Ft. Me

Hyper Chronicles 15

finished this back in august never posted it

Care:
Baby why you like to pretend
Used to talk to me like we were friends
but you went and did that shit with him
I keep putting toxins in my blood untill im limp
I thought you were precious like a gem
keeping my room dark cus now I like it when its dim
I guess itll turn out like the last time
Stand there bleeding out but then I turn and tell her im fine
I dont wanna think about our past times
When you gave me love I didnt know it had a dead line
She gave me her heart but she laced it
Still enjoyed the high like a fein I embraced it
Wish i never felt your love cus now I wanna chase it
Plug gave me a pill and ima face it
Ima trya but fuck I cant replace it
Shes still on my memory I wish I could erase it
Hate how I spend time and then its wasted
Hate that I can only see your vision when im faded
Miss when we would talk im not updated
Girl I miss your voice I think I hear it when Im faded
Don't know why it hurts cus I knew it was awaited
Smoke keep rolling out from the hole that you created
Girl you know I love you but cant say that
know its not your fault but I still wish I could get payback
Took my heart and let you break that
Gave you all my love I wouldnt fake that
Now I keep these pills inside my bookbag
When they say they love me I just tell them they should get back
Know you want my side but I just vision how it end bad been sad  shotty you cant flip that
How you make me sorry just to see you right beside me
Eyes so red I think I need some visine
Ima try but cant put you behind me
Wish I could forget but there too much that remind me

Nicky & Care - like to pretend (prod. xtezz)

Chase it (care.)

★tell me if you could stay here.. cause im alone★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/care_riley

[producers]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine
https://soundcloud.com/yashio20k

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/love-w-care-prod-benji-the-machine-yashio-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
i was afraid
i didnt want to tell you how i felt
because.. if i told you i loved you and you turned me down
then maybe we wouldnt be able to be friends anymore

hook:
i had your love then it all disappeared
ran outta luck oh this is what i feared
im not enough your everything my dear
forever stuck ill always still be here

cant stand to be awake another night, i know it
everything will heal given the time, ill show it
wanna stay right here right by your side, you know it
love is kept deep down you know inside, you show it

verse:
the shadows she left inside my room, they dont go away
when you ask me how i feel i dont know what to say
is it best for me to run away or disappear
girl i always feel enchanted when i have you near

is it hard to hide the things that you dont show
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone
everytime i fall in love it ends how i forebode
girl your like a language that i cant learn to decode

bridge:
cant stand to be awake another night
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone
cant stand to be awake another night
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone

repeat hook:
i had your love then it all disappeared
ran outta luck oh this is what i feared
im not enough your everything my dear
forever stuck ill always still be here

cant stand to be awake another night, i know it
everything will heal given the time, ill show it
wanna stay right here right by your side, you know it
love is kept deep down you know inside, you show it

★streaming★

★love★ w/ care. (prod. benji the machine & yashio)

synths - me and tele
guitars/bass/drums - tele
cleans/harshes/writing/vocal engineering - me
mix and master - tele
art illustration - marsy 
art composite/dither/color - me

@telebasher
@marsy333

wanted you...

blood on your face ik you’re away, you’re away 
pull me closer, closer 

pull me closer, closer

pull me closer, closer
 
i see blood in your
 mansion 
i see jacob in your mentions 

pull me closer, closer 

pull me closer, closer 

fucked up
sixteen
what you even know about that
tempting
chase her
fuck around lets tit for tat

dont
play with me
dont
stab my back
dont
say to me
dont

shes the one i want
shes the one i want
dripping blood from the tongue
tryna run away called your front
so i ran out
put your neck out
your my next one baby promise i wont let you down
yeah my hunger too crazy
sun down we skipping town
shes the one that dont hate me
her old man wanna take me out
volvo C30
love story pass the towel
thats..

closer +eversince (shyne) #twilight

luvpurp xxcrush & whyhaze - itscool (pr. luvpurp)

shoutout @counterxo n @yashio20k

@haunted_sad
all the shit we had i watched it turn to dust
i knew baby there was jus never us
i was rollin over sad i was outta luck
i was always in my head i was not enough
u betrayed me baby ya u left me in the past
gave u everythin everything i fucking had
u left me deserted u left me in the past again
i was rollin over sad i wasnt sleeping

ya ik baby im getting betternbetter
another day passes me all stormy weather
and i dont think bby that im getting better
im hiding in my room think im dyin lone again
all the shit baby that u fkn said to me
u ripped my heart out left me with all this anxiety
now it passes me by and im not sleepin
i wanted to live my life give me a reason

@counterxo
Eyes wide open, i don’t get any rest 
I still feel so broken, so much pressure on my chest
Can we keep this moment? I’m scared of what’s next
Even at my lowest you know that I’ll make the best 
I tried to dig you out this hole and start up something new
Why did you give up on me I still have faith in you?
Lies were only told about about me cause you fear the truth
Cry for what we take for granted and for what we’ll lose
Even if it’s done with now I will always feel that pain
I’ll always remember you but I know you’ll forget my name
what a shame

iwatchedeverythingwehaveturntodust w/counter (yashio)

summertimee sadness, brain mush🧠   :p    prod. me ⋆｡°✩

feat @care_riley
prod. @user-469704975 @prodepv


lyrics:
@c3ll4r
do you see me
how I see you

do you see me how I see you
do you hear me when I need you
never let you get far
let me hold your heart

you were there from the start
i got fail safes in my heart
not an actress
but you play the part
hold you til death do us part
and ill never let it go
without you it doesn't feel like home
put my life on the line
just to keep you safe
tell you everything i know
nothing left to say
i could hold you til i have nothing left
will u think of me when u take your last breath

@care_riley

every time you graze my body, i feel how my heart aches
got a lot of things inside my head i wish that i could say
if i held my hand to you would you take it and run away
wonder if i told you how i felt if youd still wanna stay
wish that u could read my mind - to know what I think of you
ik that i said ily wish that you could see that its true
sorry that i might not know what path is best for us
but i promise if you were here i wouldnt give it up

@c3ll4r
you were there from the start
i got fail safes in my heart
not an actress
but you play the part
hold you til death do us part
and ill never let it go
without you it doesn't feel like home
put my life on the line
just to keep you safe
tell you everything i know
nothing left to say
i could hold you til i have nothing left
will u think of me when u take your last breath

do you think of-
do you think of me
when your all alone
if u weren't here heart
would shatter like a bone
girl you're everything to me
who am I without you
girl I give you everything
do it without doubt too
girl I would never second guess you
hiding nothing everything I tell you
write my heart out for you to hear
forever and always keep you near

failsafe ft. care. (apr x epv)

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