I Hate Myself I Really Hate Myself

experimental project started in april 2022
 idm/breakcore
16 yrs old
july 31st

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@878787878787
@djnursesharpnel
@3v3n_1

////////////.rip is shutdown. maybe i will upload the archive and samples to archive.org, but honestly i don't feel like giving this retarded community anything back especially@mirrormgae98698486489568 and vlam you piss me off so much, kattmynta was right about every single one of you
@mirrormgae98698486489568 you think you know so much about waqs, but you know maybe 30% of the rabbit hole, you have no idea who milen is or what he believes in. and vlam is even worse, keep sampling the same 5 popular waqs tacks, are you retarded? and they are not even good, the music SUCKS ASS.
constantly advocating for suicide in their song names, but as soon as someone says something slightly pro-choice you block and ban him, very nice. the best thing is, milen agrees with me, he has very similar opinions on this topic, but you idolize him and ban me? are you stupid?
@mirrormgae98698486489568 but, you will never in your shitty existence listen to milen's secret project and to his unreleased 2016 album. and that makes me really, really, really happy.
fuck this community

i am an electronic music maker, musicologist, and ex-dj. unless it's plunderphonics pieces or remixes/mashups (usually in a lo-fi vaporwave drag style) the music is 100% me outside of samples from shows and movies or other media sources, occasionally Shelley or Loren will lend their vocals to my tracks. 

my work with Shelley & Loren is sometimes a hybrid of original music and AI, and not just auto-generated slop, we work a lot on the pieces regardless of whether AI was used or not. they are talented musicians in their own right, and sometimes the end results are magnificent, but we're always experimenting, and the results are sometimes rough... however, we do love damaged sounding recordings, record crackles, tape hiss, glitches, etc.

I Hate Myself I Really Hate Myself

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