this was from a long time ago i cooked some fye up back then lez go yaya
prod @aerelin
is that so? 

<33 :

u leave me vacant u leave me feelin low
there was this hole in my heart it made me feel cold
i been gone bby n i been feelin low
u were the one for me bby u were my home
u left this hole baby u left this hole in my life
u told me baby u loved me that u were my wife?
now im so hollow bby think i wanna die
put a bullet thru my head think ill end this life

i didnt wanna feel alone 
ur the one leaving msgs on my phone
i been feeling so alone 
ur the one leaving msgs on my phone

i be rollin over i be fallin sad
i spend all the time in my head tryna get u back
but u betrayed me ur laughing with him
ur with a better guy arent u happy babe
i know that u will be fine ya without me
but ill be living in the past cant u help me

tatatatatata 
tatatatatata
ik ur happier with him
but its killing me inside
tatatatatata
ya i jus wanna die again
ya ur arms they were my home
u left my heart feelin betrayed baby....

letmecutoffmylife (aerelin)

@counterxo @s0lemn
prod @flojy @ripwarheart

counter + s0lemn - better left unsaid [flojy + warheart]

prod @ssj5-junk @flojy
sfx @me
⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚
How could U say tht ??? ,, , 
wen i Aint hear u ., ,
bae Ima junkie - -
but I can Feel uU . .. 
Do  U understand u Dont kno me Like dat .. .?
U dont give Afff u would Take it all back : [[ '/

Im tryn 2Change ,,, u Stay the Same . . .
Carve 0ut My skin ||| Do it In Vain . .,
gun2My head like U wanted me2 __+++
u Start 2 care wen Its bettr 4 U .. .

throw It all Away we Dont even Feel tha Same .. . 
tell A Lie or 2 ,,  Maybe u Could get ur Way -_: 
I Stg ,, Im better Al0ne .. 
Ur always right . ,,  Im always Wrong . ; p

Shattered . .. Broken2Bits Like im tattered ---_
how in Tf do I matter ?? ; ;.?
tell Me the truth I get Sadder .  ;;
Takin A Xan 2feel Better .;; ;

ik U dont Even Fw me .
FUck 0ff . .. U said ur the one4 me . . ;
u Were not There .. 
never I Swear . .
dont Look back  .  ;;;_
U Do Not care  ..

u Say its The Same but its Not . ..
U cannot let me js Be wat I want : - [
i h8 Myself n I feel tht A lott . . .
im Already dead ,,,  -- so Js let me rot 
ya ,
⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚

we dont feel the same [ssj5 + flojy]

@xxsyris
@ilymay

[syris]
And I don’t know how to feel
And I don’t know what’s real
But I, I won’t let this feeling go
I still see you in my phone 
But you left me in the background 
But this time I won’t back down
Going through all this pain cause I need you
So be my everything, I wanna please you

[coldspades]
i’d rather be anyone but me right now
can't get out of bed cause i just feel so down
suffering in silence, wanna scream and shout
think i made the wrong choice, took a bad route
i can't do it right yea
they told me try but i can't
think i messed up my life yea
can't count the tears that i shed ;-;

[may]
freezing in the winter 
cold to the touch let me go 
lost it all lost in the snow 
i can’t do right yeah 
u hate me it’s obvious 
can u break the silence
i just need some guidance 
believe me dont leave me im trying 
please don’t perceive me 
cuz i wish i was someone else
or something more to u 
i thought u felt different u left me so confused

spotify

someone else ft. syris & may (shinju + taylor morgan)

@mental
@pw4prez
@kiryano

[coldspades]
i know it's wrong, but i can't help but to want you
keep it inside, these feelings i just can't tell you
wish i could go back, but there's things you can't undo
see your face in my dreams, i wake up wishing it's not true
please don't look at me with those eyes
we can pretend and you can tell me all your pretty lies
can't let you go cause i just don't know how to say goodbye
if i'm not with you, i don't want it, it's a waste of time

[mental]
i wonder where you've been
i don't know how to reach you
or how to see you
or how to believe you
you're playing with my head
i'm nothing but your target
i'm just an object
so come rip me apart then
so many feelings... so misunderstood
i'm trying to stop, i know that i should
you're all that i want so why would i look?
once i had a heart but you have it for good

pretend ft. mental (sochi & kiryano)

see me thru ☆☆ {ssj5}

@zangellllllll @tragedyclubb

𝄡  //22
entrusted with worth
and becomes a part
wings held up high covers all my heart
standing on th edge n im bouta restart
ur taken but we'll not part
wrapped in tin foil need some narcan
pray this shield me from in th darkness
in th kingdom but feel so heartless
looking down but i see tht star
yea i see tht star
but, hope
will not pick me up from where iv fallen
on th same drugs now as i was last fall n
bet ill nvr tweak out bitchh u know im ballin
tragedy goin up n i put tht on s0lemn
cz im hurt but i still do it
for wht its worth i cldnt give a shit
so yd it hurt whn u told me this
ur not who i know
forever now we'll be on different roads
if i lose all feeling
thn maybe ill learn
maybe it wldve worked 
if i found th right words
whn u found me 
i was right at my worst
everything tht happened
was wht i deserved
thts y i cut ties 
i dont wna do wrong
thts y i wont tell them wht rlly goes on
this time it wont b long

entrust {zangel}

@s0lemn @corpse-disposal @rewind214
#tragedyClub
u Say dat U care , ,, But u wont Evn talk2Me ,. ;'
i Js took A Xann ,,  Still cant fall Asleep ,==
im thinkin Bout u .. . Where do I go ?? .
Run4Uu . 

Its Sadd ,.  shit Would Never work 0ut . .
im Deadd .; but Ur tha 1 I care abt { } "
do U evr think Of coming back ,<<<? ?? >>>
i Saw ur face <<_ [ got A heart Attack ]

Im blacked 0ut from Sippin , ,
its cuz U Nevr Listen . ; ;
Itz my Bad . Im trippn .
i Think I <3 Prescription .///
sry Imma mess & I made u sadd . ,
I ruin Everything tht I Ever had .  . . .

T00k a benz0 ,, I w0nt Even Think2letGo . . ,
Ima Die slow ,, Ion even Need A hal0
fucked Up again & Its On me .+{ :
I Cant even Say dat Im sry . / . 

breakin Down ,, Fill my Head w/ Any doubtt . {
ur Not around ,, But ur all I think abt .. }}
should I Leave it All behind me >?<?><?<
if U Luv Me Uu would Type me .. ..

s0lemn - all i think about (rewind & cd) [hosted by cxris]

stolen moment [me + pk65]

anxiety i got blood on my tee
said she wanna talk but we met up last week
yeah im in the stu and im never gonna sleep
everybody perishes but i will never weep 

i got lots of shit thats been on my mind
hide the narcotics i dont think they will find
if u want some xannies u can hit up my line
everybodies schizo yea their out their damn mind

just be patient yeah ur gonna get paid
if u wana talk shit u gon end up in a grave
and hes hiding in a closet why tf u so afraid
im more into action i do not know what to say

dont need no penetration only patience
ima pop a couple beans wtf u saying
planting down an ied yeah we get  delaying
deploying we black ops yeah i do not know my nation

yeah we back to the station
droppin them like flies they gon meet their making
opps on my screen we gon fry them like some bacon
deploying the drone yeah we send it into mayhem

narcotics (sunrisess + zuuloh)

prod @ssj5-junk
sample // famous last words - starting over
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IT WILL BE ALRIGHT .

tell Me ik It hurts U 2 , ,
I feel The same .. Im here 4 U ._ _-
I js Wana get High : p
Ion wna B Alive . <<
Put a Cut on  my sleeve ,, Let it cryY .. 

Y Dont u Believe me ?? >>{ 
I feel Like death & U Dont wna See me . .} }'
Drugz On my Desk ima Do em & Repeatt ,<
Is any1 there , ,, 2 get how Im feeling ?? : {

Ion Talk much ,, Ima fuck Up ..
gota Dirty Cup ion Wna Feel none __((
drugged Up its Nothin I wont do Im So G0ne .. .
Want u 2Listen but  U Will not Hear n0ne ...

theres Reasons I cant even Start ,, 
Im broken & falling Apart .{ _
I Hope tht i Die in this Car . . /
im Swervin I js took A Bar . , ,

Im tryin 2 B wat U need ,,
kno Tht im nothingg >>: Baby Js Leave. . .
Im hopin I die in My sleep .
D0ze on tha Dope 

IT WILL BE ALRIGHT .

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it will be alright [ssj5]

‎𝔱𝔯𝔞𝔤𝔢𝔡𝔶ℭ𝔩𝔲𝔟♱
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