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monkeyshitnoob

MILD HEADACHE/NOKILAM

"my room, my life" mixtape

changed pic cos was copyrighted and wasn't monetising lol

Can We Just Hug

Cover of the original by Kurisu

soundcloud.com/chriswilsosucks

The Ballad of Terry A Davis

beamer boy

LYRICS

It cuts my throat off
It starts to sting and burn my eyes 
I want you thrown off
Whatever house you sleep at now

It’s a strangler 
Emotion wrangler
It makes me sick and I want it done to you
Take off your make up
It’s gonna take up 
All your energy not to just turn red

hands on your neck
Let me squeeze until your head pops off
Well hit the deck
Make sure to tell me when you’ve had enough

I’m a strangler 
Fucking wanna bang her
Walls are getting closer
And it’s getting hard to breathe 
Not gonna wake up 
From our little shake up 
I wont tell your family and they’ll think we both OD

We could use knives but the tensions up too much
I don’t want it to be quick I’m fuckin desperate for the touch 

You’re such a strangler
What’s with the anger
We both want this 
Let it all out now
You can hit me 
Tell your friends a hit piece
It’s not like they’re ever gonna like me anymore

STRANGLER

Christian and the Hedgehog Boys cover
featuring:
@maniacxxmusic
@kyle-posthumus-701202558
@dchubz

So Need a Cute Girlfriend

Ungrateful Child

INCELLULAR MESSIAH (NOKILAM re-upload)

I Wanna Stop - NOKILAM

I Hate The Winter - NOKILAM

Too Much

NOKILAM - A Part Of The Ship A Part Of The Crew

(Original song by Greens On Toast, lyrics by me)

go away
never stay
don't even cry
no reason why

meaningless thrill
for time to kill

my heads torn up
my heads torn up

My Heads Tore Up (Greens On Toast, Subpar Solution cover)

THIS IS YOUR BRAIN ONLINE

HASSLER!

Fear And Misery (Joji Cover)

i just sped it up like a retard. btw its from chyb3r

I H8 U And U Shud H8 U 2 Nightcore

i'm sorry, i literally forgot the chords for this, it's an old song that i recorded a while a ago, i just finished it today, i had to guess the right notes for the bass
i know the verse is F G# B and the intro/outro is something like F G# A B
the bass notes i played on the bridge part thingy was C D# F

lyrics:
i can feel it deep down inside
beating every time it crosses my mind
i see it in my dreams every night
and in the morning i wake up wanting to die

i think something is coming out of my neck
it's like something is begging to be fed
sometimes it gets hard to breath
sometimes it gets hard to live

i don't know how much more i can take
my head's gonna blow up with this headache
will someone please rip this shit off me
before i hang myself from the ceiling

Drown

I Slowly Open The Door(reupload)

skullsplitter epic version

skullsplitter epic version - Mild Headache reupload

I don't go out to see the sunlight
I spend my summer days locked inside

Ill never see the light ill never never see the light
I'm terminally online I am chronically online 
Ill never see the light x3

This is exactly where I'm suppose to be 
a loser behind a screen
Got nothing going for me
This is the most Ill ever be

I don't go out to see the sunlight
I spend my summer days locked inside

Ill never see the light ill never never see the light
I'm terminally online I am chronically online 
Ill never see the light x3

This is exactly where I'm suppose to be 
a loser behind a screen
Got nothing going for me
This is the most Ill ever be

Chronically Online

I can’t fall asleep 
With these bad memories
I don't wanna stay awake
Too much dated heart break

Sometimes I fantasize about locking myself in my room
the world outside unfamiliar while I’m in here, 
Feeling blue

I’m tired of these same melodramatic lines
It feels like I’ve said these things hundreds of times

I'm stuck in my room
a room for one
I'm stuck in my room
a room for one

I can’t fall asleep 
With these bad memories
I don't wanna stay awake
Too much dated heart break

I just want to stay inside
Away from all these shitty lights
I just want to write my songs
About how I’m living wrong

I’m tired of these same melodramatic lines
It feels like I’ve said these things hundreds of times

I'm stuck in my room
a room for one
I'm stuck in my room
a room for one
I'm stuck in my room
a room for one
I'm stuck in my room I'm stuck in my room I'm stuck in my room

Room for One

Waiting (demo)

Apathy

Don't rape my soul again, oh babe I'm begging you please
Don't look my way - unless you really wanna watch me bleed

At least I know who I am
You're just a whore living in my head
Just another bitch in my bed
You're just another thought inside my head
just another thot inside my head
You're Just a little war inside my head
Just a little war inside my head
Just a little war inside my head

I am, in a world of shit.

Warhead

didnt make this just posing music i like.

NOKILAM - A Part Of The Ship A Part Of The Crew

RECON_ELITE