Luiza

prod @inkivi
mixed by @skilltr33

lyrics


i might go crazy
psycho baby
when you gonna save me
no i haven’t been me lately

its eating at me lately
the person that you made me
you could never ever trade me
so why you gonna play me


and i hate that i can feel you
tell me did you ever feel it too?
ill always be here with you
you know im never gonna leave you

do you think about me ever
cause i think of you forever
forever and ever

EVER? (prod. inkivi)

MIKICHAN 003

Intermixed

Graveyard - CouldaBeenDifferent
Prod. by Cobra $hins

LYRICS: 
Brat:  
Wishing it was different
Wishing i was dead
You dont wanna see whats going on inside my head got a map of the afterlife underneath my bed
Couple sad bitches dryin out in the shed but all i think abt is you and maybe sometimes death
Coulda been me i shoulda took the pill instead 
Maybe u would smile more i wouldnt be depressed 
Maybe my whole life wouldnt be full of regrets like damn i shoulda wrapped the fuckin pontiac 
Never shoulda asked the stupid bitch where the party at
Shoulda dug the blade a lil deeper 
Made the walls a lil steeper damn i shoulda did the whole 8 ball n had a heart attack
Wonderin if im going to heaven or hell decide to slash my fuckin wrist go get some ice for the swells
Dont even ask me how im doing bitch im not doing well
Is there even any hope its getting harder to tell
Its getting harder to manage feel like my heart been abandoned feel like my time has been up im lost somewhere im stranded u had my heart in your hands and u decided to slam it
Now i gotta get you back and kick you off of the planet
I wish you cared more but i know you cant 
Throw my ashes in the dirt with the plants
Lets the bugs eat away at my brain im insane but i remember a time when i was nothin but ya man
Hoe

Cobra:  i remember times i was lyin in the sand 
i remember times i was nothing but your man
and to you nothings new i was nothing but a fan 
in a stu what it do now i wonder what i am 
and then think of how i can 
and then remember that i cant 
fucked it up once never trusting a chance 
every loop every cue got me runnin outta stand 
ditched lust in the cuffs, discuss us, can’t forget 
ash it in the dust get fucked up agaain 
passion is love ion wanna pretend 
got your name in my lungs every hit is a gasp 
tell myself i’m good then i flinch every task 
truth is like glass now it’s burried in the past 
i’m tryna go deeper n deeper surpass 
take all my breathe and then throw way the mask 
heartbeat off beat cuz the rhythm don’t last 
no 
what you want from me 
if u want me then why tf u won’t talk 2 me 
i can’t say shit when all it leads to is apologies 
there’s a demon in my body n he’s haunting me 

fuck these visions 
this fiction 
the distance 
this difference 
your energy is off 
n i’m tryna listen
i fall into you every time like it’s scripted 
the highs wearing off 
baby one more fixing

CouldaBeenDifferent

Lyrics

i feel it
you're empty
it's nothing
i cant see

i wanted you
to see the color
i wish the view
was made with others
but i know pain
it brings a shade
it's something i came out of

the pain i see
it's endlessly
surrounding me
and i can't breathe
i'm yours to keep
if you beat greed
i hide beneath
the things unseen

i wanted to see a better place
i wanted to share the space

i feel it
you're empty
it's nothing
i can't see
(is it to much to ask)
(to enjoy the silence?)
(it's never this quiet)
(im over the fighting)
is it too much to ask
to enjoy the silence?
it's never this quiet
im over the fighting
i feel it
you're empty
it's nothing
i can't see
i wanted you
to see the color
i wish the view
was made with others
but i know pain
it brings i shade
it's something i came out of
the pain i see
its endlessly surrounding me
and i cant breathe

breathe
take me away
take
i can sink now

i feel it
you're empty
it's nothing
i can't see

empty

GRIP

Styx

ROXYS

YES YES

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Production by @omenxiii
Mixed and Mastered by @ben-lowe-productions


LYRICS:


$igil
I’m falling flat, no calling back
But i’m not gone na
You know i’ll be right back.
I’m stuck inside this loop, but i keep runnin laps
I’ve been working and searching for my purpose It’s still uncertain


Two options i was given, i could be so nervous
The opposite position know it works out perfect
Sunshine hidden in the rain it’s the curtain
Knowing in my mind it will all be worth it


Someday in the earth i will be merged with
One day, one day no more hurting
One day.. One day
For now  I feel  everything, everything
Take me back, take me back
I don’t want to leave so fast.


Breathe in deep see the leaves roll past
What I got inside hasn’t seen no match
I don’t eat nothing and my sleep don’t last
Wake up to a sweat while my tears go black
I don’t see nothing can’t feel none of that
Always on my own while my years go past
Wonder to myself what i’ll be when i pass
I just want to leave cause i know it won’t last.


I need a break from me, but how will i get back once i’ve taken this journey.
Too much hurt in me, too much hurt in me
too much hurt in me
Whats hurting me, too much hurt in me, what’s hurting me
I keep hurting me.


I’m hurting myself, keep hurting myself
I’m hurting myself, keep hurting myself
Now where do i go, now where do i go
I need some help, I need some help


I just want to end everything i am
putting down the pen, slipping out my hand


Who am i, when i’m through, no disguise
I don’t know, but how about you?
When i die, will you be there by my side?
Will we find we had the very same mind.
Take me to the peaks, i got change for the ride
There’s no changing my mind
I’ll sway in the breeze and i’ll watch my decline
Then i’ll watch my decline.


and I wish that this wasn’t something that I had to speak 
but man this is just the realest that i could be.
and i hope you don't hate me
and i hope you don’t love me
because when i’m dead, motherfuck me








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