old demo i did with muks. part 2 of ifhms. sadly it wont ever be finished

Ifhms2 (feat Muks Died)(prod.Cribb$)

All We Need rmx

Cix50 - tensions rising [phreeztyle]
Produced by Harry Fraud (salam alaykum)
additional production / mixed by @jay_knight

tensions rising [phreeztyle]

prod. @xinny_music

Lyrics:
Sometimes, I just don't know what to say
I know I don't belong, I look around, I'm losing faith 
Never trusted no one, except Trajik and this blade
Searched around for an easy way out but there was no escape.

No escape, in my own world where I stay 
Never like stepping outside because I hate showing my face
That's okay, fuck this place, never liked it anyway
Manipulate the situation, tripping bout it miles away.

Know I'm fucked and my bitch she know it too
Lace up, black hoodie, trench coat, big boots
6'8, dead weight, bring the plague when I come through 
I seen them run away, they can't keep hiding from the truth.

No escape, lately I been going crazy
I been living day to day, I be going through shit daily
Don't know what to say, but go through beats and I just say shit
This ain't no GTA, I ain't no gamer, I'm not playing.

Sometimes, I just don't know what to say
I know I don't belong, I look around, I'm losing faith 
Never trusted no one, except Trajik and this blade
Searched around for an easy way out but there was no escape.

Don't Know What To Say (prod. Xinny)

co-produced by @nophoneenki (mana)
a song about my fear of starting opioid substance treatment involuntarily.
(this will be explained in detail when the EP is posted, and im aware this is a good thing, this is my initial selfish and stupid thoughts, please wait for the explanation if you want to understand this.)
EP drops monday (14/10/24), which is the day I start treatment.

lyrics:
I don’t think I want to take this approach
You’re chasing me in circles like a merry go round
Why try reach new heights I like it this low
How would you prepare if you knew you wer gonna drown
I don’t think you would , I really don’t
So why even think I could, you hypocrite
I can’t stand the thought of always misssing it
You’re telling me I should and I’m not listening
Hoping for the best of this I don’t believe in it
Notice how my chests compressed that’s just from thinking it
You believe in me too much I won’t be beating this
I’ve been reduced to nothing more then broken feelings
I’ll try all by myself
No crying out for help out here
It’s all I really want
I love the way it’s haunting me
There’s comfort in the struggle
I don’t think I want to leave that
Love it way too much
I love it way too much

i luv the way its haunting me (prod. sadeiz + mana)

need2cu x @ilykimchi

SADHECTORR’s latest EP glides like a late-night drive through empty streets — smooth, melodic, and effortlessly wavy. “DON’T PUSH ME” carries that steady momentum, a track that feels alive with motion and emotion, while “TRAFFIC LIGHTS AT 3 AM” drifts deeper into the haze, bending time into something fluid and hypnotic.

All together, they create an E.P for the after-hours — music that’s calm but restless, mellow but charged, made for when the city lights blur and the road feels endless.

DON'T PUSH ME

SADHECTORR