They always ask me to stop smoking cigarettes
Telling me one day I'll smoke myself to death
But I'll find my place in this world without you here
But I guess I'll stick around for another year

You were never worth it (never worth it)
Begging you to stay with me
I should have known better (known better)
You would never change for me

Head in the smoke
Eyes hazy, staying low
Lost all sight of myself
Who am I now?

Why waste my time when you could have been mine?
I just wanna be everything you need
Got me fucked up in my head again
And it makes it hard to breathe
And I always keep my head in the clouds
'Cause I know I'm absolute in doubt
There’s a reason why I don’t call you back
In the end will you haunt me now?

In the end will you haunt me now?

They always ask me to stop smoking cigarettes
Telling me one day I'll smoke myself to death
But I'll find my place in this world without you here
But I guess I'll stick around for another year

I wanna be someone (somebody else)
To forget who you are
I’m a lot like you (so much like you)
But you tear me apart

Head in the smoke
Eyes hazy, staying low
Lost all sight of myself
Who am I now?

Why waste my time when you could have been mine?
I just wanna be everything you need
Got me fucked up in my head again
And it makes it hard to breathe
And I always keep my head in the clouds
'Cause I know I'm absolute in doubt
There’s a reason why I don’t call you back
In the end will you haunt me now?

In the end will you haunt me now?
In the end will you haunt me now?

I feel like I'm falling all the time
Now i feel weightless, high all the time
Ready to go now, everything's fine
No reason to live, no reason to die

brynn </3 - smoking to death (sadfem remix)

This Old Room

I need to tell you this one more time
I love you so much I’ll make u mine
I promise you that the world is our
I promise you that the world is ours


I said I love you twice
I promise you’ll be mine
Yeh this world will be ours

my promise

The most silly, The most epic. Birdseed by Sheep Boyfriend

Featuring:
https://soundcloud.com/fwuppy   @fwuppy
https://soundcloud.com/badtakesonly   @badtakesonly
https://soundcloud.com/weejk   @wujek
https://soundcloud.com/maniacxxmusic   @Maniac

Album Cover by @viirui

Credits:
I wanna thank my close friends, Saline, Smorbo, graveyard deer & spooky ghosts for allowing me the gift to produce such dookie shit asscheeks.

I wanna thank my supporters, my fans and most of all mia <3

Baaaaah

Waiting Room

Sleep

N0THANKY0U - N0THANKY0U Doesn't Laugh. - 01 Instrumentality

cover of an era defining song.

IM NOT INCELCORE
I CANT FEEL ANYMORE
IVE BEEN SUPER NUMB
SINCE I turned 21

And

EVER SINCE THAT TIME ITS
My friend passed away
ALL OF THE CRIES FOR HELP
I SAID IT DOESNT MATTER punk is dead

and Hiiiiii

I think punk is dead and gone

and gone and gone and gone~

what now???

I just shot out my brains

are you feeling okay?

I'm not Incelcore too (XO_Willow cover)

I spent all the time in my life dreaming about you
now do you have the time for me
in my heart the rain is pouring
we haven't talked since yesterday morning
I don't wanna be the loser
craving you like a drug abuser

you're walking I'm staring at the black clothes that you're wearing
your tight pants your t-shirt
I don't wanna be hurt

because I have no friends today
or yesterday

obsessive depressive
your makeup is so expressive
this school is too repressive
and I'm getting so aggressive

because I have no friends today
or yesterday

you're walking I'm staring at the black clothes that you're wearing
your tight pants your t-shirt
I don't wanna be hurt x2

uraloser (demo)

You are so mean to me
You do it easily
You make it hard to breath
I just want some time tonight
make you mine 
Maybe our paths will intertwine
Not like the other guys 
no
Not like those guys
(I saw those scars on your thighs)
And I cant stand it
The way they’re glaring 
At those pics you were sharing 
To them now they’re comparing 
My depression overbearing

patreon pals

lyrics/vocals by @brynnmiche (last verse written by me)
produced by me
samples "manic depressing" by neverminding ~ https://neverminding.bandcamp.com/track/manic-depressing

lyrics:

what if we kissed irl?
i think it could go well
just want you to stop and hold me
when you kiss me all soft and slowly
what if we kissed irl?
i don't know if you could tell
just wanna be your one and only
you're with me, you don't gotta be lonely

i wanna tangle up both our legs
keeping my head on your chest
there isn't a place i'd rather be instead
than here with you in bed
always taking care of me
checking up and telling me to eat
feeling nervous 'cause i care what you think
you're everything i need

what if we kissed irl?
it's been going pretty well
i hate it whenever you ignore me
i'm afraid you're gonna find me boring

do you love me?
or was it all for nothing?

always online
you can reach out to me anytime
just thought you should know it
i don't feel so hopeless
when i imagine kissing you irl
been missing you like hell
don't ask me how it's going
alone i'm barely coping
but i'm so happy i have you
to dm sweet nothings to
don't know what i'll do if
it proves too good to be true
scared it could be
all for nothing
won't you tell me
one thing:

what if we kissed irl?

Download

what if we kissed irl?

semi cover of young till i die by 7 seconds

You waited long for 21.
For me the fight has just begun.
You get a job andd go to school,
It makes you feel like you’re so cool.
(Chorus)
I don't wanna grow up,
I'm never getting old.
I’ll never work from 9 to 5
i’ll drink to stay alive.
I'm gonna stay NEET until I die! (x2)

You work so much, now you'll die soon.
I'll never fucking be like you.
You finish college, grab a wife,
You're dead before you're 35.
(Repeat Chorus)

NEET UNTIL I DIE

natural born loser who makes electronica that integrates varying amounts of ambient, wave, dnb, breakcore, bedroom pop, trip-hop, digicore, and whatever else it could be labelled, underpinned by a distinct ear for melody, melancholy, and dreamlike atmosphere.

i also offer affordable mastering! my prices:
£15/single
£45/EP
£75/album

what if we kissed irl?

sadfem

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