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there's supposed to be two songs here but one of the demos got copyright striked so....... i'll have to do a bit more Remixing

Human Mass Destruction v1

Phoebe (demo)

new song 'Shake' live at Shamrock Pub on August 27, 2022

lyrics:
Well I shake one fist at god because I'm not too happy with what he's done to me (x2) As if that'll change anything

AAAAH shake one fist at god because, i'm not too happy with what he's done to me

Count 'em up and count me out
is this real or just my doubt

I feel my hands - the veins, they burn
I feel my hands - the veins, they burn oh yeah

I can't sleep. cuz I'm not here, hallucinate into a different year

I can't forget it. I can't forget it

Oh..
Everything reminds me of the pain I felt, this hotel feels like a hospital
I can't, I can't (x2)

(SHAKE, SHAKE, SHAKE,SHAKE....)
Whoa I can't forget it, I can't forget it, no I can't
Forget it, I can't. Forget it, no I CAN'T

FORGET IT I CAN'T FORGET IT I CAN'T DREAM OF ANYTHING CUZ EVERYTHING... EVERYTHING

Shake live 8/27 at shamrock pub

doggy

force the pretty urges out and
hide behind your mirror
pull your shirt across your chest and
swallow all your fear
hide the shapes all too familiar
rejoice when seasons point to winter
you don’t belong
no you don’t belong in here

stumbling hands and bony structure
femininely out of reach
what makes a girl a girl i don’t know
but it’s not what’s made of me

wrap her up in pressure unknown
singled out again
is she really of the other 
or is it in her head
boyish manner with a girls delusion
childish despite defusion 
feeling displaced
it gets harder to pretend 

ugly voice and lack of figure
haunting femininity
what makes a girl a girl I don’t know
but it’s not what’s made of me
who’s to say what i should be

get yourself together
get yourself together
get me out of here 
get yourself together
get yourself together
get me out of here 
get yourself together
get yourself together
Get me out of
Get me out of
get yourself together
get yourself together
Get me out of
Get me out of

femme fatale (demo)

verse:
take a walk and take a walk and wait an hour
Our bodies just slowly wilting flowers
getting morbid getting darker and we cower
When a great thing gets to decide when we sour

Tell a story tell a story pick an ending
Even though its not our choice we stand defending
The fate we think is capable of bending?
It’s not but that don’t mean that it’s not fun pretending

Chorus:
You grow until you realize you’ve stopped
And then you’re frightened
That the best you were will never be topped
The grip it tightens 
On an image that you lose when you blink
Because you never
You never have as long as you think

Verse:
A cynic’s hands confuse me when they take hold
One good day convinces me I’ve struck gold
Don’t tell me that all of this will get old
You’d live forever if you could just escape the cold

Stop my questions with answers that get me nowhere I’m sick but so are you with something not rare
I could clear all of this up if I was home where
Unlike this blinding room my lungs can locate some air

Chorus:
You grow until you realize you’ve stopped
And then you’re frightened
That the best you were will never be topped
The grip it tightens 
On an ignorance you thought that you would have 
Until forever 
Forever’s not as long as you

Bridge:
Think of all the time you’ve spent with me
Is it worth your
Life’s limited capacity
Why am I
Uncomfortable with all these memories
ahh
ahh
ahh

in the hands of something else (demo)

Walkin' The Cicada

Written by Charlie
Keys by Peyton
Drums and Guitar by Luke
Bass and Vocals by Charlie

Big Fat Car

Gurl Song (demo)

the girl who circumnavigated fairyland in a ship of her own making// FUTILE out on streaming services

femme fatale (demo)

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