I Hate Myself I Really Hate Myself

16 yr old idm/breakcore producer
july 31st

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////////////.rip is shutdown. maybe i will upload the archive and samples to archive.org, but honestly i don't feel like giving this retarded community anything back especially@mirrormgae98698486489568 and vlam you piss me off so much, kattmynta was right about every single one of you
@mirrormgae98698486489568 you think you know so much about waqs, but you know maybe 30% of the rabbit hole, you have no idea who milen is or what he believes in. and vlam is even worse, keep sampling the same 5 popular waqs tacks, are you retarded? and they are not even good, the music SUCKS ASS.
constantly advocating for suicide in their song names, but as soon as someone says something slightly pro-choice you block and ban him, very nice. the best thing is, milen agrees with me, he has very similar opinions on this topic, but you idolize him and ban me? are you stupid?
@mirrormgae98698486489568 but, you will never in your shitty existence listen to milen's secret project and to his unreleased 2016 album. and that makes me really, really, really happy.
fuck this community

love the dark, sad, experimental and hazy side of things, hypnotic loops and damaged sounds. massive horror geek. not without a sense of humour. partner in crime with Shelley and Loren.

if you're questioning why or how i'm able to upload on a frequent basis, simply put - i have A LOT of time on my hands at this point in my existence, a wealth of music/sounds to draw upon, and a decent collection of software to make things (e.g. both the synth and fx arturia vst collections). i'm not just auto-generating ai pieces ad nauseum, at the same time i have nothing against using ai in the creative process, but not as an outright replacement for creation. i really think the witch hunt over it all is a bit ridiculous, fueled by the greed pig corporate media companies mostly. 

one thing i've learned about making at least a little bit of money from streaming my music beyond measley penny scraps, i have to upload frequently and i've been experimenting with reuploading/reposting my tracks for better play counts (for now), if even it only results in cutting costs.

I Hate Myself I Really Hate Myself

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