
First of all to my grand aunt Monique, who was murdered as a Jew by the Nazis in Auschwitz. I know her only from photos and the anecdotes of my mother. Through her tragic life story, her unique face with the big, jet-black eyes, I still feel connected to her today. 
In this song I imagined meeting her shortly before her gassing in Auschwitz. How I accompanied her to the gas chambers, how we got to know each other a little before the inevitable happened.  
      
Secondly, this song is dedicated to another Monique. Her stage name was "Barbara" and she was a charismatic French chanson singer. What would I have given to be at one of her concerts. But when she had her big time, especially in the 1960s, I was still much too young. So all I have left are their Youtube videos, of which I would like to put a link here: 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KPPZMyMNQCM

Her face and her eyes, her charisma and expression remind me so much of my grand aunt.  Like her, she was a Jewish woman of French descent. And with songs like "Göttingen" she contributed significantly to an understanding between the Jews and the land of the perpetrators- Germany.  

Lyrics in English:

Monique

I visited you in Auschwitz, 
Cursed this freezing cold murder place

See you coming with the gas chamber train 
Only one photo at my place with your face

Your deep black eyes look at me
Already as a child they magically fascinated me

I go to you, take you in my arms 
In the coldness of killing we both get warm

We go together, you tell me about you 
Of your life, your joys, your pain

And you listen to me 
Get to know me briefly

The butchers, they wave
The shadows, they sink down

We both still have some time left 
The cruel suffering is already approaching

You show me the brooch in the photo 
You show me how you move your hands to play the piano

The time fold now pulls you away from me
There to the shameful brick building
I can only look after you
You disappear in there 

Gassed and burned
But unforgettably burned into my soul


Deutscher Originaltext:

Monique

Hab` Dich in Auschwitz besucht 
Diesen eiskalten Mord-Ort verflucht

Seh` Dich da kommen, mit dem Gaskammer-Zug 
Nur ein Foto bei mir mit Deinem Gesicht

Deine tiefschwarzen Augen schaun` mich an
Schon als Kind zogen sie mich magisch in den Bann

Ich geh` zu Dir hin, nehm` Dich in den Arm 
In der Kälte des Mordens wird uns beiden warm

Wir gehen zusammen, Du erzählst mir von Dir 
Von Deinem Leben, Deinen Freuden, Deinem Schmerz

Und Du hörst mir zu. Lernst mich kurz kennen

Die Schlächter, sie winken
Die Schatten, sie senken sich ab

Noch haben wir beide etwas Zeit 
Heran rückt schon das grausame Leid

Du zeigst mir die Brosche, die auf dem Foto trägst 
Du zeigst mir wie Du Deine Hände zum Klavierspiel bewegst

Die Zeitfalte zieht Dich nun fort von mir
Dorthin zu dem Schand-Backsteinbau
Ich kann Dir nur nachsehen
Du verschwindest dort drin 

Vergast und verbrannt
Doch unvergeßlich in meine Seele eingebrannt

Monique

Monique (Lyrics in English in the Intro to the Track....)

Eddie Cope wrote this song 7 years ago.. I just want people to check it out.. enjoy

Shadows That Remain Created by Eddie Cope

Whirling notes weave a serious sound and serious beats move your body while keeping time. Turn it up!
Thanks for your voice, John! 💗 
Vocals provided by justjohn https://soundcloud.com/user-277283305

Risk

Artist from Sweden with Icelandic roots,
now living in Copenhagen

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