[i don't rly like this song anymore
but was convinced to drop it anyways]
@digipak @r1yy

ur losin me by the second
n im stuck
tryna find the second exit
lost it

have i lost it will u be honest
couldn't put my finger on it
didn't sit well in my throat
like i was drinking a cheap tonic
rly hope nobody knows
all of the shit in the past 48
thas been up in my nose

u can go thru my phone girl
js dont go thru my notes app
unless u rly wanna throw up
can't think i'm 2stuck
she wna fk up my life
i wldn't duck if she tried

i wna be flexible
tryn bend backwards like sheet metal
hope my head don't meet metal
by the time i do wna fix myself

finally fix myself (x2)

yea, whoa,
it's like half past midnight
girl i luv talkin 2u
i been so damn depraved
think im catchin feelings
wish u knew
n i feel replenished by ur presence
like electrolytes
y don't u come lay wit me?
we can both turn off mental lights
n js be 2gether

ur losin me by the second
n im stuck
tryna find the second exit
lost it

have i lost it will u be honest
couldn't put my finger on it
didn't sit well in my throat
like i was drinking a cheap tonic
rly hope nobody knows

electrolyte @digipak @riyui

idgaf [prod. pvgliuzz + suaalc]

nota: i have been in an intense period of emotional struggle recently and music has been one of the only ways that ive been able to maintain my personhood it feels like. with my job and school being incredibly stressful, and with my relationships coming and going, and having so much extracurricular social obligations, i’ve felt very worn out. this song is mostly about my dad if you can’t tell

歌词：
i’m missin her bad
don’t know how to act
i can’t switch out the bad for the good
that girl hurting me bad but it’s good

i ain’t talk to my dad in a month
swear it’s hate but im missin his love
when his brother died i was thirteen
he ain’t been the same that shit hurt me
i don’t think that he will ever change
i’m not his daughter so i changed my name
not a comic book so i changed my name
im not who he wanted so i changed my name
i’m not who he wanted so i changed my name
not his fucking son not the one i claim
out the fucking picture cut me out the frame
for my fucking trauma he’s the one to blame
i don’t like myself and he’s the one to blame
on his fucking armor where my lungs are flayed
my lungs are flayed
yeah taxidermy put me on display
put me in a box where my bones decay
i ain’t want fuck but he got it
my god won’t allow it
my god put a gun to his head while he showered
my god saw abuse and he god damn allowed
i’ll pull out my dick and i’ll piss on his grave
yeah i’ll pull out the blick and i swear it’s no space where it’s safe to be hiding
he want me to be who he wanted me to be i refused and that’s why he been treat me like dirt
i don’t fuck with the way that he treat me it’s like he would rather be dead than a man of his word
i swear to god it’s like reason could rain from the heavens and still he would find him a way to ignore all the manna been served

manna (luanne)

https://solo.to/sanriorose

**HOSTED BY Dj Lumbert** Music video out now

Prod elxnce https://soundcloud.com/elxnce dollmaker https://soundcloud.com/yumenikki

Ya Im da 1, 1 life, make it count
Ion say 2 much ya but I smoke loud
I been workin on myself N my sound
Will U stay up when dis shi go down
I was in da crib breakin down
Ya I crossed da bridge but not da Mound
Ion sip tris, I sip da Crown
How did I go up, Im from da South?

I performed N jumped in da crowd
Ya U saw me N I saw U smile
Im Rtd ya I dont feel alive
In NYC ya but Im not Miles
Im from NO ya Im in NY
Ya Ik I failed but I tried
Im not tryna throw away my life
She thought I was gon throw her away, she was right

Ya Im da 1, 1 life, make it count
Ion say 2 much ya but I smoke loud
I been workin on myself N my sound
Will U stay up when dis shi go down
I was in da crib breakin down
Ya I crossed da bridge but not da Mound
Ion sip tris, I sip da Crown
How did I go up, Im from da South?

DOWN

Out Now Everywhere

ORANGE TULIPS [PROD. S1NINJA]

@heroz2299 @bluntdolls cover art @zzoos

my situation's getting worse
i don't wanna talk, you first
bands up in my fucking purse
outside with my bro we lurk 
whatever helps you sleep at night
every day i feel so cursed
relive it a thousand times
im forever with 100signs
i lost track of all my time
i can't open up my eyes
fool me once won't fool me twice
i know who you are inside
too fucked up i feel like nothing
too fucked up i feel like i got a concussion 
i take nothing and i turn it into something
you don't know me bitch so stop making assumptions
too fucked up i feel like nothing
too fucked up i feel like i got a concussion 
i take nothing and i turn it into something
you don't know me bitch so stop making assumptions
x2
plastic on my face till i pass out
i was down before i'm getting cash now
i don't feel right so i guess i gotta mask now
i don't wanna talk to you so please don't ask now
your bro just went up and he don't know how to act now
tryna make amends i'm tryna make a pact now
every day of my life I've been left out
step into my shoes so you know how i felt now
copped some new shoes so i gotta watch where i step
love my friends i couldn't give a fuck bout a connect
i wake up at 3am and i can't go back to bed
all this time alone been playing with my fucking head

relive prod heroz + luanne

https://youtu.be/vLwCCk6Oo8Y?si=PhYcPW74dTDKlxy7

It gets better (me)

produced by @imnotrydxr + @sleepcravings
mixed by me

lyrics:

(i've told you-)

hook:

wake 'em up, wake 'em up, wake 'em up
(i've told you-)
wake 'em up, wa-wake 'em up, wake 'em up
wa- wa- wake 'em up, wake 'em up, wake 'em up
(i- i- i've told you-)
wake 'em up, wake 'em up, i pray to god
pray to god, im pretty shaken up
its hard to say a lot
made a way, paved it all alone
wake 'em up, wake 'em up, wake 'em up
(i've told you- i- i- i- i- i-)

verse 1:

people lame as fuck so why i give 'em love
pe-people want me gone but I ain't giving up
(turn it up joie)
pe-people want me gone but I ain't giving up-up
everything i've ever wanted i got it all
everything i've ever wanted i got it all
lotta money fallin out my pockets i rlly ball-ball
eugh
fifty ball my whip to big can't park it, whatchu know
pointers on me ball just like its harden, way2cold-cold

Finlince:
man you're fucking with the one and only man
real REM shit right here, real REM material man
turn it up joie

verse 2:

yuh
got a whole lot in my dome
it gets hard 2 focus
i talk ab things that they dont
these lame bitches know shit
i rlly wake up and get dough
pls stop stealing my motion
mfs hate me cus i rlly be me
i know it, i know it
diamonds cold like ocean, frozen
wintertime, frozen
color of a lotus, pink inside the soda
percocet pill in my system 
it ain't hard to throw up
been a couple years know that
i been here on my lonesome
(huh)
i take these pills no diagnosis huh
concerta 30ball keep me focused
hopeless, you're fucking hopeless
you fuckin dopehead
imma dopehead, fucked up and folded
fucked up my loved ones
this shit's just a cycle i can't get out of
this a part of me that i ain't really proud-proud of
(sound)
everyday feels like an uphill battle, ain't proud of it
oxycontin, xanax bars and downers, i drown in em
(why)
promise i'm doing better, i get up
gotta do things that i can that they can't so
gathering up myself so i'm better
back home, kick the door right in, just like beckham-

hook:
wake 'em up, wake 'em up, wake 'em up
wake 'em up, wa-wake 'em up, wake 'em up
wa- wa- wake 'em up, wake 'em up, wake 'em up
wake 'em up, wake 'em up, wake 'em up
(i- i- i- i- i love it here!)
wake 'em up, wake 'em up, i pray to god
pray to god, im pretty shaken up
its hard to say a lot
made a way, paved it all alone
wake 'em up, wake 'em up, wake 'em up

(wake 'em up, wake 'em up, wake 'em up)
(wake 'em up, wake 'em up, wake 'em up)

wake up II

wake up II p. rydxr + kai

My L!fe (p. purc)

feelboutit_moremilly_neo

she want me

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