Joel Nielsen - BMS - Black Mesa Theme

i spend my days locked in a black hole 
theres only hate left in my soul

ill never let up
ill never find hope
i want to move on but i dont wanna let you go

obsessed
with the past and
possessed 
with your wrath and
wondering
if i could withstand
anymore of your absence

trapped in my mind black tears of dust
i left behind what i once was

ill never let up
cause im too stubborn
no i wont grow up ill never change ill stay in my ways

obsessed
with the past and
possessed 
with your wrath and
wondering
if i could withstand
anymore of your absence

obsessed with you

i miss all the time that we spent
id love to talk to you but i dont know what to do
you can say its the end
you dont have to pretend
but maybe in another life
we spent more time together

and the thought of her is softlocked inside my brain
its hard to go on, with all my hurt and pain
and the more i think of her, the more it drives me insane
i guess you were right, i cant keep going on this way

im all alone again
when will this ever end

i just want to cry
cant keep up this lie
think i need to commit suicide

and the thought of her is softlocked inside my brain
its hard to go on, with all my hurt and pain
and the more i think of her, the more it drives me insane
i guess you were right, i cant keep going on this way

im all alone again
when will this ever end

softlocked inside my brain

Tired of my head on a swivel
Tired of going back and forth
3rd street and pike
 2 am pitch black outside

This was my first chance life
Staring at reflections gleaming off of a kitchen knife and 
This was my first chance life
Staring at reflections gleaming off of a kitchen knife and 
This was my first chance life
Staring at reflections gleaming off of a kitchen knife and 
This was my first chance life
Staring at reflections gleaming off of a kitchen knife and 
This was my first chance life
Staring staring staring

pretty girls and crystal meth
dancing till the sun goes sun comes up 
pretty girls and crystal meth
dancing till the sun goes sun comes up 
pretty girls and crystal meth
pretty girls and crystal meth

Tired of being sick and tired
Sick being so sore
Stop asking if i have have any crystal 
I just want to draw on this store

This was my first chance life
Staring at reflections gleaming off of a kitchen knife and 
This was my first chance life
Staring at reflections gleaming off of a kitchen knife and 
This was my first chance life
Staring at reflections gleaming off of a kitchen knife and 
This was my first chance life
Staring at reflections gleaming off of a kitchen knife and 
This was my first chance life

this was my first chance

IHUNTTWEAKERS

Freeze and Starve For Ukraine (Penguinband Cover)

REUPLOAD!! i forgot to cut the beat

lyrics:

(dovah is a fucking larp)

ur so fucking useless
you tore me into three
i dont know how im meant to help
if i can barely count to three

im so fucking done with your shit
you took my heart and destroyed it

can you help me escape this?
i can barely take this anymore
you broke me you stupid fucking whore

your so fucking useless 
you tore me into three
how am i meant to help if i can barely count to three

done with ur shit

Practice makes perfect, or atleast it will soon.

Stop Calling Me That

Hello bad cover bye

Original by Crustsox (https://on.soundcloud.com/nK6KJBI6qUvvvyheF6)

A Picture Of A Girl Slitting Her Wrists Hidden In A Kids Toy (Cover)

Sitting on my own gravestone

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