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Make things happen ‘24

written, recorded and mastered by me
produced by @oldyungtoadsage <3

🠟 lyrics 🠟

A month that passes like a second with no comment

Living in the present,
its a box that lost its contents...

I wake up to their world,
where observations are nonsense

I wake up to their world,
where the truth is just too honest.

I wake up to a world
where everyone i know has lost it all

I wake up with the knowledge
That everyone i like is lost...

Im really okay with the pain and the costs,
and they think im not sane
its okay cuz im not

i said babe
im a pain to you
see that im draining you

said im engrained in you
get me away from you

im really okay
   as i say 
       while im crossed
then u stare at my eyes,
and u can tell im exhausted.

you don't wanna be chained to me
im probably a stain to you
i cant contain, asking,
how is it plain to you?
its not to me.

grew up having bad rep
look around me
everybody chasing checks
i have no crew
because the cliques just chase
adrenaline and neck

bitch im numb just like a sedative at best

and im pathetic cuz i leave the ones that love me
for some rest

and imma do it till im finally unaffected
by the ones
who make me scared of getting left

and imma do it till im finally unaffected
by the ones
who make me check my fucking back
like every second

and imma cherish every laceration
gratefully like someone who was made
to take a lesson

cuz im a masochist
and maybe im addicted
to the people who can send a fucking message

i think i left a bad impression
till the end, from the start,
im the source of my depression
build it up and tear it apart
spill everything in the session

 [ switch up ]

i dont
   see love
       as i used to anymore

some part
     of my heart
         died to keep me alive

i dropped my guard,
     in the end 
        what was it for?

some part
     of my heart
        died to keep me alive

-

its probably cause
     the light that was
inside of me
       has given up...
                well im not sure if it can be revived
                                 (be revived)

im mourning youth
       this shit is tough
             no innocence
                   no giving up
       my heart ran dry so you cant be mine
                        (cant be mine)

Its kinda clear that you dont need me,
Its pretty clear that i dont need you...
Its kinda clear that you dont want me,
Its pretty clear that i dont know what i want...
         kno-kno-know what i want
                        anymore

i dont
   see love
       as i used to anymore

some part
     of my heart
         died to keep me alive

i dropped my guard,
     in the end 
        what was it for?

some part
     of my heart
        died to keep me alive

bad impressions

prod @crescentxx
@crystalstatues

ic3:
o bby why u look so mad,
i cant understand you, when im right there
bby why u ride along idk whats next
can we kiss on the morphine got that on deck
crystal statues ye we up
my bros ye we gone
imma pop a lil blue to the night, its takin long
with my entourage we do shit what youre dreamin off
in the night ye we move shit what youre sippin on

crescent:
ah we party,
i be off the molly walkin like a zombie
mixin all these drugs up, look like margarita
her ass so fat, imma pull up in my beamer

Margerita /w crescent (prod. crescent)

Lost

Ethereal - Txmy (released)

ethereal - txmy (released) Thorfinn x Einar

ethereal - txmy (slowed)

Ethereal - Txmy

Eren and Armin Last Conversation (AOT) x Ethreal - txmy

Hi :) I dont think soundcloud does this justice but i guess it was fun lmao enjoy

out on all platforms btw
link in bio for socials!

https://soundcloud.com/bsterthegawd
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slowified

lasers w/ bsterthegawd

Hybrid Theory

In the End

Crawling

Meteora

Numb

/w @n1nen1ne
prod. @razor-wrist - @notlikethisprod

brakes +n1ne(prod. razorwrist x not like this)

Pictureboard

break, [prod. yandere]

cover of ecco2k - sugar & diesel
@popstar263
@1fragments

sugar & diesel (prod, 1s1us)

With all love and respect, please contact me if you wanna use my music, none of it is for free of use.

slowified out now ;)

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