i am so wea k.

i really thought that i'd
could rly be the one 
to give u love
I guess i should leave
i guess i should have tried
i guess i dont know
well im lost 
a feeling much crushed

idk what im 
supposed to do

i dont know how much
how longer ive got
keep moving close
u keep me so tense
u keep me so pissed
god i

i am so weak
i am so weak.
i am so weak.
i am so weak
i am so weak
i am so weak.

i cant give up
i cant keep going
i rly think that i
rly loved u this time
much longer than i
i dont think that i
will ever fucking survive another time like this

i wish that u had died
i wish that u had lied
i wish that u had 

i am ?


i am a ghost. 
i am a ghost i am a ghost
i am a ghost
i am a ghos

i am a ghost(VENUS)

prod by me and soundcloud.com/cay2o

shoutout to soundcloud.com/heylog , soundcloud.com/nothomex , and soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for hoppin on this with me they're all goated and rly cool ppl show love to them if u arent already

hope u all enjoy :)

lyrics:

me:
i dont think I can keep on livin like shit
close my eyes, feel the tension 
im stressin bout it 
cause no ones the same, and I cant feel nothin 
im feelin strange, but I cant care cus its nothin 

please dont leave yet, I can see you frown when im bleedin.
please ima be there, anytime u need me ill be close so u can see me 

heylog:
everyday i'm feelin awful
6 feet, horizontal
i recommend u give me space
cause i'm close to hostile
she compliment me on my eyes
said, "i love the way they sparkle"
i'm lookin like some trash
while she's looking like a model
i want you
ur irish changes from green to blue
i love you
but why u gotta leave so soon

not home. :
they told me im too gone 
green packed in a new bong
I told her put her bra on, I wont be here too long 
left your thraxx in a baggy
bad bitch ripped jeans, cincinnati 
im your boy so call me shaggy
at the house now her lips speakin nasty

skele:
go ahead and just leave now
won't be here when i break down
keep cutting me i wont feel it
but i love when you bring the knife out
n babe i think that u ruin me 
not numb but god how i wanna be
look in my eyes if you want i feel the blood in the back of my tongue
say love, 
i really think you're a bad one
i think you like how my hearts gone
i think you just wanna have fun 
play around till it kills me 
till i hang from my ceiling 
getting close to no feeling
will u stay here if im willing

ima be there

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ima be there w/heylog, residential, & skele

proud of myself+ prod mexikodro

ty for the bday wishes :)
@mental
@15elias

[blxty]
wake up~~ cant look at myself in the mirror
so done my reflection is never clear
there's noway! i can tell u why i'm shedding tears
there's noway! i can tell u that ur what i fear

[mental]
ohhh i dont wanna see whats next
whole life ive been a walking L
i dont think ur my friend
i was down i had to save myself
and u make me choose
cause u hate me too
not dead but im close to the option
no life easily forgotten

[blxty]
let the vines come consume you
you can't run from your fears
you can try to close your eyes
but that wont save you here

mirror ft. mental (elias x mental)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OL7GTeKBYJo
Video Link ^^^
prod. by me 
<3
i cannot read ,
but i can surely draw , 
if i scribbled out all of the red flags ,
then would it make for a bad withdrawal ,
but i can waste some time,
like u happened to do me ,
but if i got u back one more day ,
then i’m afraid that i wouldn’t leave ,
it’s hard to admit that i’m low ,
but it’s different when the only thing that’s killing me is giving me hope , 
youre the lightning inside of my mind,
and ur the rain that falls down when there’s not a single cloud in the sky,

I have been dreaming of the same scene inside of my head ,
like the time u said love me on my friends couch, 
but u got back with ur ex in hour or about ,
that time..
i knew u were never really mine 
it’s like the world fell right before my eyes,
well then i guess it’s just another fucking pointless goodbye ,

illiterate (video in description)

(prod. reytee)
https://soundcloud.com/reytee

Lifes not fair,
I drawn the short straw.
Goodbye then,
Wtf am I crying.

Going on a lonely walk 
Cause I don't wanna talk 
Got my pumpkin spiced latte
Just got it from Starbucks

Comfy in my coat and my gloves 
Comfy in my coat and my gloves 

Comfy in my coat and my gloves
With my thoughts.
Tricking me, and my own feelings 
Hurting me, seems quite appealing

But I know that's fuck'ed up.

Lifes not fair,
I drawn the short straw.
Goodbye then,
Wtf am I crying.

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comfy [reytee]

it's all fun and games till i kms
doxia and blackwinterwells

wind 🍃 w/ doxia & blackwinterwells (p. blackwinterwells)

Lyrics:

she said she wanna hear my voice, so I'm going a capella
we could rockout at the show, you could take me to Coachella
all this money coming in it dont mean nothin but its hella
every time i put in work it's like I need a new umbrella

-its boutta raindown, you could make a bet that we all eating
i dont play now, know i got ambitions past the ceiling
every day now, live outside my body say I'm dreaming
what you say now, pack up all your bags and say I'm leaving

I be chillin with your ghost like im legion
there ain't nothin change at all throughout the seasons
i could stay up late and kick it with my demons
i could fall asleep right now without a reason

I could get you on the bed, shawty you heard what I said
But you wont stay till the morning cause I'm busy getting bread
So I guess I'll stay alone I'm like a zombie half dead
I could float and I could sink and I could run you through my head

Run U Thru My Head

run u thru my head

I CANT HANDLE ANYTHINGGGG

thanks 

vocals- feelnum and bedhead
prod- xmichaelwarren 
mix/master- bedhead

CLOUD CABIN!!!

I Cant Handle Anything ft. Bedhead (prod. xmichaelwarren)

hi im lucky 👾 
    i make pretty much anything i want

i am a ghost(VENUS)

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