this was such an amazing album the only thing that sucked about it was it was too short wish it was longer like The Balancing act or Altars 

Been a fan of Sadistik for so many years now. Thank you for being such a great artist! Saved my soul. 

So bleak. Hope you find more light. If you're into Cormac McCarthy's writing, you might also like The Barrowfields (Phillip Lewis)

Prod. by Illoquence & Rhythmatical

Verse 1

Icarus flew to the sun for the view 
Run for the hills when I run with the wolves 
Grand Guignol now come to the show 
All the dream-catchers spun to a noose 
And the mountain ranges are sawblades now 
I found my place in a heart shaped crown
John Wayne Gacy they always clown
Found in a crawl space all face down 
Out here in the underground, hear when the thunder pounds
Fears in percussive sounds, tears coming from the clouds
Peers tend to dumb it down, I pierce with a hundred rounds
Unannounced come and get the spears that are coming out 
Loose lips sink relationships
Wrecked on embankments with a chest full of aphids
I can treasure it all 
I’m both the devil and god huh?

Hook

Come with me now underwater to nirvana my honored guest 
Follow me down to the bottom of the Mariana Trench 
Now carry on carrion
Carry on carrion
Carry on carrion

Verse 2:

One step closer to where we were  One step closer to wear my hurt
One step closer to fare thee well
One step closer to share my world
Go to sleep with the dead my friend
Go to sleep just to rest your head
Yet the best intentions take their toll
When they paved the road that lead to Hell again like 

Hook

Verse 2

Who’s the truth in here? Lucid Lucifer
Brutal beauty boy lunar suits him more
You can choose to go Gruesome Twosome or
Lose the sutures soon the bluer hues’ll form 
Brain waves like the carpet print from The Shining
Graves made for the compliments from the liars
Times have been trying but at least I’ll say I’m trying 
All I know is I won’t go without a fight won’t hide my light
Twilight bright my, my, my 
Voices inside hum die die die
A hundred dead-locks I don’t go outside
Another dead dog in a snow outline 
I don’t need drugs if I’m high on life
Don’t need life if I’m high on drugs
No free rides in an idle mind
Lonely nights I can’t find my buzz like 

Hook

L'appel Du Vide

Mariana (Prod. Illoquence & Rhythmatical)

Prod. by Shrimpnose & Vague003

I’m glad to know that you’re so miserable to see me 
Do you always sound like this or is it difficulty breathing?
Nothing comes but sickness when you greet me
Bloody gums are just a symptom of the teething 
Skinny puppy getting thick as thieves
I’d kiss your feet if it would make me feel less incomplete
I wanted what I didn’t need, too wanton with the little things
Bittersweet projector reel still haunted by the imagery
I just miss the feeling of you missing me
I Can’t let you go I know I’m only special when the petals show 
I’m talking with the spectres while you watch me for the spectacle 
Exoskeleton skin, protects those gentle whims
Pretzel limbs when they echo all my existential dread 
Like is this the end? I miss my friends nothing makes a difference when
I know that I can’t change the past or get past all the changes 
Live in limerence, lemon trees bitter as the memories
that vivisect my center still its better late than ever
To demonstrate forever they reduced you to a photograph
I went to face the weather making beautiful from overcast
No one lasts forever in this place we’re all ephemeral 
But still your words left scrapes all on my femoral

Limerence (Prod. by Shrimpnose & Vague003)

(Prod. by Eric G.) (Additional vocals by Zoe Wick)

[Verse 1]

All these animals & peasants chase their capital investments, 
Vested interests I'm disinterested my patterns show obsession, 
An attic full of questions with no answers for the standards,
Just synapses lapses, passages, suggestions, past is present,
Man I hate the summer, so I stay inside days are numbered, 
They only trace the lines, my skies rain & thunder, 
Deface each other, rape & plunder, bases covered, 
On the basis that I'm basic, based in basins I'm too drained to slumber, 
I save the numbers of my dead friends it makes me wonder, 
Why it strangely comforts, my brains asunder, 
Under suns I've been taken under, made a hunter, 
Undertaken where the bugs & aphids clutter, 
Handshakes feel like cable jumpers,
I taste the sunburns but the tongue is rarely accurate, 
Compare the avarice to mine and I can't bare the wrath of it, 
I'm out of it but passionate, past a fist is a pacifist, 
A satirist Jonathan Swift, mental paralysis, 
I'm harlequin, walking dead, coughing phlegm no oxygen, 
Generation Y am I supposed to do it talk to them, 
I lost my innocence, drifted into the distance, 
Went from different to indifferent, get sickened by this existence, 
Mourning Glory…

I feel strangled by the chain that my father used to wear, 
It dangles by my heart it was the cross that he would bear, 
Every time I think of him I always go to reach for it 
‘Cause it reminds me of the sacred bond that we would share 
Before the costs I'd inherit, the talks that I'd cherish,
The loss of a parent made the loss more apparent, 
I'm lost in apparent paradox I can't escape or see, 
Between faith & grief, pain & ease, they made me pray and 
Place my knees on cinder blocks, break my teeth, and lick the scars
Make me eat this bitter heart ’til the taste gets sweet, 
I don't chase my drinks these days, 
I hate to sound cliche but it's cliche to say I hate to sound cliche, 
I may be breaking out these chains today, 
I'm finally free, amiss in this abyss I guess I'm spiraling, 
It's standard stuff, flashing floods, that's my blood you're siphoning, 
A side of me's beside itself for anchoring in hell, 
But I can't see the light I need to save me from myself 
It's Mourning Glory 

[Verse 2]

I got these bars in my head like I'm Phinneas Gage, 
This Gauge is on empty so gimme some space, 
Spaced out from the memories that didn't erase, 
Rays pound all around me kissing my face, 
Face down, down on my luck, lust for the crown, 
Crown in my cup, coupled amounts, mountains erupt, 
Ruptures I count, count-downs downtrodden 
Trot around downtowns til I drown in a bottle, like
And now I'm reading Walden, 
Walled-in like I'm sleeping in a coffin, 
Coughin' while I'm breathing in the toxins,
Talk sins when I'm needing to absolve them,
Themselves, set sail, cel-set, 
Hellbent, inhale, tell sins, 
Send tales of the tailspins
Tip scales, scale-skinned when the trail ends.

[Hook] 

She called me blue flower, more like morning-glory 
My port is storming every time she tries to ford it for me
They’re always warring on the inside
There’s morning-glory on the inside

[Bridge: Zoe Wick]

Can’t hurry the morning light
I tried with all my might
I’m hanging upside-down
Facing to the ground
’Til I bring back the fire

[Hook]

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Mourning Glory

Haunted Gardens

All My Poisons Sit in Frames (Prod. by Shrimpnose)

Burning Lakes (Prod. by Foxwedding)

Gallows Hill (Prod. by Kodyak)

Delirium

Hell is Where the Heart Is (Prod. by Hellion & Cansino)

Sad the Impaler (Prod. by Prxz and Gin$eng)

Prod by Gloel

Verse 1:

Shrooms hit til its rainbow road
I grew sick of the same old jokes
And moved quick where the angels roam 
They won’t save your soul
Flip the world watch em fall through their halo holes
We bruise skin, fused in contusion art
Short fuse interviews to renew the scars
They love you when you’re new but they’ll soon depart 
I stayed hunted by the gloom, you assumed the part
Fuchsia brushstrokes paint the skies with their love notes
Beauty minutiae petunias bloom from a cut throat 
A million lights at night go in a sequence
Did I really live this life or did I dream it?
I don’t want to be here
But I don’t want to leave yet

Verse 2:

I go Romero so feral when I bear it all
I’ll skin my enemies and stretch it out like Harold
Narrow arrows thrown at my apparel
Throne of Blood & Marrow
Crows above a scarecrow 
Made of straw men arguments and table salt
Major flaws cut me open like a table saw 
Saw my inner demons thinking that they’re made of god 
Solemn bits and pieces sink into Venetian skies 
I feel alive in the in the moment between dreams and strife
The words grow from my bones til they’re needle-like
Porcupine spine dying at the speed of light 
Days from a normal life aged like California wine
Trapped in a maze like I’m Coraline
Unamazed mortified unfazed by the thorazine 
Lord of Flies head on a stake that you glorified 
If you’re scared to know yourself this is horrifying
The same me it’s just more refined
In a grave deep where the orchids lie 
Orcas die inside me every time I sing a whale song
Seattle rain became a hail storm 

Hook:

I don’t wanna leave yet but I don’t wanna be here
Everything I love will be swallowed in the ether

Rainbow Road (Prod. by gloel)

Prod by Vague003

An anthem for anathemas
I show anatomy dissect me like a basilisk
Display it on a mantlepiece
Lady Lazarus resurrect with praising passages
Let’s connect our skeletons to save me from the gravitas 
Small talk lips covered in coarse salt
Acid touch armadillo armor arms are Jax’s come
And harbor with an active storm
Place it in a frame until it’s palpable 
Castle Freak bleeding alcohol beneath these castle walls 
Dastardly bastard boy screaming til the shadows fall
Cataloging agony dreaming of an asteroid 
Streaming I’m so lacrimal after all ash dissolves 
I hope they see it’s masterful
Suspended in suspense 
Upended with the rest, never resting 
Yet I’m catatonic 
Living like a matador scribbling in travel logs 
Apple cores littered in my apologues 
Appaloosas running through my sadder moments 
All the pretty horses

All The Pretty Horses (Prod. by Vague003)

Prod by Ogui

Verse 1:

Like a canary in a mine 
if I start singing death I hope you’re carrying a 9
8 years deep said I’d marry her in 9
Kings Queen blowing cloud rings staring at the sky 
Sub-Zero temperatures still tearing out my spine
Stars above us hover in a paramount design 
This is cinema, my piss and vinegar makes living difficult
We kiss the stitches shut until it parallels the mind
Constellations look like pointillism poignant pen places poison in em
Dropping gems like an oyster center 
Got a koi fish in him swimming where the noise is hidden
Now I can’t avoid the venom, love-torn from the Joy Division
Increase the dosage til peaks that I reach are closer
And heavens still seem below us this medicine eats its own
My memories each alone, vermillion dreams recurring
I’m sketching it with a rose, you left it beneath my bones
My speech is blurring it’s reoccurring I need to learn 
To play my part, We’re made of carbon that means if it breathes it burns 
Seasons turn to frost-bitten August went into freezing first 
Beast of burden walks in a tarpit until he sinks in dirt, awkward 
I’m dancing with two left feet to a eulogy 
One day I hope my passion turns my ashes into jewelry 
Ruining all I touch when the blood-covered the jubilee
Manuevered through the cruelty, beautifuls what you grew to be 

Verse 2:

Death isn’t a question I’m taking it like a lesson
I etched into in my skeleton case in I forget the message 
A vestige of bad intentions, No Heaven won’t make it better 
Those devils don’t take a breather, they stay and assess wreckage 
With that Hara-Kiri nearing I’m peering across the ocean
My periodic devotions grow teary-eyed from the poems
So weary I’ve been unfocused I’m hearing cries from my close ones
A myriad of emotions I’m mirror-like in my opus 
Let the breath get in I’m present more precious than any gem is 
Sentimental mental’s heavy no respite from leaded headaches 
Here they come, nobody hears me I’m clear you see through the charades 
Never let go of the echoes but savor the time I’m blessed with

All The Pretty Horses (Prod. by Vague003)

SADISTIK

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