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ive been the dark
look and search for conversation
keep locked me in place
for this life im contemplating
get up on the net
im waking up to niggas hating
parents hit my phone 
so i break it, got me pacing
never had that feeling 
where’d i love to start my day
i dont talking about my feelings
grew up thinking it was gay
crying out for help
but they dont know what to say
bang my head, and slit my wrist
call it stages of decay

No you never know the feeling
have a noose fucking up the ceiling
tell bitches im slowly healing
im taking cards God is dealing
i smoke, fuck up my chest
fuck life, smoke up the rest
you niggas aint want the pity
so turn out be looking shitty
looking for the person 
can proudly say that they fit me
all these niggas craving fame
in return, they turn into diddy
they dont focus on the music
and thats why it come out flimsy 
you aint rocking with the grave
then your dap ups can go and miss me

niggas playing fearless
dont know you can get your face fucked
copy paste the manners
not real love so then your clique sucks
ive been on my own
not entitled to give a bitch fucks
skating in the dark
let me fall and then blame the new trucks

FYC, i never cared for the relevance 
never liked these niggas
i remember like elephants
watch the snake bleed
then i go kill the residents
next step, bitch i just 
might go and get president

leave me in dirt, fresh to rot like a skeleton
cover up my sins and lock me up in sediment (until end)

stages of decay (prod. crescnta)

anger is my paintbrush
the beat is a blank canvas 
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