cocaine ghosts

The first single off of my upcoming album 
“There is chaos in the midst” releasing August 31st

Beat made by: prod. Farber
Mix and mastered by: Ekeon


Lyrics:
Sometimes i sit alone
And wonder did you ever really love me
But now im alone & i wonder how i got so far from Everything i wanted in life
A couple fights that led to more you pushed a line
That wasnt right 
Inside my mind 
Especially since you caused most of those fights 
You crossed a line
Theres no going back in time 
You went too far in my mind
You went to far this time

So now i sit alone here
& wonder why i ever loved you dear
especially more than myself
you wanted me to go to hell 
(To go to hell)

Questioning why i stayed around
I closed my eyes
You held me down
Now im stuck muffled on the ground
You grabbed the blade & made me bleed
And i screamed out 
My heartbeat fading 
Echoing 
Throughout the house

Ill never be the same anytime i see your face
It flashbacks to those rainy days
Those fights we had & your to blame
But the faults on me because i let you stay
Ignoring all the pain
But you didnt care you stayed the same
It was “Make believe” & it wasn’t “me”
Now im on the floor as you watch me bleed out
The floor soaked up into a shape of me
U saw the light flicker out 
Of my eyes
Are you so proud now?
You did wanted to do
You broke me in two
You were worse than any nightmare i couldve dreamed about
And Now im grieving who i was before and the boy that i use to adore
Because he is no more

There is chaos in the midst (prod. farber x ekeon)

woe woe woe

.quiet.

.LET ME DIE IN THE BACKSEAT.

.thank u so very much to web for the vocals and collabing on the art!.
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https://www.instagram.com/web79

.thank you for listening and feeling with us.

LYRICS:

all alone 2am in my bedroom
staring down at my phone i should text you
how'd i mess up the moment that i get you
knew i loved you from the moment that i met you

you were walking out the door why'd i let you
everything starts arguments and i really just dont need that
i just checked your message saw you hoping you'd get me back
you can see my photos in your camera roll and snapchat
but theres no fucking way right now that i would ever go back
i been stacking money on my plate just like some flapjacks
and i just did a million today so go and add that
im not here for acadamia got weed inside my backpack
trynna find the words to say i guess i should back track

all alone 2am in my bedroom
staring down at my phone i should text you
how'd i mess up the moment that i get you
knew i loved you from the moment that i met you

why would i let you leave [web x s0ftskelet0ns]

lyrics:

i wanna die, can you show me how?
got all this shit in my mind right now
couple of slits and i might calm down
loading a clip tryna find shit out
smoke in my lungs makes me feel alive
poems of notable changes i've
passed thru my own misery in life
stuck in a cage i created inside

you told me you know this but hoe you don't know shit
i rode all alone down the road you were broken
the stories they told you were myths of the chosen 
cause i come around like a ghost in the open

light up the candles while you hold the ouija
i wrote out a message said "soon you will see me"
she screams alot she gets stuffed like a twinkie
and i roll her over to see if she's breathing

to see if she's breathing but no it's just smoke
and i'm holding alone cause she just wanna go
the baby is coming and we gotta know
if it's worth it to try this or just let it fall
drink till tomorrow
feelings are full
and i didn't know till i got the call
she gave it all but still falling off
and all i can do just get high in my sorrow

like a ghost in the open

I swear

.your room.

.beats from 2k23, some done as one takes, some redone completely, and some unreleased.
.thank u for listening, maybe even again.

.kingston pt. 2. [revisited, one take]

.why is it taking so long?.

.skelly.
.nobody x vacanter.

.VAMPSTARZ.
.YUNGPUNKCLIQUE.

.deathbed pop/mediocre guitar player.
.friend to all, dying; hmu for beats/collabs anytime.