The Lower That I Sink

in a perfect world (prod. thislandis)

when i see him with you it makes my stomach sick 
knowing you use to touch me with those fingertips 
i remember you getting tatted on your wrist 
you held hand and told me "baby we can get through this"

Verse 1

i get sick off walking down the same road again 
use to hold my hand baby you was my bestfriend
now im sitting on this cold floor
i don't know where i am 
i don't know what to aim for 
i walk past café where we use to eat a lot
take the left round the corner because my heart still in shock

when i see him with you it makes my stomach sick 
knowing you use to touch me with those fingertips 
i remember you getting tatted on your wrist 
you held hand and told me "baby we can get through this" x2

viens

rings on my arm, in the ink, and it stings
i remember when u pushed that needle in my skin
can u do it deeper? i wanna feel the pain
I want the ink to stain, and i want this tat to stay

whats the point of holding on if u wont change?
whats the point of bringing light to the bad days?
whats the point of losing sleep on what u might say?
im just doin lines of ket until my mind fades
whats the point of lying, saying that im okay?
and it pains that u will only ever see me as someone thats in ur way

when i see him with you it makes my stomach sick 
knowing you use to touch me with those fingertips 
i remember you getting tatted on your wrist 
you held hand and told me "baby we can get through this" x2

fingertips w/ betweentheviensandi (jolst x me)

sorry our chapter closed you guys, hope you found better

Lyrics:

hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold

man i hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold

hope my friends fall out 
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold

man i hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold
she told me god your hands are cold
can we intertwine our fingers
let our feelings linger 
woah woah oh oh
woah woah woah oh oh

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man i hope my friends fall out 
i can't imagine finding out they notice
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold

matt & sam (drewisdead)

𝒩𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒𝑜𝓊𝓈

samplexxx

it didn't matter before, why would it now.

running from dead homes

with some production from my friend @jvbeats666

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an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

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spotify

somebody new (w/ jay vee)

healing is stagnant, like the bottom of lake crescent </3 
Out on biteki: https://youtu.be/DWQC6SGIB3Q
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6nbMCS1Eg97diiyGRofHlY?si=7kgbfeaOSeug9rp-zYsGuw

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prod by micco 
mix by myself, tnvr and cmfrt 
master by myself

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twitter.com/anthonypsidoti 

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lyrics:
chorus [auras]: 
as much as i wanted to restart 
i know im gonna fall apart 
and when the rain pours over my head
it comes out of my eyes again 
healing is stagnant 
like the bottom of lake crescent
where i felt myself grow distant 
why can’t we stay consistent 

verse 1 [anthony sidoti]: 
I feel this way cause I’m complicated 
Find me a way cause I’m losing patience 
sick of it all take away my demons 
Or find me a way to take away this feeling 
Take away this feeling

verse 2 [cmfrt]: 
I tried to stay up that night
I tried to stay up but im falling asleep
consistency isn't one of my virtues
i do what i do im sorry if it hurt u
can't track me like the phases of the moon
erase it all to make me feel new
I'm inconsistent and
i couldn't fix it
she said there's shooting stars tonight
i'll probably miss it

crescent w/ anthony bitchdoti & cmfrt (prod. micco)

Produced by Svnam (Sideview Drive) & Jolst
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics: 
Svnam @sideviewdriveca
I wish I could say it's the first time
Doesn't feel right just to leave you in the dark
I'm sorry for everything
I couldn't bear this weight you put on me
It's getting darker in my head
I couldn't bear this weight you put on me
I'm sorry for everything

@sendflowrs
I know what words to say
I know how to make you sad
I know what cards you play
You don’t need to show your hand
You say “we all make mistakes”
But I've never made one this bad
I'm gonna fall at this pace
I need you to understand

So I’ll throw away the key, girl
If it keeps you at bay
'Cause I know that I won’t make it
If it’s not you and me
Yeah, and you know I’ve done some bad things
Just please don’t judge me
So I guess that you’re the bearer
The bearer, and my queen

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@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

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Svnam & sendflowrs: Bearer (svnam/jolst)

lyrics -

(oh i want u)

i want u x8

everytime i look
i see the same shit
the same faces
the same places
oh i don't feel right, need some space please
but it's more than i thought i wanted
oh i loved and lost it
got a little cautious
but i found the right one in the ashes to indulge in
do u wanna see stars in the moonlight?
do u wanna see love in the purest form?

so ur lost again
so ur lost again
and i won't let u see the end

i want u x8

u say it's alright
i see u outside babe
u wanna just drive
u forget the pieces of ur mind that
take away ur innocence
and u strive to find then waste away
i'll try to help if i can ok?
it isn't too hard to see the bigger picture
it isn't too hard when i'm with ya

i want u x8

it didn't matter before, why would it now.

sadface :(