NOKILAM - A Part Of The Ship A Part Of The Crew

die alone

this is getting me kicked out of the band for sure.

(eggy)
As I’m frowning the day goes by
I feel alone and I don’t know why
Thinking of things that could of been
But instead you’re wasting time with him

Never wanna go never wanna go 
I never wanna go

Why don’t you leave me alone 
There’s just nothing to do
Why’d I go with you?
And I never pick up the phone
Fuck did you expect 
Acting perfect
Never leaving my fucking room
I fucking hate you
Don’t know what to do
It’s over we’re fucking doomed

(under)
I don't want to leave my home
I'll spend my fucking day alone
There's nothing outside there for me
I'd rather sit and watch TV

I'm surrounded by four walls
At least I won't be judged

(both)
Why don’t you leave me alone 
There’s just nothing to do
Why’d I go with you?
And I never pick up the phone
Fuck did you expect 
Acting perfect
Never leaving my fucking room
I fucking hate you
Don’t know what to do
It’s over we’re fucking doomed 
(x2)

eggy x under - Alcatraz

@pnaxx
#techclub

spirals
dont call me on my phone i just wanna i just wanna be alone x2
i dont really wanna really wanna lie
lately i just wanna i just wanna die
should spare yourself just spare yourself some wasted time
dont call me on my phone
i just wanna i just wanna be alone
lately i cant lately i cant watch my tone
im not going back im not going back home
cause i dont wanna i dont wanna be alone
slowly building up the courage no more wasted time
senior year suicide x2
404me
Walking miles all by my self 
Burning bridges Burning all my braincells
Catch me lurking Fuckin hurting as well
I don't wanna feel like I'm all alone 
I just wanna i just wanna b alone 
And honestly i just weep
Another day
Not so sweet
I'm sick of playing this pretend 
Checking off the calendar until the end
The day I'll be at ease
I'll just sleep
Forever and i want to
I can't stay here w you
Waking up is so hard to do

senior year suicide ft. 404me

I hate the world 
and I hate myself
the things you say
everyone else

I fucking hate the world

I FUCKING HATE THE WORLD

hi sorry for disappearing im back and better tho fr 
hope you guys enjoy this one 

lyrics:
once again ive fallen to your poison
its a curse ive began to worsen	

ive fallen down again 
and i cant get up 
i miss who i was then
im in a cusp 
when will all this end 
cuz im just so stuck

since you left me on the side
i couldnt sleep another night
these days dont seem so bright
why do you think youre in the right
 i cant stand you youre an ugly sight 
hoping that you would just die
how come things just cant be alright
i wont go down without a fight

once again ive fallen to your poison
its a curse ive began to worsen
fucked from the start
she broke my heart
im a circus
and im fucking worthless

 ive lost myself 
im trapped in hell
i feel compelled 
to give you help
how could it end like this
i shouldve called it quits 

its all fucking game to you 
im hurting and i wish you knew
the constant shit you put me through 
its all a pain and you have no clue  
i was so blinded by her view 
i wish i knew what to do
 i had to piece my heart with glue
i didnt know she’d break me too

once again ive fallen to your poison
its a curse ive began to worsen
fucked from the start
she broke my heart
im a circus
and im fucking worthless (2x)

i lost myself
im trapped in hell (3x)

trapped in hell
trapped in hell

trapped in hell

Make me sick make me sad
Only love I ever had

I feel like my life is done
No one can be enough 
If they’re not you

Break my heart, heart breaker
Break my heart, heart breaker

Make me die end my life
I just want you by my side

I feel like my life just sucks
No one can be enough
If they’re not you

Break my heart, heart breaker
Break my heart, heart breaker

Break My Heart (Heartbreaker)

this song gives me a migraine to listen to

got a bad attitude its my brain
i dont have fun and i always complain
about everyone and everything around

i got a bad mind its in my soul
i lose my mind and i lose control
and i dont know much of anything else

i cant believe my own existence
with a life like this
Tuesday and i feel so finished
when the fuck will the week end?

i hear the words
i hear them leave your mouth
but i just stand and stare
my brains been hollowed out

i waste everyday i waste my nights
i hate everything and i hate my life
and i cant do a thing to turn it around

i got a bad mind its in my soul
i got a bad attitude and ive got no pull
i just push everyone and everything around

i dread the thought of the weekend ending
im scared of all this time im spending

i never do nothing
and i dont mean shit
and nothing that i do to make up for it
will ever hold significance at all

got a bad attitude
what can i do?
i got a bad attitude
what can i do?

i got a bad attitude
and im always so rude
got a bad attitude
im not in the mood

bad attitude

FEATURING THE VOCALS OF MANY:

https://soundcloud.com/picks-in-a-pill-bottle
https://soundcloud.com/kaleb-g-s-2008
https://soundcloud.com/heret1k
https://soundcloud.com/healer777
https://soundcloud.com/fulltimeloser (no kidding)
https://soundcloud.com/milkkkarton
https://soundcloud.com/trvechvd
https://soundcloud.com/parzivalii

life is an rpg and i fucked up my build

Guitars, bass, vocals and keyboards by Robert Grigg.

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