prod @kggn @ginsengxx

leave me alone
just like everyone else does
i cant feel my bones
i dont really care if i overdose

i dont feel home
wanna throw up its too much
but i cant go
ill look half dead when i show up

i dont wanna grow up
i just wanna die you keep me alive
i dont wanna fly home
really fucking hate saying goodbye

really dont hate me
i was sure i saw it in your eyes
really cant blame you
sorry im so hard to trust

ill let myself out
dont try to help me
want to erase you
want to erase me
cant se my feelings
nothing has meaning
love to stop breathing
high on the ceiling

push ill stop pulling
im gone im going
im always lower
theres nothing growing
whats wrong with knowing
but when the phone rings
and i see ur name
everythings glowing

half dead prod. kuru & ginseng

prod @flojy
w/ @counterxo + @6cainhurst
sfx @s0lemn
cover w/ art from @user-867146503
(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)
@s0lemn
i can tell u rn ,,  i js wna b inside .. ; / 
u dont get how i feel ,, [ ur lookin from the outside. . ']
feelings dat i design ,, js so i dont fxckn cry .. ; 
u can tell by how i look ,, ,i dont wna b alive :p .. 

ik ur leavin me . .  but where u goin2 ?. ., ?/
u told me we were meant 2b ,, but ion kno u .. ; /
js let let me hold u ,, 4 1 last time .. , <
js say ur sorry2 ,, but u dont gota lie .. 

im tryna b wat u need ,, but i nvr found out [  ' [
girl its hard bein me ya ": > i always fckn doubt / /. ,
bb ima pout , ,, n think of wat we was . . .
i could try now . .; ;  but u dont wna budge .. -

@counterxo
I just need one final kiss
In case I don’t remember this night 
I know that I’ll miss you
I can’t sleep this doesn’t sit right
erased me off your list 
and now it’s like I watched a wish die
So I need to say
You haven’t found Romeo, you haven’t settled
And your father said stay away from Juliet
You were cryin on the staircase,
cause you can’t let this go 

@6cainhurst
once again, i let u down again
in the end it feels like i cant win, even for a second
i got a confession;-; i rly luv the way u turn your tears into a blessing

cz i can't, for a second,cant get a breath in, but its all good
heads a mess im sry girl im haunted

ur on the town w ur bf, hes upset 
says u dress loose, doesnt give u respect
he doesnt trust ur feelings like i do (i do)

@s0lemn [outro]. / 
i stg ima kms but u dont give af. . . .
ima ball til im nothin ,, cuz we alwayz turn 2 dust  ;; '
i was thinkn w my <3 but u only think of lust , .;  <
u gon ask y we apart .. ,
ur js fckn hard2 trust .. .: [[ [
(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)

feeling by design w/ counter + cainhurst [flojy]

@sunrisess
@yureiclub

lyrics:

i hit bro up 
on tele
took a pill
i can feel it
in my belly
im in new york
hit the deli
caught another body
yea im startin to feel like melly
tryna copy me
but they cant
ion wanna talk
not my friend
u a fan
u fell off 
was that part of the plan?
6 deep at the mall
pop a xan

i pull off yea i race
fuked up off drugs i take
fuk ppl they all fake
fuk u n whatchu make

i hit bro up 
on tele
took a pill
i can feel it
in my belly
im in new york
hit the deli
caught another body
yea im startin to feel like melly
tryna copy me
but they cant
ion wanna talk
not my friend
u a fan
u fell off 
was that part of the plan?
6 deep at the mall
pop a xan

casualties (sunrisess)

prod @taylor @4evrgone
emo mixed the vocalzzz

(pixie)
leopard print on me
i got feline tags only
i dont never feel lonely
cos my girl hit my phone yea
smoke in the snow
posted in 20 below 
my bitch to pretty to be sad
i blush, they copy my swag

bitch i dont make simple mistakes 
u a leech u in the way
i got talent i cant waste 
i got racks cos i been paid
please dont hit my phone
im anxious i go ghost
ill remain unknown but 
one of these days ill go up

glowing eyes style in philly make racks 
posted w all my freinds in all black
ima make songs until i make my bag
back to back shows like i got whiplash

(emo)
come in dangerous
I take all these pills cuz im anxious 
block hot got me so anxious 
thats why i stay poppin kpins 
months sober then i just break it 
hand me anything and ill take it
some these girls jus want me cuz im famous 
tired of the game that we playin

smokin purple gas dis shit got me fucked up 
heard yo ass was hoein better watch out fore i switch up 
i cant ever slip cuz ill fuck my life up 
i dont trust no one so i keep a low lineup

stims n sprayed pack that shit made me psychotic 
i cant ever recover fucking lost it 
junkie status used to ride wit narcotics 
opiates it feels so good when im nauseous
just for once can you be honest 
all i want is to be your obsession 
know you hate me when im on it 
take the white sticks when im stressing

sun in sky feel like a blessing 
chillin with skye im learnin lessons 
always feels like worlds endin 
stay with me one more second

glowing eyes ft emorave prod. taylor 4evr

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prod @flojy + @ripwarheart
sfx @s0lemn
w/ @counterxo

@s0lemn
do u even care how i feel 4u .., ?
ima b myself , . do u h8 me 2 ? ., 
xanax 4 my health , dats tha way i choose  . ., + 
bettr off alone  ,, / dats tha way i move .. ,,

way i do  ,, u would nevr get  ] [ //
tear monsoon  -  ,, all my clothes r wet  .. ,)
false haiku ,,  all ur wordz r torturous
snake in the grass  . . i can tell ur poisonous . ,l

do i quit  + 00 where i am rn . . ."
laugh it off , ,. hilarious . . but i frown . ,<
bury it .. put my <3 in the ground . .{
cherish this .. wen ur not around . }}

stay close by me so i dont feel . .,<
do u fake who u r ?? . ,ya, so real ..: {
fell asleep ona bar  . ,, _ hope my cutz heal >> 
k-pin ,, tramadol ,, dats my whole meal . ..

tell me how2feel cuz u tell it right >_ < ,,
i been up 4days ,, ) havent seen the light  .. 
only smokin dope .. im not even high : L
i js need a way out || \ thought of suicide .. .

@counterxo
I had to realize, I can’t ever see us just as friends
Can’t wait another night, hoping that you’d call me back again
Feels like I’m left to die. Lost it all and don’t know where it went
Don’t wanna see you cry, broken, but I’m here for your defense

It makes no sense making all this progress just to fall
You left a dent and put the needles through me like a doll 
there’s evidence, you can see my poems on the wall
I never meant to keep the phone on silent when you call

You let my hand go then my heart shattered like glass
(like glass, like glass)
Now you’re dancing all alone, so much time passed
It goes so fast

all my clothes are wet w/ counter [flojy + warheart]

prod @bloodcryy
sfx @bloodcryy + @ssj5-junk

Do u even hear Me ?? ,, bae i need U near mee /. <=
thought I Heard ur name  .. < . > Damnit , now im tearing .. ,: /
Mighta dropt a Xanax , ,, cover Up my panic .  .} [
So much fuckin Damage ,, I cant even Manage.  . ,|

im Happy tht U Said tht  .. . tell Me all ur feelingz . . How u actually Regret tht : [[[
ima Fuckin quit it Cuz ik Im js a Setback . . <<
dont Kno wat2do ,, . is It me+&U ?? . + -
do U love me ? ?.. {{ no I never Had a clue . . .

call Me in & im Followin , ..  stay Away I feel Targeted ; ; [
So much pain2Wallow in ., , idk Where my sorrow Endz, ,
dont U evr call me ,, u Kno how I Feel
Lookin like a Zombie ,. ._ room like Silent Hill , , , ,

I get Way into my feelzz .. i Got way In2 the Pillzz. , ,
i Can say tht i Would stop . . . but Ima Keep It real : p . .
5am i cannot zzSleep , .. i Think ima cut Deep .. : ' [
take A pill& Repeat ,, / { prolly 5 Or 6 deep . ..,<

I feel the Same wen ur Gone , ,}+ it Feelz tha same As wen u Stay /. .
ive Always been so Fckn lost , ,. can U help along the Way ?? . : [ [ ;/  
xx2
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tell me all ur feelings [bloodcryY]

ib kite
prod me
[lyrics]
all the drugs in my system i think i need sobriety
these people say they're there when they always fucking lie to me
all these edibles I'm taking yeah it helps with the anxiety
yeah I hate when they stare yeah these people always eyeing me
yeah I wanna face my fears but my phobias discourage me
gotta hold in my tears cannot show no insecurity
all this agony and pain it always gets to me
yeah, I tried to fix me I cant fix anything
I tried to blow up I couldn't get the recipe
all these fucking metaphysical necessities
I keep a gshock yeah I feel like heather fucking mason
I keep a monster in my body yeah encase it
bloodstains on the floor, can you taste it?
a couple needles prick my veins it feel amazing
I've been doing this a while why you hating?
i don't like all these people get me away from them yeah
all this shit that I've been going through
all this pain it's never new
when can I just be with you? be with you

what does she what from me? i did it all for u
its fucking sad to see she never liked you
this shit is hard for me but I still try to
yeah, I still try to (I still try to)
I still try to (think I tried you)
it doesn't matter no more
she never liked you

anxiety

prod @bloodcryy
sfx @bloodcryy + @ssj5-junk 

no I dont ..  Remember y im Here  ., no  I cant .. .
let it Go ,, , i think Im blackin out,,, Not again . ,,
Push me2the Edgee ya itsNothin but A setback .; _=
told Me i was nothin I was Dyin Wen u said dat . ;  [[[
dyin Wen u said dat ,, Do U even Care ?? . . ; ;}[
ik tht im a Fallback ,, |+ nothin but a Spare . .

i Stay away From u .. |\\
Dont look Youll ##h8 me 2  /:)  ..
Lay It down & then Its up Again , . {+|
let It Down . .|#. its Like it never Endz / .;'

u Dont Feel like i Do .<: . i Cant even hype U  / |+- 
Tell a Lie but I knew .. . who U tryna Fight to ? _*??
thought I fckn liked U  .\\{. . Y i even Type uU ?"' ^?
cut Ur Name in My Arm || .. I Think its 2Soon ., , ,{

hate me 2 [bloodcryY]

dark thoughts

world

luup (mattfinish x treyzoah)

‎𝔱𝔯𝔞𝔤𝔢𝔡𝔶ℭ𝔩𝔲𝔟♱
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