find it hard to get by
In my situation
Dreading every second
Closer to our graduation

You can see I’m sad
Always sad dont need no confrontation
You say that I’m mad always mad
But there’s just no relation

Every party that your at
I Get no invitation
Am I real or am I fake
In your simulation

Pretend who you want me to be
It only left me breakin
See what you want me to see
Now I just keep on shakin

What do you want me to say
Now
Do you really want me here
Or am I crazy to stay
Think I should get away
But I don’t really care

Find my way out the back door
I’m like your back board
Takin your hits
But I’m on the floor

Now I seem to just crash more
Your like the crash course
Thought it was fine
But it’s getting worse

I’ve been way to sad
Don’t think it’ll pass
In over my head
When I saw you in class

You don’t know how this changed me
Given up lately
You still think that I’m mad
But really I’m sad oh oh oh

You don’t ask what I’m goin through
You don’t ask if I’m fine

And why don’t you tell me what you think of me
Why do you tell me all these lies

find it hard to get by
In my situation
Dreading every second
Closer to our graduation

You can see I’m sad
Always sad dont need no confrontation
You say that I’m mad always mad
But there’s just no relation

Every party that your at
I Get no invitation
Am I real or am I fake
In your simulation

Pretend who you want me to be
It only left me breakin
See what you want me to see
Now I just keep on shakin

What do you want me to say
Now
Do you really want me here
Or am I crazy to stay
Think I should get away
But I don’t really care

Find my way out the back door
I’m like your back board
Takin your hits
But I’m on the floor

Now I seem to just crash more
Your like the crash course
Thought it was fine
But it’s getting worse

I’ve been way to sad
Don’t think it’ll pass
In over my head
When I saw you in class

You don’t know how this changed me
Given up lately
You still think that I’m mad
But really I’m sad oh oh oh

Situation

prod by jacob vallen and me

@notaheroo <33

glass i was given, it all turns to shards
why look to me when it all feels so hard?
but ill cherish ur faith in me
when they lean on ur walls and they weaken,  ill make sure its guarded

i resist temptations plaguing my head
and guard you from monsters that’s under your bed
i can’t go outside
feels like tryna kill this demon would be suicide
feel like you pulled me out from hell when our souls intertwined
swear this drink gon be the death of me but it give me life
and now she rolling brown eyes, pouring red wine up
there’s no one that i like in here girl can we go away
i’m too drunk baby i’m just tryna leave this place right now
right now im lost but ill love you when im found
im notahero but id love to stick around
it’s all just fucking up
maybe we were wrong and neither one of us was right
i need motivation just to get by
i blow out smoke into this amethyst sky

guarded w/ notahero

Lyrics - 

When I first fell in love, you told me I was different
But also the next day you told me one day I will miss this
Was that a warning? And now I'm mourning
I know I graduated, my life still sucks like ass

You told me one day I will love this and always look back
And guess what day it is? It's the day where I finally want you back
And we used to kiss under streetlights And we used to talk until midnight
We used to look at each other in class, God we grew up so fast and now I miss you

I hope you'll come back a little more I need my joy to be restored
staring at photos, trying to reminisce What we'd had if we never fell apart
So quick, you don't need it You were all I sought
So come back when I call 

Please come back
I need you here Oh, it sucks so bad
You never loved me, don't you ever lie to me again
I know I am coming back and I'm not coming as a friend to you
Oh, to you
You used to be my best friend You said we're together till the world ends
Well, it feels like the world ended The moment you said you'd leave me

And I recall on the night where your father died I was so scared looking at your eyes
I used to see your tears all pouring out I reached my arms and gave them out
And you pushed me away and then you cut me off And I understand if you need time
But getting a new boyfriend isn't a way to cope with your father dying

the day your father died (prod. iof)

prod. neverforever
mix, master by me
(lyrics)
Hate me
Cause I can't go to sleep this night
This heart bleeds
Cause I can't have the one I like
These moments
Will always seem to pass me by
And they say
That I should give this a try
I'm waiting
That one day you'll be here now
I'm fearing
That I was too late that time

Can't Get Over You

prod. mackk
mix, master by me
(lyrics)
Giving in
I know you're giving in
I know that when I'm in defeat
I take a sedative
And that's just how I live
Yeah, that's just how I live
Cause I been in this rut too long
And I don't question it

Are you giving in?
Cause I been giving in
And I spend everything I wanted
I don't want to live
And I just bought a crib
And I sit all alone
And I just wanted you right back
Someone to call a home

Cause I been waiting so long
And I been holding my own
And I been looking for something that I never could find
I just wanted you back
And now it's all in your head
As I been falling for time

As I been giving in
To everything I am
To letting down everybody that I would want to know
And I just want to know
I'll make it on my own
And I just couldn't go back to the way before

Giving In

p scottysplash

see my flaws 
and I know where ill hide
tell me to let go
its a want not a disguise
I see you flaunt 
is it worth your time
ill never be that guy
ill keep my pride

real shit
ill never let it go less it hit
shoe fits all let it fit
ill never be the one you need
but ill b that guy for you
so slide through, no plans just a mood 
eyes talk too when we barely do 
so tell me what you're saying 
don't go fall back don't fall back
im turning the pages
don't go fall back don't fall back

see my flaws 
and I know where ill hide
tell me to let go
its a want not a disguise
I see you flaunt 
is it worth your time
ill never be that guy
ill keep my pride
and you want real
but you play both sides
caught in the waves
but I don't ride

no stress
just vibes when you hit my phone
late nights quiet talks im never alone
we don't need the words when the silence loud
lost in the moment away from the crowd

fallback

KOSA - take a part of me w/ aero.wav [prod. YUNGMEXIC$NBIH]

questions (p. anpu)

prod @yunnygoldz
lyricsz

Summer day with an autumn breeze
Still wearing jeans in 30 degrees
I'd say it in fahrenheit but celsius just makes more sense to me
Blospar Bible Nova Scotia born
Shawty is a devil but I like to think of angel horns
Are you on my level, idk I'm torn
So come and waste my time I can give a little more
I got passion in my blood I don't think they understand
Unconditional love but baby wants another plan
Sending out a messenger I'll be waiting for the dove to land

My heart was filled with love now it's lights out
I hate to admit it but ur in my dreams every night now
Pull me away cut the gravity
Cause I can't stand when your mad at me

I overthink the situation, start to lose my motivation
I jump in too quick im over dedicated

Things were going good took a turn sideways
Went too fast for you but my life like is a highway
Love is an arrow straight to point
expect me to survive I'ma need another joint

I might be tweaking
Judge me how im speaking
I don't party on a Saturday I'm working every weekend
Take a step back im not sure that I'm still breathing

Summer day with an autumn breeze
Still wearing jeans in 30 degrees
I'd say it in fahrenheit but celsius just makes more sense to me
Blospar Bible Nova Scotia born
Shawty is a devil but I like to think of angel horns
Are you on my level, idk I'm torn
So come and waste my time I can give a little more
I got passion in my blood I don't think they understand
Unconditional love but baby wants another plan
Sending out a messenger I'll be waiting for the dove to land



waiting for the dove to land [prod. yunny goldz]

Lyrics:

I’m drowning I’m choking 
These words left unspoken 
I’m damaged I’m broken 
Watch It all fall down 
X2 

I see you there you left me here 
You’re my gravity you’re my atmosphere 
I need you now I need you here 
You held me down you held me near 

But you’re bad for my health like a cigarette 
I still wake up out of dreams with you in my head 
Spent about ten years just tryna forget 
But I just can’t forget losing you is my biggest regret 

I’m drowning I’m choking 
These words left unspoken 
I’m damaged I’m broken 
Watch It all fall down 
X2 

Falling down falling down down down

Schizophoria - FallingDown (Sogimura)

.what they dont want you to know.

.skelly.
.nobody x vacanter.
.VAMPSTARZ.

.deathbed pop/mediocre guitar player.
.friend to all, dying; hmu for beats/collabs anytime.

.i’ll feel better when i’m hanging from my ceiling.

--

.i don’t wanna be anybody.
.don't forget about each other.
💀✨🖤

.what they dont want you to know.

s0ftskelet0ns

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