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Sorry but this is real. 
If your upset easy don't listen. 

For my sister Janette.
Who died in horrific circumstances on the 5th of February 2022.
This is how I have interpreted the last phone call we had after she was sectioned to a psychiatric ward 75 miles from her home. 

The track starts as I ring the ward and talk to the staff member who takes the phone to Janette who is screaming and sobbing uncontrollably in utter mania and desperation, she screamed she wanted to kill herself but couldn't cos they'd taken all her things from her. 

The quite parts are where she snatches a breath and I have a chance to say, "Janette it's Tim your brother, I love you, I love you so much."
Until I broke down myself sobbing uncontrollably  stabbing at my phone to end the call, blurting I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.

She died 3 days later, still under section. 

I could only do one take and I can't listen to it again. 

My sister had serious mental health problems, she heard voices and saw things no one else could. 

She was under local authority care!! 
Well fuck them.

Janettie spaghetti

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London-based composer. I write 3-minute ambient tunes. Soundtracks, piano, pedals, electronic.

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