EMERGENCY [PROD. S1NINJA]

FAIRY DRAINAGE SYSTEM BLUNTZ [PROD. S1NINJA + SVHYMNS]

produced by me, @qlein and @raaynen

 took a look at every picture that I saw with your face
And there was nothing I could do I wish that i didn’t change
For the worst, yeah you saw it first
And it hurt when you couldn’t put me first
It’s all my fault, I dragged you down to the dirt 
I took so long just to realize i ruined you first

And it hurt, I’m sorry that i’m the worst (And it hurt)
And it hurt when I said “I love you” first
And it hurt
And it hurt
It hurt when I ruined you first

Am I the only one that wishes I was someone else?
It’s been so long since i’ve seen my self
It’s been so long since i’ve hurt my self
It’s been so long since i’ve loved my self
It’s at the point where I’m nothing now
I wish my friends could all just
love me the same
I wish that you could say you love me again
I hate it all, just forget what I said
Can you remind me i’m alive and not dead?

I took a look at every picture that I saw with your face
And there was nothing I could do I wish that i didn’t change
For the worst, yeah you saw it first
It hurt when you couldn’t put me first
It’s all my fault, I dragged you down to the dirt 
I took so long just to realize i ruined you first

And it hurt, I’m sorry that i’m the worst (And it hurt)
And it hurt when I said “I love you” first

raynen ── .✦ hurt me first (shiiranoh x qlein x raynen)

@zayok

im back you better tune in
dont love no girl love music
that shit you say confuse me
do this all day and all night
think im as strong as all might
know things will all be alright
i never maxed out carbide
just got my check from fortnite
pockets full i dont keep change
dudes say they changed but they dont keep that change
life real good like tyfontaine
shout out my guy @monsain
pray to god every single day
but not my pants they aint got no faith
out of here you aint got no place
shut your mouth you aint got no say
yeah stop talking
dont give a fuck what you say its not clocking
making moves everyday yeah im on it
push push push your head in like a pop it
everybody know whats up when we walk in
everyone stop what they doing they pause it
cant pronounce whats in my closet
all i do make sounds and make deposits
all i do make sounds straight from my heart
all i do make sounds straight from my soul
dudes aint got no love dont got no goals
yall so trash it makes me LOL
yall so trash it makes me JAJA
chrome my belt my glasses prada
rest my fit balenciaga
cant have this shit you cant have nada

tune in w/ zayok prod me

https://soundcloud.com/chawlk

my soul lives up in delusion
i'm stuck with some dumb confusion
there's been truth up in my chest
but they tend to misconstrue it
i've been repeating mistakes so i kinda think i'm stupid
i've been tryna burn my mask left my ego all uprooted

there's been blood up on some thrones
palantir it checks my phone 
empty vessels i see clones
think i rlly miss my home

see the spark I've been cold
it's so lost wanna fold
despise the lies i've been told
spells, lead to gold

all the signs are there it's evident 
pray i can be relevant 
spirts round me malevolent
don't know why i'm elegant  

i'm terrified of the ether 
think i'm doomed i saw the reaper
i've been anxious asf think that i just need a breather
i'm a dumb attention seeker

i can hear heaven's harmonics
she tends to weep thru the cracks in the sonics
tune my being with the lost ergonomics
my flesh a cage the codes up in electronics

my soul lives up in delusion
i'm stuck with some dumb confusion
there's been truth up in my chest
but they tend to misconstrue it
i've been repeating mistakes so i kinda think i'm stupid
i've been tryna burn my mask left my ego all uprooted

delusional (chalk)

prod @notdarae @chinapoet
ft @zzoos
covert art @zzoos

its js another thing that made it true
and fuck your reasons
fuck on all the rules
dont try to tell me what i gotta do
cool, ig ill fucking blame it all on u

@zzoos
its not enough i give up a lot
but i still step out brand new jeans pockets full of knots
if we up that shit it got em doin squats
im 2 high im stuck i cant even talk
like im w ray thats my bro
2026 we doin shows
im on go
i cant fold
yea i said i wld change but i wont
i hope u kno

Break the rules @notdarae @chinapoet

'a clear division or contrast between two things that are or are represented as being opposed or entirely different.'

cover drawn by me
soundcloud only

Dichotomy @1geno

prod https://soundcloud.com/7_7ame + https://soundcloud.com/frommee

sometimes i catch a glimpse of you when i fall asleep
my subconscious longs for you
i can feel you so buried deep
my inner monologue's toxic friend
he tends to stick by me
inner symphony up in my head it doesn't let me be

walking on this trail of life my soles been aching 
don't like my waking moments so i tend to stick by daydreams
i work a job i hate till i get by
can't believe i'm still alone standing still while time flies
fuck.

i rot in cycles cuz i'm dumb
i'm still waiting by the creek 
waiting for some1 else to come
praying up to the sky I've been twiddling my thumbs
working all thru the night 
I've been starting to hate the sun

i loathe the silence from my phone
i need a text good morning, i want my love to known
i'm still wandering around looking for another home
i'm so used to myself I've been turning my heart to a stone

walking on this trail of life my soles been aching 
don't like my waking moments so i tend to stick by daydreams
i work a job i hate till i get by
can't believe i'm still alone standing still while time flies
fuck.

I've been dissociating my mental can't stay straight
I've been in the wilderness wandering round like a stray 
i can feel something above puppeteering with my fate
i hope my love life eventually goes my way

daydreams (ame + frommee)

Thro my money

prod @1nvaydn

xx

wonder what is left .. 
.. is it all inside my head?
when ur playing with my heart..
ya my memory's a mess

why do u like to pull my strings?
i feel u grasping at my chest

but after all, im just ur doll
ur dancing 'round my death
im lost for words, ur from another world, and im from earth
ur like a flower too, if i were dead, id wanna be the dirt
and sure u left my life, but thats okay, cause i dont want u to hurt
so tell me now, is this feeling all thats left between us?

and u know that im so crushed
i guess this feeling's not enough
is it rly just too much?
and did u ever want my love?
and i just had to fuck it up
im bruised n cut, concussed

concussed Prod tsul

Wakeup (psyk0tc)

𝓲𝐧Ｓ𝔱ᗩقŘ𝐀ᵐ: @s1ninja
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