Are these exerpts from Anne Sexton in the beginning?

This song is the shit. fucking real music..Thank you Sadistik. I love you^^

fuck what a crazy realm your music enters !

Prod. by ORKA

Verse 1

Abysses in the bathroom the rotten petals are lingering 
Kitchen split in half I saw the netherworld reach to me
Your gods the devil, the devil’s god it’s vis-à-vis
They’re demagogues an epilogue of deities
DMT environment like a TV screen 
It’s imminent I’m in a net like string theory 
My DNA got seedy seeds I see deceit
The THC put me at ease in peonies
Pulling out my holy vows so in doubt sullen now 
Skull without a spoken sound, sew my mouth so devout 
Wolves howl at eroded house, blow it down smoke an ounce
Buried clones in baritones, I know because I note it down 
No one out only ghosts and owls in the this lonely town 
I never understood what was left to meet the flood 
They sell a hundred evils leave the dead to feed the young 
Your hell is other people and that heaven reeks of blood 

Verse 2

I take a tab to melt the vision like television
Her self-incisions sing beautifully but they never listen
A shellfish living inside a cell of a selfish prison
It’s cell division to shed your skin til it’s elegant 
An opulent copperhead bomb til I’m Oppenheimer
Stars look like columbines in the stark of the darkest skies 
Darker than ostrich eyes it is art for the ostracized 
Ossify my carcass as a mark of the Modern Times
A fossilized abyss like the tarpits that I saw
I still smell the scents on the carpets that you walked
Sad aromas that followed me back to California 
Til your eyes look like the targets that I draw
I stand adorned with a crown of thorns lost my wings so I sprouted horns 
We fall asleep to the sounds of war, I’m Salvador
Painting pain on flowers why’s the rain taste so metallic?
These aphids in the attic made me change into a masterpiece 

But they don’t hear me though

L'appel Du Vide

Modern Times (Prod. ORKA)

Prod. by Shrimpnose & Vague003

I’m glad to know that you’re so miserable to see me 
Do you always sound like this or is it difficulty breathing?
Nothing comes but sickness when you greet me
Bloody gums are just a symptom of the teething 
Skinny puppy getting thick as thieves
I’d kiss your feet if it would make me feel less incomplete
I wanted what I didn’t need, too wanton with the little things
Bittersweet projector reel still haunted by the imagery
I just miss the feeling of you missing me
I Can’t let you go I know I’m only special when the petals show 
I’m talking with the spectres while you watch me for the spectacle 
Exoskeleton skin, protects those gentle whims
Pretzel limbs when they echo all my existential dread 
Like is this the end? I miss my friends nothing makes a difference when
I know that I can’t change the past or get past all the changes 
Live in limerence, lemon trees bitter as the memories
that vivisect my center still its better late than ever
To demonstrate forever they reduced you to a photograph
I went to face the weather making beautiful from overcast
No one lasts forever in this place we’re all ephemeral 
But still your words left scrapes all on my femoral

Limerence (Prod. by Shrimpnose & Vague003)

Prod. by Kno
Artwork by Tithi Luadthong

Verse 1

Rainfall rainfall, come until the pain’s gone
Wash away the small-talk cutting me like chainsaws 
AWOL change blue views with the cray pas
Sketch it with crayons embed it in chaos 
I’m better than they are make sure they all taste salt
When they utter my name make em numb with licain
Migraine lay up under my brain why change 
When there’s none in my lane I reign while
Drops fly down just to wash my crown
Deluged when the god cries out, they choose
To be moth-light bound, I knew my noose
Was a tear-drop shape on a off-white clown
Watch em grow into trees that I roll for relief
When I smoke disappear then I’m gone in a blink
All my spit turned to pearls then I broke it in pieces
Take out my skull just to soak it in bleach 
All I ever wanted was the pain to appease I’m afraid
All I got was a change of the seasons, 
make me believe in the phase of the beast 
I release when I trace it in cement and leave it
The rain makes the leaves wet (buried under sea-level)
Stayed on the defense (wary of the she devils)
Talks are so toxic I’m not interested 
I live in the underground walking with lepers
Oxygen levels are nada persona non grata
I author stigmata armadas of trauma 
I’ll burn with the gods I’m a martyr
Then turn it to Autumn Sonata de nada 
De Sade on the Marqui, I’m dodging the harpies 
A part of me’s lost so I follow the heartbeats 
If I’m made of water that comes from the rain 
Then the waves that I’m on are a part of my body 
GODMODE

Verse 2

Downpour, downpour tell me what you drown for?
Precipitate tears then I wait til the clouds form 
Monsoon weather they all flock together, same feather
Peacock blue neon hue freon grew
Frostbitten bones tossed to the shore
Talk to the ghosts when they knock on my door 
Got lost in the snow with a pocket of posey 
Posthumous flow from the god of the lonely 
Watch when he glows in the dark and the insects come 
Get stuck in the fishnet tongue, press luck til the kismet hums
Kiss death when the lips left numb, on a voodoo doll
When the pins get stuck
And The pain wouldn’t wane so I stayed in the grey with a misspent love
Won’t play their charades it’s a dangerous game
Two graves that I made while I rained on parades
In the eye of the storm where the tides are enormous
Ice on the shoulder the mind is a fortress
Light from the smolder providing the warmth 
Why live by the pen rather die by the sword 
My god I’m lost in the height of the fog
Time stops when it grinds to a halt 
Find what I lost, died on a cross, price of the alms
Write highlights as a shrine for the gods, shine bright
Like a light in a tunnel when I lie in the rubble
They admire the struggle, I’m trapped in cocoons
With the lightning and thunder that I hide in my jugular
Providing my blood for the Draculas too
Come die in the mud cut ties with the sun
Only clouds come out when its time for the flood 
Ultraviolet flux, I decline in a flash
Why define what is nothing when I am just ash
GODMODE

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Sadistik x Kno - GODMODE

Produced by Foxwedding
Backing vocals by Lotte Kestner
Violin by Michelle Kim
Artwork by Creators&Destroyers

Lyrics:

Hook:

None of us are saints, but some of us ain’t
You love the paint but the colors will change
Staring out the window again
A hundred rain drops still sit on my skin 

VERSE 1:

Messages in bottles
Lessons that I etched as a staccato 
I go Hatori Hanzo with the gonzo
Until I fill the hollows
Bones dipped in gold go vibrato 
Falsettos cause an echo but for how long?
Heavy as I’ve ever been
Heaven’s just a death away
Boulder-shouldered seraphim 
Broke everything that’s delicate 
Looking at yourself again
Yet you never self reflect
Orpheus & Eurydice 
Like you’ve been to Hell and back 
Innocent to diffident
Indifferent to the dissonance 
Drifting in and out of indolence
Indecent and still in descent 
Disparate makes desperate
I’m distant when I ponder on the infinite
Walk along the precipice 
Always on defensive when 
Autonom reflixiveness 
Albatross’ eloquent 
Watch me while I levitate
Crawling on the Zeppelins
Monologues are deafening 
Do anything to exit 
When I’m lost among the desolate

VERSE 2:

Stalagmites inside my mouth 
Ultraviolet fire-bound
Take the grey I find
And maybe I can make it light up now
Lately I admire how
You make things seem lively 
When I’m dying out 
Words are like a spiderweb I’m spiral bound
My la fleur planting haunted gardens 
Where the scars are formed 
Pluck my heart like harpsichords 
Til one of ours will wash ashore 
Baited breath til sharks’ll swarm
Bay of pigs we’re art of war
Bayonets I’m marching toward 
Lately I’ve been Lobster Boy
I’m running out of air to breathe, be
coming what I’m scared to see, leave
Nothing to the parakeets, these
Summers that appeared to be, dreams
Prisoners of the moment
living among the stoic
Prisms of other omens
Visions becoming real
Sometimes it’s just too surreal
So tell me how do you feel?
Are all the walls closing in?
When only the blue prevails
Stuck in a blooper reel 
Where nothing is beautiful 
A heart like beluga whale
Awaits for the wounds to heal

Haunted Gardens

Saints (Prod. by Foxwedding)

Produced by Suni Vega and Arzon
Cover Art by Felix Velvet

Pet Sematary

Pet Sematary (Prod. by Suni Vega & Arzon)

Produced by Aloe Yoroi, Steezy Prime and Arael

The bodies still litter the plain
The water's been tinted with stains
Your god is indifferent to pain
You all think your different 
You’re not all that different
All of us fit in a grave 

Watch how I kill what I hate
The audience filled with the plague again
Monuments built in their name again
Toxins instilled in their brains, feeling ashamed 
Since all you loved still burned to ashes
We reassembled and turned to statues 
Gargoyles stayed perched on chapels
Search a surface immersed in blackness 
Tongues are tungsten lungs are sunk in
A hunger lingers when stomach hums hymns 
To summon something, succumb to numb
Running from the glum ribs drums to sunsets 
Dead, says the little voice in your head
So you wrote it all with poisonous lead 
Protocol for the fall, White Dawn 
Where sequoias won’t rest, blood drawn 
From an oil-struck chest 
A world in division, war of attrition 
We’re all so deficient, where are the victims?
Worship the warship that wards off the spirits 
Sometimes reality’s worse than the fear is 

The bodies still litter the plain
The water's been tinted with stains
Your god is indifferent to pain
You all think your different 
You’re not all that different
All of us fit in a grave 

Do as thou wilt til the flowers wilt

Verse 2:
Bloody handprints decorate my room, 
I’ll never forsake my tomb
It's a cave I was chased into
It’s okay when I break in two
When I crave to escape this gloom 
Encased in doom with the craven few
Cagey in a cage so the Raven flew
Even if I suffocate from tasting fumes
Stay strained in the brain til the grave
We don't stay in bloom

Black Plague
Ring around the rosie pockets full of lint
Black Plague 
Fingers round a 40 watch me roll a spliff
Black Plague 
If you stay sane, you'll be no better than a carcass with medicated cold eyes
If you make waves you'll be the center of a target, ready-aim bulls-eye

Hook:
Black Plague, Black Plague
Black Plague, Black Plague 
Birth to the ashtray, life in the fast lane
Look at what the crows dragged in

The Plague (Prod. by Aloe Yoroi, Steezy Prime and Arael)

Delirium

Hell is Where the Heart Is (Prod. by Hellion & Cansino)

Sad the Impaler (Prod. by Prxz and Gin$eng)

Prod by Gloel

Verse 1:

Shrooms hit til its rainbow road
I grew sick of the same old jokes
And moved quick where the angels roam 
They won’t save your soul
Flip the world watch em fall through their halo holes
We bruise skin, fused in contusion art
Short fuse interviews to renew the scars
They love you when you’re new but they’ll soon depart 
I stayed hunted by the gloom, you assumed the part
Fuchsia brushstrokes paint the skies with their love notes
Beauty minutiae petunias bloom from a cut throat 
A million lights at night go in a sequence
Did I really live this life or did I dream it?
I don’t want to be here
But I don’t want to leave yet

Verse 2:

I go Romero so feral when I bear it all
I’ll skin my enemies and stretch it out like Harold
Narrow arrows thrown at my apparel
Throne of Blood & Marrow
Crows above a scarecrow 
Made of straw men arguments and table salt
Major flaws cut me open like a table saw 
Saw my inner demons thinking that they’re made of god 
Solemn bits and pieces sink into Venetian skies 
I feel alive in the in the moment between dreams and strife
The words grow from my bones til they’re needle-like
Porcupine spine dying at the speed of light 
Days from a normal life aged like California wine
Trapped in a maze like I’m Coraline
Unamazed mortified unfazed by the thorazine 
Lord of Flies head on a stake that you glorified 
If you’re scared to know yourself this is horrifying
The same me it’s just more refined
In a grave deep where the orchids lie 
Orcas die inside me every time I sing a whale song
Seattle rain became a hail storm 

Hook:

I don’t wanna leave yet but I don’t wanna be here
Everything I love will be swallowed in the ether

Rainbow Road (Prod. by gloel)

Prod by Cansino

Sadistik:

Pretty little zodiac 
tell me are you listening? 
Why don’t you say hello back
when the ghosts are visiting?
living in the sediment
scribbling my sentimental
Mental into wet cement
Everything I said I meant
Not living in the present
Skies become so heavy
I feel like a piñata when it’s empty 
I’ll fill another bottle I’m a MD
20/20 hindsight
In a place that’s full of people I don’t quite like, aye 
Looking out the glass again
Aspirations aspirate 
Compliments are aspartame
Tears feel like they’re acid rain
Always been a castaway
Don’t save me I’m just trash today
I’m refuse
Usually you’re bruised when you get used to feeling used
All these ups and downs I  learned to ride the waves
Most the nightmares are when I’m wide awake
I don’t wanna go don’t let me die today
If it makes me numb I’ll take the side effects 


Mick Jenkins: 

If it makes me numb I’ll take the side effects
If it makes me…
If it gets me pissed off puff smoke
So much talking out the neck nigga we cut-throat now
Not what you would expect 
Fuck your assuming we just added the seasonings 
Told ‘em hoe don’t be cumin when the thyme right
Lime-light in my eye I don’t need that 
Cash when I require best believe that 
In hindsight was just getting by 
’Til I was 25 I’m coming live
Oh did I mention I beat statistics?
Made the fire with the friction 
My diction sophisticated no fiction has been recited
The credit for a belated, shit is Kriss Kriss 
No jokes the politicking make my dick soft put it in quotes now
Fuck up out your respect
See how I’m moving niggas low-key
It’s hard to stay quiet with the OG on me
Only a couple niggas I call homies these days
Said some prayers that got the phonies erased
If we ain’t FaceTiming then you ain’t really know me these days
Not too much talking do my growing silent

Zodiac (Feat. Mick Jenkins)

Prod by Ogui

Verse 1:

Like a canary in a mine 
if I start singing death I hope you’re carrying a 9
8 years deep said I’d marry her in 9
Kings Queen blowing cloud rings staring at the sky 
Sub-Zero temperatures still tearing out my spine
Stars above us hover in a paramount design 
This is cinema, my piss and vinegar makes living difficult
We kiss the stitches shut until it parallels the mind
Constellations look like pointillism poignant pen places poison in em
Dropping gems like an oyster center 
Got a koi fish in him swimming where the noise is hidden
Now I can’t avoid the venom, love-torn from the Joy Division
Increase the dosage til peaks that I reach are closer
And heavens still seem below us this medicine eats its own
My memories each alone, vermillion dreams recurring
I’m sketching it with a rose, you left it beneath my bones
My speech is blurring it’s reoccurring I need to learn 
To play my part, We’re made of carbon that means if it breathes it burns 
Seasons turn to frost-bitten August went into freezing first 
Beast of burden walks in a tarpit until he sinks in dirt, awkward 
I’m dancing with two left feet to a eulogy 
One day I hope my passion turns my ashes into jewelry 
Ruining all I touch when the blood-covered the jubilee
Manuevered through the cruelty, beautifuls what you grew to be 

Verse 2:

Death isn’t a question I’m taking it like a lesson
I etched into in my skeleton case in I forget the message 
A vestige of bad intentions, No Heaven won’t make it better 
Those devils don’t take a breather, they stay and assess wreckage 
With that Hara-Kiri nearing I’m peering across the ocean
My periodic devotions grow teary-eyed from the poems
So weary I’ve been unfocused I’m hearing cries from my close ones
A myriad of emotions I’m mirror-like in my opus 
Let the breath get in I’m present more precious than any gem is 
Sentimental mental’s heavy no respite from leaded headaches 
Here they come, nobody hears me I’m clear you see through the charades 
Never let go of the echoes but savor the time I’m blessed with

Canary In A Mine (Prod. by Ogui)

SADISTIK

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