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the way i see things (prod. kryptik)

New track that will be featured on my next EP coming May 2016 !

Colder Throats

Gustav Ahr's Album

right here w/ horsehead (prod. nedarb)

vocals: lil peep

prod by me

cover art: sebxsu

haunt u w/lil peep

go follow the homie <3: @zetomusic

(Chorus)
I know I'm worthless like the rest.
And your trust is just a test.
I fear what pain will come next.
I wish that I cared less.

I love to pretend that you love me.
That you love me.
That you love me.
I love to pretend that you fuck me.
That you fuck me.
That you fuck me.

(Verse)
I've been lost in a maze.
For about a thousand days.
Girl just look me in my face.
And tell me that I'm okay.

Trapped inside my thoughts not surprised.
Feeling sick to my stomach from the emotions I hide.
I'm such a fucking failure I wanna die.
Rumors about me made me lose all my pride.

I don't wanna go to sleep.
I've been making all these tracks but I'm ass at mixing.
So I get a shitty sound and everyone is sleeping.
I'm a mattress I deserve all of this why is it so hard to see.

(Chorus)
I know I'm worthless like the rest.
And your trust is just a test.
I fear what pain will come next.
I wish that I cared less.


I love to pretend that you love me.
That you love me.
That you love me.
I love to pretend that you fuck me.
That you fuck me.
That you fuck me.

i love to pretend that you love me (prod. ZETO)

rest in peace <3 thank you for all the kind comments

Lil Peep - Tonight

@rxdlxst

Lyrics

Why do I beg for your love when I'm feelin' depressed when I know that it's only a lie
Why do I fight to keep livin' this world is a mess and I think that it's better to die
Why do I keep writing songs that are so hard to finish that reflect the pain that I try
To hide from the people that care for me most, I know when I pass they're the ones that'll cry

I cannot cope with the fact that I'll never be good enough for anyone to be pleased
I'm always left in the past and they don't even hesitate, I am forgotten with ease
Autumn has fallen and so has my heart, the spark that I had is now dead like the leaves
Don't waste your time on unknxwn. cause he'll never amount to the one that you want him to be

All black, bucket hat, white shoes, heart bruised
Hopes up, nevermind, bummed out, defuse
All black, bucket hat, white shoes, heart bruised
Hopes up, nevermind, bummed out, defuse

I'm the emboiment of all the problems that ruin your life when it's too hard to solve em
I am the reason you break down in tears when the one that you love hits decline when you call em
I am the small little push that'll get you to fall when you're already stuck on the edge
I am the shovel that's already dug out your grave and just waiting for you to be dead

unknxwn. - defuse

defuse.

spotify.

defuse. | Produced by rxdlxst

@whatevenisreal

lookin at the ground and i see your face
nobodies around when i need em the most
everybody treats me like a ghost
so imma disappear when they need me the most

catch me flyin out to LA
runnin round these fuckin circles
got a smile thats deceiving
you can hear it in my vocals
i been cryin in my bedroom
i been dyin just to see u 
can i get over this hurdle?
or will i fall and crack my skull?

lookin at the ground and i see your face
nobodies around when i need em the most
everybody treats me like a ghost
so imma disappear when they need me the most

ill be good enough for ya one day
but for now ill sit here waitin
hoping this will work its way out
but i doubt it, im decaying
wish my life had some more meanin
wish these pills would fuckin work
wish my head wasnt so fucked up
wish these feelings didnt hurt

Follow me <3

keep it a buck, im lonely af (prod. br//oken)

@hatefulbeats

Lyrics

Broken in, I'm broke again
I've had enough of this, that's what I feel like
Hope is hopeless, I'm fuckin' chokin', can't deal with this, fuck real life
I used to think about suicide, I feel better now, but I still might

Take my life, cause this shit don't make mine really feel nice
I love it when people just casually ask "Ken, are you depressed?"
Like I put up an act, but I just tell 'em no
Cause if I explain, they still wouldn't know about All of thoughts That've run through my head that're making me think
That I'm better off dead (I really think that I'm better off dead)

People that don't understand, think I don't make any sense
People that know where I stand, can't even help me for shit
All of us stuck in the sand, and no one will give us a hand
We wanna get better, we're calling for help
But no one is willing give us a chance

So when I make it out, it's fuck them, and it's fuck you
Needed help, you ain't come through
You don't know what I've gone through
When you're all alone, I'll be gone too

Poppin' off like a 12 shotty
Heart's gone, I'm dead rotting
Too bad, I don't feel sorry
She feelin' me but I don't feel shawty

unknxwn. - ill be gone too

i'll be gone too.

i'll be gone too. | Produced by hateful

wraith - scorched veins

wraith - what's it like to feel unstable if that's all you've ever felt

Come Over When You're Sober, Pt. 2

16 Lines

@prodreaper

Lyrics

Still in the same room stuck with the same shit
Heart still fucked up from the same bitch
Still making songs talking bout the same shit
Still got the same dream, still ain't made it

Come true, don't come through
I just wanna sleep all day in my room
Fuck the sun, I'm a bastard son
Pack, roll, light, hit, then I pass the blunt

The shit I used to do is only half as fun
I'm more detached than I was, I'm less than half of one
You got lost love, well I never had one
Bullshit non-stop so I had to run

So I'm sorry if I leave you behind
Don't even search cause I'm nothing to find
If you see the best in me, I guess you're blind
She had my heart but its too bad that hers wasn't mine

But I don't give a fuck tho
Fuck her, I'll up and leave out the front door
Fuck you, punk bitch you don't want smoke
I'm fuckin' done, I'll play the hook back once more

Everyday I wake up same old shit
Same life same thoughts same all black fit
Mom disappointed with the same damn kid
Still broke still sad still real feelings hid

Hate it that I have created this world that I'm in
And I cannot erase it 
Yeah I make music but that's fucking basic
I just wish that I could make myself face it

I'm in despair hmu when I'm not
There ain't no pill to fix what I have got
But that smoke chill me out when I am feelin' hot
So I don't give a fuck if my brain gonna rot

i'm too busy in despair: part 2 | Produced by reaper

this is for my girl - lilbenz

drive so fast hope i wreck - lilbenz

"Solstice" - Acoustic Guitar Instrumental

@ivrii

Lyrics

Lost thoughts in my head, I might slip up again
I might say the wrong thing, I wish it was the end
The reaper is reaching, my life force is leaking
I'm shaking and freaking out cause I know you don't need me

You promised that you'd never leave me
I told you this wouldn't be easy
I gave you my heart
When you gave it back, it wasn't beating

Now I'm dead again, putting my faith in the meds again
Taking whatever they recommend, I need a stronger sedative
Don't even ask, I'm not alright, I really do not wanna fight
No, not tonight, I would rather die

Than to live in this world with the way that I feel
I miss the old days, when everything was okay

Why can't I be okay?
Why can't I just feel good?
Slipping back to old ways
Just to fucking feel good
I'm a fucking waste of space
Never did a thing good
Music is the only way
I can let this shit out
I don't like to open up
It's not like you can help out
I tried to let a person in
Look how that shit turned out
Fucking up my lungs again
Smoke until I burnout
Lesson wasn't learned before
Lesson won't be learned now

sedative. (w/ ivri) | Produced by ocean

Prod. Kado

Spring Never Comes.

Take me as I am or 
Leave me as you found me 
I’m too numb to feel 
Anyone that’s around me 
Dying inside but 
But I say that it’s nothing
Run it up my arm  
Just to try to feel something

Leave me where I am or 
Take me to a new home 
I don’t understand what
You did with my old one 
They say time heals 
And then they say nothing 
Of the joy that it steals 
And the new pain coming 

Because it’s coming for me 
And it’s coming for you 
So we try not to think 
About it but we do 
So I’m sad all the time 
Maybe you can relate
When everything that i Iove
Is everything that you hate 
And we can’t really run 
So we numb it a bit 
But it’s still gonna come 
For all of us in the end 
And so nobody cares
If your life has been smashed 
Time could never repair 
And it never comes back 

And I’m so fucking bitter 

I guess that  I’m alive but 
I’m feeling pretty dead 
Never gonna run again 
Never getting out of bed
The sun is outside 
Wouldn’t that be something?
Take another hit 
I just want to feel nothing 

Take her to the moon
Keep moving on without me 
I don’t want to know 
What you think if it’s about me 
We’re dying inside 
When the finally told us
That our new dreams die 
And the old ones haunt us 

Because it’s coming for me 
And it’s coming for you 
So we try not to think 
About it but we do 
So I’m sad all the time 
Maybe you can relate
When everything that i Iove
Is everything that you hate 
And we can’t really run 
So we numb it a bit 
But it’s still gonna come 
For all of us in the end 
And so nobody cares
If your life has been smashed 
Time could never repair 
And it never comes back 

And I’m so Fucking bitter

Bitter

thanks for the love

Cover art edited by me
Vocals - "Lil Peep - Highschool"
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