Stabbed Heart (Part 1 & 2)

lyrics

(verse I)
now i’m left with your words stabbed in my heart 
everything you said got me questioning 
I don’t want to but i’m starting to resent you
the hurt you caused irreversible 
always told you that we weren’t enemies 
looking for your intimacy 
wanted you to seep into me 
your personal diary i’m dire need 
wanted you to open up set the stage for your venting needs 

(hook)
it’s get getting overwhelming 
weighing on my helmet 
I could die right now and you would have to live with it 
the words you said circling racing in my head 
and somehow i’m weak for not meeting you where you at

(verse II)
fighting fire with fire 
situations that dire 
wishing death on my life but i’m the one keeping you tied?
i’m the one stopping your growth?
i’m the one taking your hope?
first to let go when you wrong but somehow i’m carrying pride?
I wear my heart on my sleeve yours in a bucket of ice sealed in a vault that I cannot reach but i’m truly enticed 
wanted a version of you someone else probably gon get 
put myself through some pain hoping you gain you some sense 

(hook version II)
now i’m left with your words stabbed in my heart 
eating at my brain tearing me apart 
it’s getting overwhelming 
weighing on my helmet 
I could die right now and you would have to live with it 

(bridge)
weighing all on your conscious 
mad you said all that nonsense 
my heart skipping some beats it used to go on a constant 
mad that I put myself through it 
mad that I stayed so stupid 
trying not to eat at myself 
trying not to think so intrusive 

(outro)
to say that i’m disrespectful when the things I said will never amount to the hurt you caused and I still forgave 
I forgave cause I really loved you 
I forgave you cause I was deceived that I could really trust you 
you played in my face so many times it’s a swing and a see-saw planted that I got to dismantle 
I ain’t gon lie you had a hold on to me 
but i’m beyond say (beyoncé)
I don’t want to hear sorry no more 
I don’t want to rekindle it’s fine 
I hope that you could get better with time

Your Words Stabbed In My Heart

Throw it Up

(lyrics)

(hook)
now you saying that you sorry, saying that you miss me, now you in the past can’t be in the future with me 
cause your words mean nothing though 
c-cause your words mean now 
you told me that you love me, told me that you miss me, every single lie got me feeling so ditzy 
your words mean now 
won naem sdrow ruoy

(SLM’s Verse)
One time cool, twice now you tripping hoe 
Way that you positioned it, sorta like you let me go
I was done wrong, but Ion got the issue though
Loved my time with you, but I will not miss you though 

You was not ready for love, two little doves couldn’t send em up to the sky cause of broken love 
I know I was more than enough, now you a dub
It’s all love no that’s not a sub

You ain’t love me 
Trust me, you can’t trust me?
Pull that dick, you would say trying to lust me, you ain’t really love me
Tryna play that tough card you ain’t really a G
Gotta pretty face, but your insides so ugly 
Constant gaslighting, but you the one end up burning 
I think you need therapy cause yo behavior so concerning, now I look back my energy you was not deserving 

You tripping hoe 
Kicking rocks, i’m skipping hoe 
On to the next, toodaloo  
Erased from my life, who are you?
I hope you never have to deal with what you put me through 
Just know it’s all love when it’s all said and done, word to Sade, it’s like life is a gun
Bring out your insecurities watching you run 
All that manipulation, i’m not the one that need fixing 

(hook)
now you saying that you sorry, saying that you miss me, now you in the past can’t be in the future with me 
cause your words mean nothing though 
c-cause your words mean now 
you told me that you love me, told me that you miss me, every single lie got me feeling so ditzy 
your words mean now 
won naem sdrow ruoy


(Tre Milano’s Verse)
Thought I was average, and that I put you down
Guilty of loving you, like a bitch on trial 
Saying you love me, but they just words 
They don’t mean much
You let your ego and your pride come in between us
Blasting Monica through the speakers
I’m so gone

You’d rather beez wit your friends, leave the keys to the Benz
Throwing anything in sight, when I beez on 10
Could never sleep on him, I’ma breeze on him
This is something slight, blow and light trees on him
Just want my peace and zen, could never trust these men
Whether it’s with or without you, nigga still gone win

You took advantage of a lover boy, treat me like another toy
Limited Edition, you can catch me with that other boy

Don’t think that we can click again, never want the dick again 
Choose him over me, the fuck you think 
I’d let you pick again

You just projecting, no second guessing
Your insecurities gone tell you keep deflecting
But now I send a dove, flying high above
The grave where I put these feelings of one sided love
Loving you is a gun, a .40 switch, a drum
Not confrontational, so you rather get up and run
Lies get you stepped on, seen what you left on
I ain’t talking mattress, this a king that you slept on

(Outro)
Now your words mean nothing now, now your words mean nothing now 
You would tell me that you love me, tell me that you miss me
Every single lie got me feeling so ditzy 
won naem sdrow ruoy, your words mean nothing now