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I'm so fucked up please help me(>_<)

kz_frozen

stream!!!

gloves

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KolZJ7TPfFY
ss03
prod me
song with @1glaive : _)
lyrics:
---what was the last thing you said?
i took like over a year to get you out my head
and now i can’t sleep 
thinking bout everything and all the things we did
and i don’t think i miss you
i don’t miss the shit that we been through
but now i’m stuck with this
try not to reminisce 
or i think i’ll start to miss you

i don’t know how to explain it
a year of racking my brain and i hated it 
it’s like i’m holding onto something that you never did
it’s like i’ll never have something just like we did
it’s like i’ll never hold hands with someone again
it’s like i’ll never introduce them to my friends
i guess it’s the end 

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
i get tossed up and used then thrown away like some old shoes
like fucking look at you 
i think that you’re right i’m not the person that i used to be
i can’t even hide that fact that this was all because of me
i made my mistakes i let my head get straight to jealousy 
all cause i thought i'd be the only one u  ever see
but you have to remind me 
you have to remind me
cause i know you said something
something with meaning
it was as i was leaving i could’ve been dreaming
you have to remind me remind me of one thing

what was the last thing you said?
i swear i didn’t mean to leave you on read
but now it’s morning
everyone’s sleeping 
and i can’t decide if i should get out of bed
like i don’t wanna miss you 
i don’t miss the shit that we been through 
but now i’m stuck with this 
try not to reminisce or i think i’ll start to miss you
it seems like everyday i look at the pictures
a couple years of my life in a camera roll 
i’m thinking maybe i really miss it
reliving memories as i start to scroll
it feels like lately i’ve been stuck and i can’t reach my goals 
and i can’t get myself out ive been stuck in a hole
i’m really starting to believe it’s the end

GLAIVE:
dude that this point it doesn’t even matter like fuck

every time they talk about us they say we went hollywood but 
if there ever was a spot to take i think they probably would cause 
every single zoloft that i take don’t do me any good but 
black hair black nails she thinks she’s misunderstood but
she don’t know me like she think she does
and i’ll be lying if said i gave a single fuck
and then you push me down and then you pick me up i’m like
one fight away from getting tired and giving up

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
but after all that was said i don’t regret that i knew you

what was the last thing u said w/ glaive

prod. astralproject1on
pic: my sweetheart bella

it’s alwayz this n that 
babygurl i know 
she want some more facetime 
u should get an iphone 
never see me in the daylight 
cuz i party all nite long 
if the cops get called 
i’m already gone 
wearing all black at the function 
ima stack my cash i’m doing sumthing 
tattoos on my body ima bad kid 
ion give a fuck im living lavish 🧟🧠

need brainzz 🧟

[@sanriorose]
[@tgwog]

u came for free i hate it
give and take i trade it
i could never replay it
n u cud never repay it
oh my god im so faded
n i dont think i cud make it
bleeding out u can take it <3
im laying down on the pavement

i cant ignore it, falling for it
ur sitting dormant, i cant afford it
fall for me again i know it
im srry i cant control it :c

oh no u left me alone again
oh no i hope i didnt lose a friend
oh woah but thats the way it goes i guess
solo its just another cold regret ;-;

i wanna be different from u
i feel like im spitting in two
i wish i knew how to tell u
everything i wish i didnt do

oh no u left me alone again
oh no i think i rlly lost a friend
oh woah but thats the way it goes i guess
solo i promise that i wont forget :(((((

spotify ^w^

thats the way it goes i guess prod. dolly & tgwog

Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/album/2iAvoK82VF6ss2FUjbh1Bg

Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/ca/album/phone-off-feat-despair-counter-spaceboyry-single/1596781174

Hook by @dreamworldtony
Verses by @totaldespair - @counterxo - @spaceboyry

Art by @yungplatinumm

**LYRICS**

*Hook, Tony*

I turned my phone off, took a flight overseas
Told a bitch get with it, now she on her knees
Time passed quick, quicker than it seems
Don't wanna talk no more and tell you what I mean
I hate my old friends, fuck 2015
I'm getting older and I really just can't sleep
Your man talk slick, can you hear him shout and scream?
Stabbed your brother in my 2012 4C

*despair*

I let my phone die so I don't have to see a thing
Take me back to 2015, life was better when I was sixteen
But that's in the past now, now all I do is ball out
Got more money than all my opps now, and that's how it's supposed to be
Catching flights going overseas
Can't feel shit - Off a lot of things
Shit gets rough, all I do is freeze
Can't stop chasing these dreams


I let my phone die so I don't have to see a thing
Take me back to 2015, life was better when I was sixteen

*Hook*

*Counter*

My phone's off, leave me out your mentions
My phone's off, leave me out your mentions

I try to tell myself that I'm okay
Sometimes I'm just feeling like I'll suffocate
You're mine till the end - If not, my heart breaks
Took the time to come and see you, got a flight to make
She admitted she's an addict to attention
My phone's off - leave me out your mentions

*Spaceboyry*

I can't take it
My heart racin' quick
I think about you, then I fall through
Bottomless decisions I swore to myself that I'd never do
Feel like I'm chasing my past like a time machine
And every day is movin' so fast, why'd you lie to me?

I thought that you were more than a friend, but I guess you're not
Your name goes round and round in my head, I can't make it stop

So careless
Watch me as I perish
Everything I cherished
You were never fair, it's gone
So I'm out here on my own
Tryna get off my phone
Always feeling alone

PHONE: OFF - Tony, despair, Counter & Spaceboyry (prod. Troiner, WHITEXANNY & Tony)

DREAMWORLD - Drowned Out (Counter feat. Tony) prod. Troiner

listen to my new music
shit song i made at like 14
doesn’t reflect anything i make now

INSTAGRAM

getting crunk! 0_o (prod. @irlshitbih)

Hook by @dreamworldtony

Verses by @counterxo and @spaceboyry

Beat by @WHITEXANNY

Artwork by Ralphy Dogman

**LYRICS**

Tony

Yeah we going up
That bitch hate me so much she said shut up
Got my packs from Florida 
Then gone see me walk out the gutter

Yeah you dumb huh
I just fucked your bitch and she loved it
You no fun huh 
I was doing work, you slept all summer

Hit that, ya ya 
Then I turn around and hit that, ya ya 
Popping Percocets in Benihana 
She said she hate me I’m like yeah bitch, you a bummer

I’m so calm ya
Kick it at the crib smoking, ya ya 
Pound of the boof straight from Florida 
I been counting money since before ya

Yeah we going up
That bitch hate me so much she said shut up
Got my packs from Florida 
Then gone see me walk out the gutter

Yeah you dumb huh
I just fucked your bitch and she loved it
You no fun huh 
I was doing work, you slept all summer

Counter

Got a Mac and a bag in here
Came along way had to conquer my fears
You up now but you aint in 2 years
Had to boss up, had to look in the mirror
Man I’m too high and I can’t steer
She Said she love me but it’s never sincere
Went from kicking rocks to kicking feet up on liers
They keep on preaching shit I don’t wanna hear
Lost too many I can’t shed no more tears
So you want to ball with us, that’s crazy
Your boyfriend sitting on his ass, he’s lazy
Yeah I care about the racks but they don’t make me


Spaceboyry

[feel like i’m Carti
hop in the rari
fuckin yo bi- just kidding]

smokin on ur pack bitch we turn up till it’s lights out
sayin u won’t come outside then we gone bust your hide out

dreamworld i ain’t takin a nap
pop tarts ima get me a snack

get my cash in ima need that fast
put the work in ima get it that’s facts

2020 cryin over shawtys cant believe that
2022 i hope i never get that down bad

florida boof prod whitexanny

Justlikeu4theimage

beat by @troiner & @WH1TEXANNY

vocals by @counterxo, @DreamworldTony, @Spaceboyry

the other side (prod. Troiner x Whitexanny)

Kentashi

i'm a psycho and i know it

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Beat by Troiner and Northeast Lights
Vocals by Dreamworld Tony (hook), Counter & Spaceboyry (Verses)


Lyrics

(DW Tony)

Yeah, I feel like garbage
Doing drugs in a new shawty apartment
In the whip speeding, call police department
Fuck 12 I been swerving broken-hearted
I'm a psycho and I know it
Keep my composure; can't let nobody notice
Can't let the opps nem see that I been broken
and I'll do what I can not to show it

show it! (prod. troiner + northeast lights)

lift, jump, exhale

https://soundcloud.com/acounta/peach-ring-tokyoghost
shoutouts to @acounta @lilac @emotegi

Spotify

cat girl

open.spotify.com/artist/1dK4UZ6zuHSPzkWpCCQEIL
www.instagram.com/kidsnrlax



(verse 1)
i got black nails
and my bitch wanna come over
lay me down to sleep bby wont u hold me closer
hands run thru ur hair while ur head is on my shoulder
crying in my room like a mfing loner

(hook)
i put blades up to her chest i wanna see her fucking dance
bae im so depressed because of my fucking romance
all these fucking drugs have been putting me in a trance
ive been fucking up with my blood all over the glass

(verse 2)
ive been spilling red wine allover the bedroom floor
girl u fucking me up so much got me dancing in my gore
girl u fucking me up so much like a mfing whore
ive been staring at my blades bby cant do this anymore
ive fucking up my fucking health
dont kno what i fucking felt
i cant even find my help?
shawty said she like my belt
got me fucking up in my own mfing hell
find me bleeding out motionless in the hotel

(hook)

romance

myspacemark - cash returns

reuploading cause reb deleted his acc:// 

prod rebzyyx

lyrics:

[Verse: Rebzyyx]
Nothing last forever
We should just die together
Take me to a new home
So I don't feel alone
Take me to your place that feels like home
Don't wanna be alone anymore
Please just let me know if you wanna go
Baby, we can go where ever you like

[Chorus: Rebzyyx]
Blacking out is the only way I feel something
Turn around, I just don't know why you're mad at me
Falling down, I can feel it falling down on me
Let me out, I don't wanna be your enemy
Blacking out is the only way I feel something
Turn around, I just don't know why you're mad at mе
Falling down, I can feel it falling down on me
Let me out, I don't wanna bе your enemy

[Verse: syris]
For tonight, baby, I can treat you right
For tonight, baby, I'ma take my life
You tell me all these lies and you do it all the time
I just want the real you, I don't wanna fight
Baby, can you pick up the phone? I know that ur all alone
We're not perfect but I can be what you want
We're a real love story
Would you, would you do it for me, for me?

[Bridge: syris]
And I'll reach out for you when it's hard
I know that love will break us apart
But I'll always be right here next to you
To you

[Chorus: Rebzyyx]
Blacking out is the only way I feel something
Turn around, I just don't know why you're mad at me
Falling down, I can feel it falling down on me
Let me out, I don't wanna be your enemy
Blacking out is the only way I feel something
Turn around, I just don't know why you're mad at me
Falling down, I can feel it falling down on me
Let me out, I don't wanna be your enemy

nothing last 4ever

Buy on iTunes

nothing last 4ever + rebzyyx

(prod. by glorygasp) <3 HMU 4 FREE SURGERY $$$
1, 2 bullets in the back of ur head
mac11 fill ur belly wit lead
3, 4 bodies and their dead on tha floor
free surgery meet me at tha morgue
1, 2 bullets in the back of ur head
mac11 fill ur belly wit lead
3, 4 bodies and their dead on tha floor
free surgery meet me at tha morgue
yeah gorestep for me hoe
yeah bitch so drop it low
jus gorestep like u just dont give a fuck
gore on the dance dance floor
i wanna start a riot
faded asf the highest
they offered me a chip inside my brain
i said id buy it
feel schizophrenic
but its just the entities inside my brain
i cant stand it
but the LSD inside me feels so great
wanna see ur skeleton inside of my closet
organs inside of my pocket
im emo like im ina band
i dont wanna fuck wit her friends
i just wanna hop on the block while im goresteppin
5, 6 bodies sent straight to heaven
love a fake bitch love a fake whore
gotta act fast when im jumping from the 78th floor
yeah gorestep for me hoe
yeah bitch so drop it low
jus gorestep like u just dont give a fuck
gore on the dance dance floor
i wanna start a riot
faded asf the highest
they offered me a chip inside my brain
i said id buy it
feel schizophrenic
but its just the entities inside my brain
i cant stand it
but the LSD inside me feels so great

GORESTEP *meet_me_@_tha_morgue* [glorygasp]

on all platforms <3
ft. @yblocofficial
prod. @junk_king_mp3

LYRICS!!
Lets get out this crowded room and drive for a mile
Turning 21 still young free n wild
Pack my shit, we're here for awhile now im full of it
Anxiety capsizing, im overboard, aint nothing gon save me
Lets leave this place and speed to safety
But maybe not today
As long as ur in my arms were safe
Even when tears stream down my face
And im crying for ur love dont take it away

Ship to shore, on an open sea
Planks pull apart, like rotten teeth
And i fumble into the dark so awkwardly
throw something overboard n rescue me

ybloc:
you make me feel so nauseous 
throw it all away
i can’t stop overthinking
everything you say
you only get one warning
get up out my face
continue all your whoring
i don’t wanna play
i done with all these games
i done with everything
i drowning in emotion
can someone rescue me

crowded ft. ybloc [prod. junk king]

even when the sun is dead, will you tell them how hard i tried

feat & prod @imxofilo
https://www.instagram.com/imxofilo/
https://twitter.com/imxofilo
https://www.tiktok.com/@imxofilo

lyrics:
@itsqhostii
K.Y.S.B.I.T.C.H.
K.Y.S.B.I.T.C.H.
born in ny
u expect me to behave
ion fw any whores thats tryna hit that replay
K.Y.S.B.I.T.C.H.
K.Y.S.B.I.T.C.H. 
burner on me
yea im sending a heat wave
steal ur soul for sacrifice when i put u in the grave

aimin at the neck and we gon leave em paralized
it would be too merciful if i just let em die
real cult leader shit
middle finger to the fuckin sky
kys if u tryna stay the night

i dont want
no one to hate me now
just know what
i do isnt personal
i dont want
no one to hate me now
just know what
i do isnt personal

@imxofilo
ur man wanna fuck on me but i told him to kill himself
he thinks he can have his way with me, no bitch ur by yourself
im the only thing i need, im in love with myself
if u want a piece of me then fuck right off and go to hell
im good on my own
im good on my own
the boys never stop blowin up my phone
they can stick around with these other hoes
i dont want no one to hate me now
no one to hate me now
just know what i do isnt personal
i do isnt personal

K.Y.S.B.I.T.C.H. 🖕 w/ xofilo #NOTPERSONAL

prod wiro x ta$er
rip dolph🐬

shake me up again n again n again . .
i wont try2comprehend how u live how u live x2

again n again i be fuckin up a bag like
damn there he is i cant even count my $$$ right
damn roll wit fam fuck u pussies u ont act right
damn there he is i cant even count my $$$ right

?????
????

sip my cup u kno im noddin4u
take ur time i cannot ignore u .. .
call my name u kno im reachin4u
i cant live i think im dyin4u /.. .

im dyin4u [wiro + ta$er]

Russia Prod Yk & Myspacemark

prod @oliver_01 x @methboiswag
sfx @junk_king
w/ @deadcastorr x @zurahh

@junk_king
i been sippin on some wock
ion rly like 2talk, .
i been servin on some rock
keep tha dope up in my sock
u dont wana see me do u ?
i guess i never rly knew u .,/

let me be, im cryin endlessly
4u
cut my heart it nevr meant a thing
2u.//

@deadcastorr
in my room bloody grey goose
cut chains i jus need 2hang loose
i need a break lemme break u
i need someone 2blame lemme blame u
i got diamonds in my knuckles damage doubled
when i punch a fuckin wall in ,\ i just want it 2hurt
i dont wanna look at myself anymore
match in my hand puddle vodka on the floor

@zurahh
they dont want none .. they just talk ya
u know i ♡ ya
girl i want ya
im such a failure .. im at a loss ya
staring at the clock ya , while i rot yhh

took a blade , left it in my right eye
ur the light to my darkness like a nightlight
can u talk nice ? i dont wanna fight
i lost my way.. and i found it in the bright lights

crying endlessly w/ dead.castor x zurah [oliver_01 x methboiswag]

prod @hurtwinds
sfx @s0lemn 

i wish u cared 4me tha way tht i do.. /
2u ,, 2makeU so happy '/|
i wish i had tha time 2show u thetruth. /,,
its cool |/.
as long as ur happy .'/

when it rains it pours|, ive been drowning in sorrow ...
i hope i fucking die like // maybe 2mrw :p
//||| i feel like ichigo ya my body is hollow "/., ▬▬ι═══════ﺤ
blade 2myWrist // want sum blood ?>? u can borrow

jus say it . just say how u h8 me sum more ..
drugs in my cup i jus love how it pours : ]
fucked it all up ye berate me some more '/
tears in my eyes when it rains yea it pours/...

n its pourin ,, 2high in tha cut soarin
b like sora cut a key wit a blade in my pocket :]
yea i jus made a profit$$

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feel like ichigo [hurtwinds]

@whyhaze
@symelz

ive been stuck in my way for a while
i just wanna make u happy make u smile
i remember waiting for u to come by
dancing in my room 
dancing in my room
now its just inside my head yea the memory blooms
now im stuck inside my bed watch the clock move
i dont wanna wait baby so im coming soon
as soon as i can

dancing in my room + whyhaze (symelz)

Lyrics:
(blxty: we need a picture on the phone... me: oh ok)

we should be statues on the ground
i watch as you act, martyred for a day
and i felt all of those years pass
no they didn't fly, but still i rot away
please give me my clothes back, i hate your house
and i can't drive back there, cause i know that i'll wanna stay
when i look at the camera i forget my own name
i begged you to change and stop playing games
it's to the point where.. i fell apart
i swore i'd never let you get me to go that far
you looked at me
and chasing you has been the happiest i've ever been
and chasing you has been the happiest i've ever been 

do you ever think about it?
about how it feel makes me feel?
here i thought we were obsessed with eachother
i can't deal with standing still
fast, like always, you're so quick to take my time
so quick to leave me stuck behind
i was walking at a lower pace
letting you get in the way
hoping that you notice it this time

and the paper plane was crumbled
dismantle everything that we once stood for
and i'd even walk in quicksand
if you dragged my hand, if you told me, if you told me to

if i'm your dog, please put me down
i don't wanna have to follow you around anymore
you're out of sight but still engrained on
i'm your stupid lab rat drinking whatever you pour
and in the end, i still thought i made it somewhat obvious enough
i never wanted to fuck you
i got so used to your couch and i just wanted to stay
oh you can't lie to me, why did you look at me that way?
the bus ride home's so dim, the buildings made me feel so small
i rode our paper plane until the moment it hit the ground
the ground

na naa naa naa naa naaa
oh wey wawa na na naaa

for the rest of your life

paper planes

this came out on spotify like a year ago nd i never uploaded it on soundcloud so here u go mwah

i hate u but i luv u

prod @h1yori

[mei]
lately all i do is search for the warm
remember how i felt, i just felt like a worm
i dont know where i step, just tell me whats going on
ive lost my only friend now its just me against the world

but then i met u at the end, 
u said its going to be fine to be okay
and at this moment, u saved me from my tears, 
u saved me from my fears
i felt like i touched the bliss

are you the one who painted moon?
i wonder cause, u said u would take me there if i wanted
in the sky i remember the shade of blue
and ur silhouette something that i never saw again
open up the sky im spreading my wings so wide
look me in the eyes ill show that i can fly
ill stay by ur side, if i hold ur heart could u hold mine?
higher than the clouds i hope u can catch me if i fall

sky (hiyori)

https://youtu.be/LjFda3hQcLA?si=RRRjU7SxmwYn3otv 

https://open.spotify.com/track/38p66XWFxEPlm38kEH9zxo?si=d093ccff27b54c65 

#Soon album i'm currently working on :)

follow me on instagram (@whyhaze) for more updates on that !! #Soon

prod @1luvpurp & @lilsadboiiudig

pick me when i fall down
i wish you could calm down
i wish i could have you
need your help like rn
yeah i keep my head down
can you hear me cry out
dying when you're not here
she hate it when i scream loud

tell me what you see
when you look at me
when i look at you
i just feel my heartbeat
i still feel like nothing
she said she love it
off a pill i feel disgusting
your heart is trapped in my coffin

i ran away
did i even think about it
i miss your face
i sit down and think about it
not the same day but the same problem
i know she feel the same pain girl my wings fallen

forget me, forget me not (luvpurp & 1sadboii)

Off the EP 
Black Knight Satellite
Streaming everywhere

4. idgaf

amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aoR8Jdom6QQ

@domerrz
@whyhaze
@victxrw
@rewind214

instagram.com/01domerz/
instagram.com/whyhaze/
instagram.com/victxrw/
instagram.com/rwnd214/

[@domerrz]
i can't run
where's the fun in this if i'm still feelin numb?
took my heart in ur hands u crushed it to dust
and oh its so wrong
been hurtin for too long 
I cried when uUu left 
I turn then ur gone :/

[@whyhaze]
my heart no longer beats
i die when you leave
i tried to get it back
but it’s all for you to keep
i turn when you’re gone
toss and turn in my sleep 
keep my head down when i walk
cuz i wish you were next to me
i know it’s all hard to process 
i turned when you walked away
i keep walking
I took too much feels like I’m falling and falling 
feels like I’m running and running, but what we had just keeps calling me. 
I keep my head up high, my body still on the ground
Will you be there when I need you
I pick you up when you’re down 
I’ll ask you am I enough 
enough for you to stay around 
enough for you to stay

[@victxrw]
u didnt notice
how time flies
feels like im floating
i close my eyes
i say tht im hoping
tht we'll be fine
my chest is wide open
waiting 2 die

simply im not enough
im not enough for u
i know this feeling sucks 
just wait for me a day or 2
just wait for me my luv
i care i swear i do
they caught me coughing up my blood 
its only for uUu

SPOTIFY

i cried when uUu left w/ whyhaze, victxrw (rewind)

prod @neohnq
sfx @s0lemn
amv https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7FxrBbGDidY @bitekivibes

igot2high  n i dont regret it..
say dat im fine :/
i jus keep forgettin../
imma decline ,, yall can keep pretendin :)
ion feel right//?ion feel right..

u can say it all u want but is it rly like tht?,??/
i jus wanted u2know tht i been fighting my death
i jus wanted u to say dat it aint rly dat bad..
is it rly dat.. bad

offda xan i canttalk do u fw me ??;]
i been steady tryna die do u luvv me?.
i be wishin suicide it get ugly..
u don wana b me im disgustin .'-('''''

say it all u want [neohn]

@pyu

tears run down my face
i dont think that you love me anymore
ive seen brighter days
the parasite of you crawls on the floor
got me feelin like a nightmare
when i look back you were right there
in the dark
got me feelin like a nightmare
when i look back you were right there
followin me everywhere that i go i see you in my mind
ripping through my brain, crawling down my spine
you live inside me

if i were to die today, would the stars be much brighter than this
if i were to look away, would you pull me back in for one last kiss
i feel your remnants inside of me
all your energy and memories apart of me
i reminisce on how i used to be
internal bleeding in my body, loss of sensory
i feel you every where that i go
you're the parasite to my host
you live inside of me
and i try to keep my eyes closed
to the fact that i cant let go
of the one that i loved the most
so i let the toxic parasite live on inside of me
inside of me, inside of me, inside of me yeah

tears run down my face
i dont think that you love me anymore
ive seen brighter days
the parasite of you crawls on the floor
i feel your remnants inside of me
all your energy and memories apart of me
i reminisce on how i used to be
internal bleeding in my body, loss of sensory

APPLE MUSIC/SPOTIFY

parasite (prod. meta)

Go Head (Prod. Macten)

spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/7eg5WMzDCwZ9XZvI0KgXZE?si=tUCVKNmkRW6S5nbFwz_3Yw

prod + master @z4y4

@marcelinedeathdate
@z4y4
@9surgery

mxrceline x z4y4 x surgery - need you all my life (z4y4)

@angelicxmei

the light shines in 
   cnt offer life 
   kno my time runs thin
   smoking new dope 
   my chains unbroken 
   cover old wounds 
   clothes hide all my skin

   wre breaking down 
   secrets and lies in my teeth 
   she comes around at night 
   SawU1nMyyDream5zz

   say the words 
   say the words tht ivv nvr heard 
   look @ me liek im sick 
   like uve never hurt
   evryday on repeat 
   its jst getting worse 
   hollow ground beneath myy feet 
   slipping through the earth

   how cld u jst leave like tht 
   im conflicted 
   knowing ud hurt me like tht 
   this affliction interwoven with my past
   new addiction , 
   hoping it would bring me back
   still i divot 

   the light shines in 
   cnt offer life 
   kno my time runs thin
   smoking new dope 
   my chains unbroken 
   cover old wounds 
   clothes hide all my skin

   wre breaking down 
   secrets and lies in my teeth 
   she comes around at night 
   SawU1nMyyDream5zz

   whn will u let it go 
   my corpse it rots nn theyll nvrr  kno
   her blood is splattered along my floor
   cnt bear this trauma anymore

music video

SawU1nMyyDream5zz 🇵🇱 ⋆*:･ 5(╥   ╥) @@ Prod Angelicxmei 5 🇵🇱

PUPPY!

bih know im way too up
you cannot fw us
know i keep it tucked
bitch im 1of1
bih know im way too fly
i jus might be done
baby im way too high
i jus wan get- i jus wan get higher
all these racks on me bitch i cant drown
i be geeked up and ridin round the town
you cant text me now im on that loud
bitch i wake up cash a large amount
catch me in the spot
bitch im turnt up
i cant fw you
im too burnt up
racks they weigh a ton
bitch im countin bands just for fun
you cant catch me im on live
bitch im smokin on dat loud
you know xxomm is 1 of 1
yea, pussy boy gon run
bitch im stackin up my funds
she on me like wtw
play with fire you get burnt up
bitch im so damn turnt up
and i keep my 9 tucked
best not test yo damn luck
yea, in that benz truck
boy you cannot stop us
bih know im way too up
you cannot fw us
know i keep it tucked
bitch im 1 of 1
bih know im way too fly
i jus might be done
baby im way too high
i jus wan get- i jus wan get higher

burnt up prod jayysoul

@jkjmetasco & @violetxx9

 #theFlowerWeSawThatDay 🌸🌸🌸🌸

Lyrics:

should I take my time with you? 
It seems like I always lose ..enough. 
she asked me where are you goingg
My scars still showing 
my heart still roaring for you #rawr

when you call me
And you wanna talk to me 
meet me when it’s early 
Promise you’ll remember us 
cuz I die when you leave 
girl you make my heart stop 
now it’s for you to keep 
promise I won’t forget you now

when you call me
I’ll be there till the sun’s down sun’s down
I think I’m needing you right now right now 
my heartbeats to the drum sound drum sound 
wish you heard it all but we’re so far apart

I won't forget u (jkjmetasco & violet)

prod: never forever 
master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

put aside my emotion
i wasn't important 
he touched someone else
that night my body was forfeit
i like it when he record it 
watch it back and feel gorgeous 
i think i need help 
but i'm so good at ignoring,
ignoring it 

ima pour this bottle all out
till i feel my life breaking down 
and i hate myself even now 
don't know what that's all about
and i hate my songs 
won't show my face 
took a couple steps back 
went m.i.a
insane 
didn't learn my lesson 
nothing ever mattered when i try my best and
most days i just feel like a reject 
friends fake n then ask for my preset
hands up, 
asked god for a reason 
blood soaked and i beg for the meaning
most days wake up and i'm screaming 
and my body just shake like im fiending
painful, i remember the feeling 
stitch myself cause i dream i'm in pieces

important

prod @flojy
w/ @counterxo + @6cainhurst
sfx @s0lemn
cover w/ art from @user-867146503
(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)
@s0lemn
i can tell u rn ,,  i js wna b inside .. ; / 
u dont get how i feel ,, [ ur lookin from the outside. . ']
feelings dat i design ,, js so i dont fxckn cry .. ; 
u can tell by how i look ,, ,i dont wna b alive :p .. 

ik ur leavin me . .  but where u goin2 ?. ., ?/
u told me we were meant 2b ,, but ion kno u .. ; /
js let let me hold u ,, 4 1 last time .. , <
js say ur sorry2 ,, but u dont gota lie .. 

im tryna b wat u need ,, but i nvr found out [  ' [
girl its hard bein me ya ": > i always fckn doubt / /. ,
bb ima pout , ,, n think of wat we was . . .
i could try now . .; ;  but u dont wna budge .. -

@counterxo
I just need one final kiss
In case I don’t remember this night 
I know that I’ll miss you
I can’t sleep this doesn’t sit right
erased me off your list 
and now it’s like I watched a wish die
So I need to say
You haven’t found Romeo, you haven’t settled
And your father said stay away from Juliet
You were cryin on the staircase,
cause you can’t let this go 

@6cainhurst
once again, i let u down again
in the end it feels like i cant win, even for a second
i got a confession;-; i rly luv the way u turn your tears into a blessing

cz i can't, for a second,cant get a breath in, but its all good
heads a mess im sry girl im haunted

ur on the town w ur bf, hes upset 
says u dress loose, doesnt give u respect
he doesnt trust ur feelings like i do (i do)

@s0lemn [outro]. / 
i stg ima kms but u dont give af. . . .
ima ball til im nothin ,, cuz we alwayz turn 2 dust  ;; '
i was thinkn w my <3 but u only think of lust , .;  <
u gon ask y we apart .. ,
ur js fckn hard2 trust .. .: [[ [
(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)

feeling by design w/ counter + cainhurst [flojy]

my life is like a movie (prod. pvscale)

my life is like a movie (prod. ☆ ultraviolet ☆)

PRODUCED BY MOCHILA
WRITTEN AND PERFORMED BY ERICDOA

DISTRESS (PROD. BY MOCHILA)

‎𝔱𝔯𝔞𝔤𝔢𝔡𝔶ℭ𝔩𝔲𝔟♱
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