[i don't rly like this song anymore
but was convinced to drop it anyways]
@digipak @r1yy

ur losin me by the second
n im stuck
tryna find the second exit
lost it

have i lost it will u be honest
couldn't put my finger on it
didn't sit well in my throat
like i was drinking a cheap tonic
rly hope nobody knows
all of the shit in the past 48
thas been up in my nose

u can go thru my phone girl
js dont go thru my notes app
unless u rly wanna throw up
can't think i'm 2stuck
she wna fk up my life
i wldn't duck if she tried

i wna be flexible
tryn bend backwards like sheet metal
hope my head don't meet metal
by the time i do wna fix myself

finally fix myself (x2)

yea, whoa,
it's like half past midnight
girl i luv talkin 2u
i been so damn depraved
think im catchin feelings
wish u knew
n i feel replenished by ur presence
like electrolytes
y don't u come lay wit me?
we can both turn off mental lights
n js be 2gether

ur losin me by the second
n im stuck
tryna find the second exit
lost it

have i lost it will u be honest
couldn't put my finger on it
didn't sit well in my throat
like i was drinking a cheap tonic
rly hope nobody knows

electrolyte @digipak @riyui

No formant shifting here #LarynxMovement
lyr: 
Dont trust my eyes
They always lie
I seem to be
Still trying to survive 

You shoulda seen me in this dream
I'm still stuck on what it means
I truly had everything
But really, nothing was changed

It was all right here
Within me 
My mind cleared
I must fight my fears
Till they become me
It's my life here

[you shoulda seen me]

Dont trust my eyes
They always lie
I seem to be
Still trying to survive 

You shoulda seen me in this dream
I'm still stuck on what it means
I truly had everything
But really, nothing was changed

It was all right here
Within me 
My mind cleared
I must fight my fears
Till they become me
It's my life here

It was right here the whole time @oxonova

nota: i have been in an intense period of emotional struggle recently and music has been one of the only ways that ive been able to maintain my personhood it feels like. with my job and school being incredibly stressful, and with my relationships coming and going, and having so much extracurricular social obligations, i’ve felt very worn out. this song is mostly about my dad if you can’t tell

歌词：
i’m missin her bad
don’t know how to act
i can’t switch out the bad for the good
that girl hurting me bad but it’s good

i ain’t talk to my dad in a month
swear it’s hate but im missin his love
when his brother died i was thirteen
he ain’t been the same that shit hurt me
i don’t think that he will ever change
i’m not his daughter so i changed my name
not a comic book so i changed my name
im not who he wanted so i changed my name
i’m not who he wanted so i changed my name
not his fucking son not the one i claim
out the fucking picture cut me out the frame
for my fucking trauma he’s the one to blame
i don’t like myself and he’s the one to blame
on his fucking armor where my lungs are flayed
my lungs are flayed
yeah taxidermy put me on display
put me in a box where my bones decay
i ain’t want fuck but he got it
my god won’t allow it
my god put a gun to his head while he showered
my god saw abuse and he god damn allowed
i’ll pull out my dick and i’ll piss on his grave
yeah i’ll pull out the blick and i swear it’s no space where it’s safe to be hiding
he want me to be who he wanted me to be i refused and that’s why he been treat me like dirt
i don’t fuck with the way that he treat me it’s like he would rather be dead than a man of his word
i swear to god it’s like reason could rain from the heavens and still he would find him a way to ignore all the manna been served

manna (luanne)

https://solo.to/sanriorose

**HOSTED BY Dj Lumbert** Music video out now

Prod elxnce https://soundcloud.com/elxnce dollmaker https://soundcloud.com/yumenikki

Ya Im da 1, 1 life, make it count
Ion say 2 much ya but I smoke loud
I been workin on myself N my sound
Will U stay up when dis shi go down
I was in da crib breakin down
Ya I crossed da bridge but not da Mound
Ion sip tris, I sip da Crown
How did I go up, Im from da South?

I performed N jumped in da crowd
Ya U saw me N I saw U smile
Im Rtd ya I dont feel alive
In NYC ya but Im not Miles
Im from NO ya Im in NY
Ya Ik I failed but I tried
Im not tryna throw away my life
She thought I was gon throw her away, she was right

Ya Im da 1, 1 life, make it count
Ion say 2 much ya but I smoke loud
I been workin on myself N my sound
Will U stay up when dis shi go down
I was in da crib breakin down
Ya I crossed da bridge but not da Mound
Ion sip tris, I sip da Crown
How did I go up, Im from da South?

DOWN

@heartstopmiami @attc
@100signs

smoked way 2 much i think i might die
i need smth in my cup bitch that shit dry
ion wanna live my life so i sit & hide
i cant look you in the eyes
i think i might cry

well its not my fault its hers
i didnt say a word
tried to get it out my head 
i wish everything would burn

hate repeating things ive said
i wake up and im half dead
i wish for a second chance
i had the world in my hand
the motion was all i had
now my friends are all i have
soon i'll have like nothing left
and i'll jump off with the rest
i can style it in a vest
no ones screaming im the best
i cant say that im impressed
not with you or anything
everyday ive been so stressed
bitch i think i need a drink
i cant slow down or think twice
think im smoking pesticides
yeah but i dont really mind
i just wanted a good time

nothing left @heartstopmiami @attc

prod https://soundcloud.com/7_7ame + https://soundcloud.com/frommee

sometimes i catch a glimpse of you when i fall asleep
my subconscious longs for you
i can feel you so buried deep
my inner monologue's toxic friend
he tends to stick by me
inner symphony up in my head it doesn't let me be

walking on this trail of life my soles been aching 
don't like my waking moments so i tend to stick by daydreams
i work a job i hate till i get by
can't believe i'm still alone standing still while time flies
fuck.

i rot in cycles cuz i'm dumb
i'm still waiting by the creek 
waiting for some1 else to come
praying up to the sky I've been twiddling my thumbs
working all thru the night 
I've been starting to hate the sun

i loathe the silence from my phone
i need a text good morning, i want my love to known
i'm still wandering around looking for another home
i'm so used to myself I've been turning my heart to a stone

walking on this trail of life my soles been aching 
don't like my waking moments so i tend to stick by daydreams
i work a job i hate till i get by
can't believe i'm still alone standing still while time flies
fuck.

I've been dissociating my mental can't stay straight
I've been in the wilderness wandering round like a stray 
i can feel something above puppeteering with my fate
i hope my love life eventually goes my way

daydreams (ame + frommee)

https://solo.to/sanriorose

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Prod elxnce https://soundcloud.com/elxnce

They wan live like us but we live dangerous
Ya Im anc I flip da pages
They aint wanna see me on da stages, ya my bih love me used 2 b da most hated
Ya Im fkn bored but Im not skatin
She wan flick up cus she think Im famous
Ya U copped a feat N I banged it, why U actin like we on a 1st name basis
N Im high asf Im wit da aliens
Im a young nigga kickin shi like Jaden
Ya I did some shi dat I cant face yet
Ya I miss my bro I wish U made it
My bro did some drugs N he was shakin, ya Im doin bad N Im not even tryna fake it
N I told my bruddas we gon make it, Rtd, anc, #glam
STAH dats who I hang wit
Sometimes I feel like we're speakin diff languages
Sometimes I feel like Im not da 1 2 play wit
Bih see da strap but Im not gon let her play wittit
Bih got my heart N she played wittit
Drugs got my brudda he jus sayin shi
Ya I jus cant wait until my pay hit
Ram 1500 N Im racin it
Down bad but I still got a place 2 live
Sittin on my ass is not gon pay da bills

Ya da swag is infinite, it'll last 4ever
Somehow I knew dat we wouldnt last 4ever
Whole fit pink ya I dont fw cancer
Countin up da green like da dam Green Lantern
Ya bih but Im black like da panther
She asked me wats wrong N I cant answer
Had 2 sit my ass down cus I cant stand her
I cant even stand 2 look in da mirror
N U fell 4 sum shi cus U couldnt stand up
sillyteam but I dont do stand-up
Pussy niggas sheep N Im a dam duck
How did I get by wit so much dam luck
Vampire bih she look like Bella
Hy I stayed around cus I felt sumn, she jus want me bak ya, I jus want a bak rub
Nigga Im not #back ya but Im in da bak ya
Ya Im #glam ya me N my bih glam ya
N dis shi not rage, dis is #glamROCK
I got long hair N I smoke weed like Im from Jamrock
RIP Da Rocket, boutta blast off
Ya I ptso but she wan take my pants off
I kno wat niggas look like wit da mask off
Im da man ya but Im still trans ya
Somehow I knew dat U would change up
N I never changed I jus couldnt b wat U want
Sometimes Idek wat I rly want
Punchgang shi but I'll never punch my bih ya
Pour up in da pineapple Big Shot
Pull up but we're not here 2 liplock
I grew up on hard rock, now Im bumpin Hardrock
Imma b a STAH ya till my fkn heart stop

STAH, anc, Rtd ya

A new chapter freestyle

A new chapter freestyle #anc (Bonus)

@violetxx9 @pw4prez @gethosyne photo by @zzoos

shit, ion rock no trueys ion rock no ksubis
i got, i got hella fuckin japanese brands when im movin girl
im tryna go back to ur place watch us a movie
and ian never fw him in the first place saw how he movin
girl i miss yo vibe, she got what i like
im tryn get these kicks but they dont even got my fuckin size
shawty been sayin im fine, but deep down know she not my type
that boy said im washed but know he in denial
uh, i got kai cenat clips, came up mad quick
damn bro, where tf yo bag went
and i need that bag quick, know what im sayin got mad switches
while u walkin into class got yo bitch in the back of the whip
i aint gon lie, shawty i aint gon lie
i aint gon lie, i aint gon lie
i aint gon lie, i aint gon lie, i aint gon lie
i aint gon lie got dope in the back of the car, underneath my desk
i cant fw a plant came far off how they dress
i cant fw a hoe if she not givin neck
one day i'll disappear they gon be like "where he went?"
went, went, yea
went, went, went, what
went, went, went, huh
went, went, went, on god
girl i miss yo vibe, she got what i like
im tryn get these kicks but they dont even got my fuckin size
shawty been sayin im fine, but deep down know she not my type
that boy said im washed but know he in denial
uh, i got kai cenat clips, came up mad quick
damn bro, where tf yo bag went
and i need that bag quick, know what im sayin got mad switches
while u walkin into class got yo bitch in the back of the whip

ifwu prod. violet & sochi & dove

prod me
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@kumosai

girl i know you like the back of hand
we can go anywhere we dont need plans 
this feeling in my heart i dont understand 
cuz when u say those things it makes me feel so blessed
but you know that ur close to me 
i wna be with you 
and the suns out lets hit the city

do u think of me at all as the leaves fall oh please tell
and i feel so cold when not in ur hold under ur spell
I don't wna waste your time 
i just wna be the one 
wish upon a star for u will u answer me

it gets lonely in the night 
in the village i was posted at the shrine 
are we on the same page i wont waste ur time 
hit my line always pick up when i hear the chime 
yeah i can still smell ur perfume 
running thru my head like a day dream
yeah i'm posted up with isa in the valley 
if u saw my fate would save me 

your love so divine 
would stay with me tonight?
want you to know 
i can't let go
ur running thru my head thru my head thru my head

kumosai

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wish upon a star, do you think of me? +kumosai

ORANGE TULIPS [PROD. S1NINJA]

@heroz2299 @bluntdolls cover art @zzoos

my situation's getting worse
i don't wanna talk, you first
bands up in my fucking purse
outside with my bro we lurk 
whatever helps you sleep at night
every day i feel so cursed
relive it a thousand times
im forever with 100signs
i lost track of all my time
i can't open up my eyes
fool me once won't fool me twice
i know who you are inside
too fucked up i feel like nothing
too fucked up i feel like i got a concussion 
i take nothing and i turn it into something
you don't know me bitch so stop making assumptions
too fucked up i feel like nothing
too fucked up i feel like i got a concussion 
i take nothing and i turn it into something
you don't know me bitch so stop making assumptions
x2
plastic on my face till i pass out
i was down before i'm getting cash now
i don't feel right so i guess i gotta mask now
i don't wanna talk to you so please don't ask now
your bro just went up and he don't know how to act now
tryna make amends i'm tryna make a pact now
every day of my life I've been left out
step into my shoes so you know how i felt now
copped some new shoes so i gotta watch where i step
love my friends i couldn't give a fuck bout a connect
i wake up at 3am and i can't go back to bed
all this time alone been playing with my fucking head

relive prod heroz + luanne

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