music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qFA09rC8RXo

I tried throwing up last night when I was drunk 'cause I felt sick
Woke up on my porch with a crack in my phone and I felt like shit
This thing never worked no matter how I tried to make it fit
Like the wrong pliers or the size of a screwdriver I grind down the bit
I'm the oldest son in my family my mom wants me to have a few kids
But I'm one drug away from being fucked up homeless living under a bridge
In eighth grade I got high and burned my leg with lit matchsticks
I guess I liked the pain or something but that's as far as it went
Life is kinda like a lullaby from when we were kids
It's happy and sad at the same damn time and you always know how it ends
You said work was fine you're just pretending to like me but I don't get upset
I'll just wait until you leave around nine and then I'll complain to my friends

I tried throwing up last night 'cause I was drunk and I felt sick
Woke up on my porch in sweat stained clothes and I felt like shit
I'm a butterfly with torn off wings that I use as sails
I'm a drop of blood in the water I'm spreading thin until I'm all clear
Life is kinda like a lullaby from when I was a kid
It's happy and sad at the same damn time and I always know how it ends
You said work was fine you're just pretending to like me but I don't get upset
You said I'm alright but I'm not your type I could tell in the first five minutes

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how it ends (p. acey)

Again Ft. Deep October

Shout out Crizzy White for the additional vocal performance




E.P. Soon 
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CAUGHT YOU LACKING ON ROTTEN.COM (ft Heylee Manzeron) prod RockStarGoose

dont p. sheepy

lyrics ⬇️ 

you mean nothing to me 
you mean nothing to me

one minute trippin 
next minute you know wassup
well you should speak up then
cuz I don’t do well with the drugs
I’ll fall down the stairs
and everyone knows you won’t pick me up
yea you do not care
i think our life better without us in love

cuz it’s not getting better if you do not get away from me
say I want you later but I cannot have your company 
look to check the weather app
but it’s gonna be raining
so what I’m saying
is I’m not waiting
around for anyone else to get with
i stand my ground well I hope that you keep ur distance
huge town
but I cant find no one to live with
move south
well that’s where I went ye a that’s where I live in

one minute trippin 
next minute chillin
what’s this abt
say I’m a villain 
well I’m in ya head and I’m in ya mouth

just listen the lights gettin low
for the mission
i don’t wanna speak 
when you don’t want attention 

might weep for my life get to wishin like
how can I tell what is real 
how can i tell what is fake
get out my face
cant catch a break or even a meal
like what is the deal they not fixin the wage
I been makin my plays 
every single day they going to waste
livin a lot make it harder to save
but don’t get it wrong I’m still makin a lane

yea no mission accomplished only assumption 
yea I need an accomplice but I got no options yea

you mean nothing (yunny goldz)

HKFIFTYONE & hlf heart - Crescent Moon

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hlf heart & HKFIFTYONE - Crescent Moon 🌙

Sorry it’s been such a while ): something a little different now tho hope you all enjoy <3


Lyrics:

Frozen to the bone
All the leaves froze cold
All the wildlife is hibernating 
Everybody’s sick of waiting for the Midwest winter to go home
Some of us unfortunate Chevrolets are braking down 
Tire depth ain’t good enough buried deep in the snowy 
And Your out there not warming up
Passer-byes don’t stop because 
They don’t want to end up like you 


Hey there my darling it’s snowy it foggy do you need some help 
And I got a spade in the back of my car 
And I have some salt grit in the back
 in case you need a hand out of this mess 
Hop right beside me blanket wrapped tightly
I’ll comfort you till the tow truck gets here
 

The reservoir is frozen over 
each passing hours getting colder 
I’m tryna keep the mood afloat
My fingers hurt your lips are blue
We’re shivering and hoping soon
That your 1984 sedan is towed away 
So where do we go from here
Your telling me that it all meant nothing to you 
But it meant something do 
you wanna come back to my place

snow season (iof)

i would rather wake up alone then i would ever see your face again
open up my skull to see its nothin but the sedatives
a hollow hearted individual i can never admit to my sins
a shell full of frangibles just shatter my weak skin

where do i think that im goin'?
walkin outside but its snowin'
couple blunts i rolled for us but then you tell me that ur leavin'?

baby i know that im broken
cant breathe at night think i'm chokin'
please wait up and just stay up for me you know i'm not hopeless..

wait outside for me and you'll be okay
clouds right above our residence have gone gray
time moves slow and steady but it lost the race
our planet as we know it will eventually just decay

everything that i've done has left me with the knowledge of the universe
I keep it tucked inside my mental 
everyone that i've hurt just know I did it to myself first
and it wasn't personal
everybody telling me that it'll be okay has never dealt
with the things i've seen
every time i open my eyes i see your face outside of my dreams 

everything that i've done has left me with the knowledge of the universe
I keep it tucked inside my mental 
everyone that i've hurt just know I did it to myself first
and it wasn't personal
everybody telling me that it'll be okay has never dealt
with the things i've seen
every time i open my eyes i see your face outside of my dreams 

my dreams start to rot away my brain cells
bloody scenes that i could never tell what entails
i'm incapable of breathing how'd i inhale?
all these toxins in my system I can't get well

well
are you okay without me?
if that's the case then i can turn around and just leave
insomniatic and i can't breathe
kick my thoughts unto the curb and let me rot please

let me rot into the soil
this life has nothing left but turmoil

i would rather wake up alone then i would ever see your face again
open up my skull to see its nothin but the sedatives
a hollow hearted individual i can never admit to my sins
a shell full of frangibles just shatter my weak skin

where do i think that im goin'?
walkin outside but its snowin'
couple blunts i rolled for us but then you tell me that ur leavin'?

baby i know that im broken
cant breathe at night think i'm chokin'
please wait up and just stay up for me you know i'm not hopeless..

personal (cxrter x woahsxda)

@killedmyself

20 years have caught up wit me n they fucked up my mental
she tellin' me she in love wit me but she ain't ever do no sentimental
amphetamines have caused cavities to just rot out in my dental
all my life i felt worthless can somebody tell me what i'm meant for?

all my life i felt worthless
i took my heart and i purged it
never comin up to the surface

thought that you would be worth it
i thought that you was perfect
tell me what'd i do to deserve this?

take me back,
take me back to the real world
take me back,
take me back to when i couldn't feel

rip my heart straight from my ribcage
i've been led astray from the good place
i've ran out of luck where did my good days go
the place in which i reside no longer feels like home

20 years have caught up wit me n jus fucked up my mental
tellin' me she in love wit me but she ain't ever do no sentimental

20 years have caught up wit me n they fucked up my mental
she tellin' me she in love wit me but she ain't ever do no sentimental
amphetamines have caused cavities to just rot out in my dental
all my life i felt worthless can somebody tell me what i'm meant for?

real world

real world (killedmyself)

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Lyrics
=========
Jealousy of all it breaks me down
Who do you call when I'm not around
Trapped in these walls and can't get out

This time I'll make it right yeah
No lie I've been workin on my own shit
Two times I fucked up and I missed
So you don't gotta hear a word when I say this but
This time I'll make it right yeah
I would watch it all burn if it makes you smile
And while I wash my old life
You could break my heart if it's one last night
I don't care who we are on the outside
These scars dig deep on the inside
Eating me away and I can't fight
So I wrote you this song
I hope you don't mind

If you do then I'll stay back
I lie awake and I laugh
'Cause every moment we had
Was the best I ever had
And if I do it all and get my bag
Would you see me or would you pass
Would you take me for one last dance
Would you ask me to hold your hand
These nights I try and I can't
Through my phone I see what you have
One face that I can't match
Is he the one is he your new man

Will he make it right yeah
Won't lie I'm still on my old shit
Three times I fucked up now I quit
You don't wanna hear a word when I say this

This Time

This Time [Prod. Neverforever]

Huge thanks to notahero for killing this. Like, Repost, and Comment if yall rocking with this one <3
Produced by The Sound Clown (a haze collective producer btw) and tiedforsilver!

**lyrics**

(You only hit my phone when you don’t feel alright, 
I’m at your beck & call, but I’m still some other guy)

I think it’s time I packed a bag and ran away 
In case you even cared, I still feel the same 
You tell me that you’re here and it’ll be okay
I’m breaking like the leaves in this winter rain 

You tell me those three words, I can’t trust that
Brand new silver Benz, feelings on the dash yeah
I might just hit 100, never going back
I’m feeling presidential when I count my stacks 

You just wanna break my bones and that’s fine, 
Were those tears even real I saw when you cried?
It was already hard to trust now it’s worse by 10 times 
You left me with no choice, I’m leaving tonight

I’ve been in this race and it’s making me exhausted
shawty filled with hate, and we losing all our progress
Ain’t got the time to waste but you’ll bury me in August, yuh, in August, yuh, in August

Saw it in her eyes, she like messing with my conscience
Wishing I could change, I don’t know if I can solve it
Moving to the day that I’ll be inside a coffin
A coffin, yuh, a coffin

I think it’s time I packed a bag and ran away 
In case you even cared, I still feel the same 
You tell me that you’re here and it’ll be okay
I’m breaking like the leaves in this winter rain 

You tell me those three words, I can’t trust that
Brand new silver Benz, feelings on the dash yeah
I might just hit 100, never going back
I’m feeling presidential when I count my stacks

(notahero)
i’m starting to feel like i’m a junkie but i’m not ready to be done yet
i fear i’m falling into the void come grab my outstretched hand
so high i’m seeing into the future, but i don’t know where imma land

we got the whole weekend, baby what’s the point in getting mad?
tommy jacket on me, cuz it’s way too cold for july
got something special in my cup i think my brain might get fried

and would u cry baby if tonight’s the night that i died?
but i could never let u go baby ur way too special
a new shirt after i smoke to be respectful
a new number i’ve never seen on top the dashboard

i might just pack my things and go, i don’t want to stop when i’m home
cuz this winter rain outside so wet and cold

and i’m too fucking drunk to see straight, baby i feel nauseous
a different type of dumb in your head to say i ain’t popping
it’s blue it’s not a green thumb cuz i’m counting hundreds
i shake it into a tornado like a fucking mosh pit

Girl I’m loving you cuz everything you do is flawless,
You could stop it but i don’t wanna stop it
(No I don’t wanna)

sevenfeet & notahero - bury me in august (Prod. The Sound Clown & tiedforsilver)

music artist from Michigan
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ghxst collective member till I die

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