TETRiS [PROD. VENEXXI + SXPRANO]

made a pablo skywalkin type beat and then rapped on it

Clarinet

https://soundcloud.com/chawlk

my soul lives up in delusion
i'm stuck with some dumb confusion
there's been truth up in my chest
but they tend to misconstrue it
i've been repeating mistakes so i kinda think i'm stupid
i've been tryna burn my mask left my ego all uprooted

there's been blood up on some thrones
palantir it checks my phone 
empty vessels i see clones
think i rlly miss my home

see the spark I've been cold
it's so lost wanna fold
despise the lies i've been told
spells, lead to gold

all the signs are there it's evident 
pray i can be relevant 
spirts round me malevolent
don't know why i'm elegant  

i'm terrified of the ether 
think i'm doomed i saw the reaper
i've been anxious asf think that i just need a breather
i'm a dumb attention seeker

i can hear heaven's harmonics
she tends to weep thru the cracks in the sonics
tune my being with the lost ergonomics
my flesh a cage the codes up in electronics

my soul lives up in delusion
i'm stuck with some dumb confusion
there's been truth up in my chest
but they tend to misconstrue it
i've been repeating mistakes so i kinda think i'm stupid
i've been tryna burn my mask left my ego all uprooted

delusional (chalk)

prod @rimerensu,, bridge prod me
vox + mixed + master by @kylanonline

ha, you dont even get it yea
in da kitchen i cook it i flip it yea
number 1 i got no competition yea
we not even you know that you trifling
(who said you could stop me)

yous a gimmick you cant do what i do
yous a trick you cant compare to my crew
and its so hard being top 3
boy you miles away from me
yous a gimmick you cant do what i do
yous a trick you cant compare to my crew
and i'm everlasting i swear solemnly
who said you could stop me

they so sick of it
i get benefits
boy im infinite
wont get rid of me
think you takin over 
boy you must be kidding me
think you gettin bold
the way you tryna get rid of me
they so sick of it
i get benefits
boy im infinite
wont get rid of me
think you takin over 
boy you must be kidding me
think you gettin bold
the way you tryna get rid of me

they so sick of it
i get benefits
boy im infinite
wont get rid of me
think you takin over 
boy you must be kidding me
think you gettin bold
the way you tryna get rid of me
they so sick of it
i get benefits
boy im infinite
wont get rid of me
think you takin over 
boy you must be kidding me
think you gettin bold
the way you tryna get rid of me

infinite prod rimeren kylanonline

@gmodravemix

i dont want it to end
ill lose another friend
and ill mess up again and again and again
and again and like 8 times like four 2s
need something else to look forward to
cant live for myself ill live for you
my life been crashing it turns blue
i never wanted to hurt you
i never wanted to

i never want to desert you
i hope you know what youre worth
really i dont know how i deserve you
nothings perfect but you make it hurt less
im not worth it but you make me forget
run in circles and land at your doorstep
i just want to be in your heart
i just want to be in your head


mess (og)

INFO [PROD. S1NINJA] #WOLF

Good game prod pitchweavr maneru

#scfirst
first dubstep project in ableton feck off

I Wanna Tell You

roll out of bed I don’t like shit 
send a text to my brother I stay with my kin 
look into glass woah that’s a different person
I’ve been navigating life with some curses

peak at life I see absurdity 
why you text me that you cared those are words to me 
i got voices in my head they get worrying 
yeah I’m pissed off so I do some burying 

me and s1 make the music that might scare the hoes
got resentment in my soul can’t let shit go 
making art for all of my dead folk 
lost my fucking mind I’ve been up inside an episode 

play this on the aux when they say they like everything 
how do I feel like I’m god but i don’t got shit to bring 
I wish I was stable I’m unraveling 
need an aeon please give me a seraphim 

put me into boxes I’m your monster
tried to show you myself I got slaughtered 
sickness in my soul that I foster
yeah I’ve seen hell wish that I was stronger

she was sucking on my dick I don’t know why 
living with some thorns that I keep up inside
gnosis is some grief when you see through the lies
I’ve been pissed off I can’t even fuckin cry

mixed episode (s1ninja + mercyyy)

Vocals by Noah
Instrumentation by Meredith

You really like sweets, don't you?

@luca_marin

think i saw the end
tweaking out on research chems
didn't wanna have 2 think
but i couldn't go 2 bed

& i sat n thought about it after
n it rly wasn't worth the effort
but sometimes it just happens that way
even if i didn't want u 2 stay

oh no
my bro tweaking off that oxycodone
i miss seeking out them xans in seldom
if i freak out @ u it's matter of fact
id be happy if i told them @ last

feel like i been gaslit but dn't care 4 asking
2 much instability 2 reasonably mask it
tryna b more careful w/ putting eggs in 1 basket
cn't tell if u hate me or if ur js moving tacit

back 2 getting blasted
u been fake like plastic
lately most my actions
semiautomatic;
melodramatic
& i wish they rly weren't
her perception wld rly
hurt 2 bubble burst

think i saw the end
tweaking out on research chems
didn't wanna have 2 think
but i couldn't go 2 bed

& i sat n thought about it after
n it rly wasn't worth the effort
but sometimes it just happens that way
even if i didn't want u 2 stay

oh no (x2)

resEARCh ᶜʰᵉᵐˢ @luca

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