December 24, 2021.  I own all copyrights to this track.  Featuring the lovely SOO LEE on the female vocal.  https://ditto.fm/focus-yourself-rallys-dirty-corners-mix

Focus Yourself Feat Soo Lee (Rally's Dirty Corners Mix)

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Benji Boy Kon - Helluva Ride

Aaaagh!
Yeah!
The call ov me i see fit to not
You are not me ill never be your rot
I see no just in all your fought
Ill bring the devil in all my voiced rot
you are not me ill never be your words
Ill rejoice all the downfalls and anarchy
Ill rebel from all your sympathies
Your heart is nothing to me
Id rather die than live upon all lied
From the light oh i am not your fight
Yeah
Id rebel all my sympathies
Against your putrid world ov corruption id not seem to fit
Youre not me ill never be your worlds
Youre a cradle ov all filth
Ive left a message to see your rise
I hate their world i hope they fucking die
For your blood i do not take
You corrupt fit not seem to not ill bring justice to all your rot
till then rot

This mask is Against war

Voiced Rot

Those Nights (Feat Henjo & Stevierain)

A house mix I did while chilling by my boys pool while drinking

Saturday by the Pool

Dub Lé

Spring peeks around the corner with her hazy green eyes
Whose tears will wash away the sullen gray skies
I read to her a book as I sat in her womb
She wrapped her arms around me, I arose from the doom

The fluttering came closer, heard a whisper in my ear
"You're going to be safe if you hold the truth near
He's not going to hurt you anymore, my dear."
My scar sprouted wings as I thanked the seer

Will you hold my hand on the trip downhill?
When we reach the bottom, I want to lie still
Find Heaven in the clouds instead of straining our wrists
Don't want to keep digging when I don't have the will

The spirit grew louder when it heard me resist
With congregation comes careless bliss
But what if you fail even when you persist?
It's only the squirrels and the birds who I miss

Will you hold my hand on the trip downhill?
When we reach the bottom, I want to lie still
Find Heaven in the clouds instead of straining our wrists
Don't want to keep digging when I don't have the will

Spring peeks around the corner and lets out a sigh
Her breath's intoxicating, despite love I still cry
The nymphs tie up my hair and lift me to the stream
Submerged in stardust, awakened in dreams

Will you hold my hand on the trip downhill?
When we reach the bottom, I want to lie still
Spot angels in the clouds instead of straining our wrists
Sometimes, all I want to do is ball up my fists
And bang them on the ground when I'm in despair
But rage will do nothing, it won't build me stairs
Or put up a ladder to bring me to Mars
Won't matter if we take an electric car
Let the weeds grow wild and enter our veins
We can forget about all our pains
Don't want to keep digging, I don't want to feel
Don't want to keep digging, I don't want to feel
Don't want to keep digging, I don't want to feel
Don't want to keep digging, I don't want to feel

Spring

Fuck The Noise

Instrumental: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oBR3xgNkldE
Music Video: https://youtu.be/Qzf8_BumKhg

Lyrics:
I'm feeling nauseous
Just stuffed my face again
The walls are spinning
Paper plates are on my desk

It's the third night this week
And it's only Tuesday
Can't get up, glued to my laptop
And I see them stacking

You can tear a hole in me, I won't flinch
You can rip the skin off my chest, it won't pinch
You think you can fill your soul with sin (glutton)
Give it up, had enough, can't substitute substance

The tower's growing taller
And they're starting to stick
Speed dial and deliver
Right into my bed

Tip them to climb through my window
But they stopped answering my calls
Can't separate my paper plates
They're starting to smell, but it's getting late

A chemical reaction
I think they're growing legs
Why are they oozing fluid?
Did I just hear my name?

You can tear a hole in me, I won't flinch
You can rip the skin off my chest, it won't pinch
You think you can fill your soul with sin (glutton)
Give it up, had enough, can't substitute substance
You've worn that shirt five days in a row
We're tired of how your spirit won't grow
You've gotten every opportunity, and yet you just throw
It all away, so we're gon' throw you away
And we're paper plates

Fuck The Noise

Saalik