In Peril and Clarity

where are you going tonight?
why can't i come with you?
why does it always have to be this hard for us?
why do i always cry
when you're by my side?
what does it take to make this right?

alwaves (feat. ANGEL DIARY)

lyrics + vocals by @grbageman99
production + mixing + mastering + art by me

lyrics:

wind chimes and the sprinklers at 3 a.m.
i tried to redecorate my conscience
accusing any regiment
well i guess i'm really selling it

every move i make is more degrading
but they'd pay to imitate it
come judgement day there's gonna be complications

stressing me 'cause i'm where you wanna be
but how does that make any sense
it's too crowded in my head
i've seen worse and i been worth less
coming clean, i don't think ill ever accept it
thoughts so invasive they pests
still uncomfortable in my bed
wanted more, that's not what i meant

it's too crowded in my head
such a chore to get out of bed
can't rehearse the worse it get
but if i let you lead me to the lion's den
gonna let you feel a little deviant

mosquitoes buzzing through my window screen
i was right but it was instinct not prophecy
know my logic delicate
but i sell it like its dexterous
i didn't mean to be so entertaining
want the truth then complain about it
don't need a muse just distorted imagination

stressing me 'cause i'm where you wanna be
but how does that make any sense
it's too crowded in my head
say you're cursed, i think you're just bored of all of it
still sore and dangerous
i know you're leading me right into the lion's den
anticipating all the fantasies you'll feed me again

looking for me, swear i'm not where you wanna be
it doesn't need to make sense
still uncomfortable, i can't rest
got nothing to say, well you can get left

it's too crowded in my head
i've seen worse and i been worth less

i don't know if it's worth it
i've exploited all of my darkness
new phone, can't trust
'cause you swore it was all for us

pantomimes, breaking necks for my attention
tragedy or divine intervention
appreciate the sentiment
but it don't alleviate the permanence
but i appreciate the sentiment
i must be really selling it

still broken / lions den (feat. grbageman)

vys - erased

nightmare

breathe

From a young soul seeing how a beautiful voyage on the horizon begins with an eagerness to embark the journey to be everything you thought to be - always taking heed of that beautiful beginning with embrace of the unknowing process of transformation that rests within the unstoppable one known as life - feeling safe throughout void spaces, how hands fated together dancing through it with physical manifestations of eternity through spiritual bonds of unity can be that of a beautiful rose that withers away into an eternal place that can be called the single digit.  

Archiving here some of my old work in the album, "Myst" - 

Now available to stream

1. The Horizon
2. June
3. Eastern Havens
4. Senpai
5. Fablemancer
6. Zilla
7. Body Plant-Line
8. Laughing 4 Pleasure
9. Escape
10. Truthseeker
11. Dope @ Heart
12. Don't Hurt Me
13. Do U
14. Dark Sign
15. Space Club
16. Aquabyte
17. Single Digit

Produced by d★nk x DJ d4nk (2019-2024)

Zilla

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trick r treat (w/ lilac)

natural born loser who makes electronica that integrates varying amounts of ambient, wave, dnb, breakcore, bedroom pop, trip-hop, digicore, and whatever else it could be labelled, underpinned by a distinct ear for melody, melancholy, and dreamlike atmosphere.

i also offer affordable mixing/mastering! my prices:
£15/single
£45/EP
£75/album

alwaves (feat. ANGEL DIARY)

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