1984

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Early Adopted ft. Sadistik- Teeth to Dust
Produced by Imperial
A Landlocked Autumn
Track artwork by Marcus Casey
Special thanks to Jason Jones
2015

Lyrics

(Intro)

I arrived
Not sure where I was
Been living in a fog and a buzz
Gotta’ come down at some point, that time was now
Prolonged realizing she ain’t around
And won’t be back
Didn’t wana’ face it
Or myself
Mirror disgraceful
Ain’t as easy to actually change
As it is to stand there and say it (look)
I got comfortable in a place that don’t make me comfortable
And I stayed untiI I wore my welcome out
Didn’t knock my boots on the mat when I came in the house
And I’m out
Took myself out of the element
Destination was irrelevant
Anywhere but here
I just promised myself that I won’t go to hell again (look)
Now I hear clearer like my ears just popped
Ever since I hopped on a plane and kissed my pops goodbye
Told me to work hard,
Didn’t know what I was doing, but “good flight”
Salute
That same man told me sleep can wait
And being tired well, it ain’t a real thing
And when I take it into consideration and think
He’s right, don’t mean shit, in the grand scheme
Now I never I miss breakfast
Napkin tucked in my neck for when egg drips
Three drinks on me, etiquette 
Coffee, the water, the o.j., refreshments (look)
I learned how to tame the air
After running against it for all these years
How to untie knots and set sail
I ain’t stopping until I hit new sands
Had to learn the Bowline after giving up on the Windsor
Come to think of it, never could tie that kind without the help of my father’s fingers
Think about destiny
And the definition
Then I remembered 
A girl that once loved me
Told me, “You ain’t gonna’ get it,”
Unless you really want it,
Then you ain’t gona’ see me in the ending! 

(Chorus)

Came in alone 
When you realize same way that you gona’ go
Don’t think that saying’s been true this whole time?
Who you think gona’ be there for you?
Who gona’ be there for you?
When all you have is yourself
Can’t depend on nobody else
Bite down on that smile,
You see them teeth turn to dust?
Who you think gona’ be there for you?
Who gona’ be there for you?

(V2; Sadistik)

Born alone
Die alone
Spine shivers like a vibraphone, 
Ants step into my ribosomes,
Anne Sexton when she writes a poem, 
I roam (Rome)
Alone with the sharks
Loan sharks, holding my heart, 
Pull me apart
I can add up the atoms I'm sad, I'm a soul, living solely to part, 
A rose (rows) 
Grows in the dark, 
Maybe it's fiction, I'm over that part,
Pay me a visit, I'll take the prescription, 
I promise, make me your victim, 
Honest
I miss when I would swing for fun so free and callow
Now I'm Frida Khalo swinging from the gallows, 
Shiver me timbers, these are the frigid Decembers
The blizzards the winters, the winners of temperature drops
The bitter I've been in, the liver that spots, mineral loss, 
Their cinemas scripted, I've been here before,
Having a curse with no visible cause,
Since a consensus I've entered the storm, 
Cause’ that's what occurs when our chemicals cross,
I'm up in arms, but not one to worship, 
Yea, some are serpents,
Thousands, 
Steps to an undercurrent,
A thousand deaths not one is current, 
Underserving, ugly person, 
Pretty poems, a diversion, 
Come to terms that I don't really know em’
I don't really owe em’ 
It's just a surface 

(Chorus)


Teeth to Dust ft. Sadistik

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[Hook]

I bought a gun
Yea I hide it in my closet
Next to the skeletons quiet when I cock it
[Verse 1: Nemo Achida]
I bought a gun, Sex pistol she was fun
We shot in black & white every day like ancient nuns
Or foreign films or Jordan 1s
Two shots, one for me & one for her
We're dead floating off the bombest lungs
Designer bodybags, my tongue chaotic
Like Jason's tech on the dresser 
They be show 9s underneath the guidance of professor 
Unschooled, hard knocks love a tall glock
The big hand or a barrell 
When you watch your head on our clock
'Cause my block, scars to the face so I rapped a lot
Staying out the way is survival in a nutshell 
Cross a brother's path and he make glove compartment nut shells
Nutty motherfuckers move your crust and ask for more bread
Look into the floor of a hustler and it's code red 
George pushed the button on these terroristic hacks
Of a soldier that would friendly fire just to gain a rack
It is crazy where we at

[Hook]

[Verse 2: Sadistik]

I'm off that sleep deprivation, 
Minds a mine field that just keeps detonating, 
So I keep dead & waiting,
There's a gun inside my closet now, 
Make not a sound, unfired not a round, 
Just 'cause you don't believe doesn't mean it's not around, 
In this haunted house I listen close, 
Ear against the prison walls, iridescent visuals, 
I hear morose quotes in morse codes & moreso 
There's morsels of more souls around me, 
Yea they're forceful & hounding, 
Where im from its storm-soaked & cloudy, 
It's suicide capital, born-broken county, 
So count on me to count you out, 
I'm counterculture roundabout, 
Witty with the witticisms still I'm iffy if without a crowd, 
Without a doubt... Doubt, Sinks into the shoulder blades, 
Captive of the scapulas, I think that I can hold the weight, 
I cultivated weaponry I'm on the run, 
and growing paranoid so I bought a gun.

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Sadistik:

Pretty little zodiac 
tell me are you listening? 
Why don’t you say hello back
when the ghosts are visiting?
living in the sediment
scribbling my sentimental
Mental into wet cement
Everything I said I meant
Not living in the present
Skies become so heavy
I feel like a piñata when it’s empty 
I’ll fill another bottle I’m a MD
20/20 hindsight
In a place that’s full of people I don’t quite like, aye 
Looking out the glass again
Aspirations aspirate 
Compliments are aspartame
Tears feel like they’re acid rain
Always been a castaway
Don’t save me I’m just trash today
I’m refuse
Usually you’re bruised when you get used to feeling used
All these ups and downs I  learned to ride the waves
Most the nightmares are when I’m wide awake
I don’t wanna go don’t let me die today
If it makes me numb I’ll take the side effects 


Mick Jenkins: 

If it makes me numb I’ll take the side effects
If it makes me…
If it gets me pissed off puff smoke
So much talking out the neck nigga we cut-throat now
Not what you would expect 
Fuck your assuming we just added the seasonings 
Told ‘em hoe don’t be cumin when the thyme right
Lime-light in my eye I don’t need that 
Cash when I require best believe that 
In hindsight was just getting by 
’Til I was 25 I’m coming live
Oh did I mention I beat statistics?
Made the fire with the friction 
My diction sophisticated no fiction has been recited
The credit for a belated, shit is Kriss Kriss 
No jokes the politicking make my dick soft put it in quotes now
Fuck up out your respect
See how I’m moving niggas low-key
It’s hard to stay quiet with the OG on me
Only a couple niggas I call homies these days
Said some prayers that got the phonies erased
If we ain’t FaceTiming then you ain’t really know me these days
Not too much talking do my growing silent

Zodiac (Feat. Mick Jenkins)

Prod by Ogui

Verse 1:

Like a canary in a mine 
if I start singing death I hope you’re carrying a 9
8 years deep said I’d marry her in 9
Kings Queen blowing cloud rings staring at the sky 
Sub-Zero temperatures still tearing out my spine
Stars above us hover in a paramount design 
This is cinema, my piss and vinegar makes living difficult
We kiss the stitches shut until it parallels the mind
Constellations look like pointillism poignant pen places poison in em
Dropping gems like an oyster center 
Got a koi fish in him swimming where the noise is hidden
Now I can’t avoid the venom, love-torn from the Joy Division
Increase the dosage til peaks that I reach are closer
And heavens still seem below us this medicine eats its own
My memories each alone, vermillion dreams recurring
I’m sketching it with a rose, you left it beneath my bones
My speech is blurring it’s reoccurring I need to learn 
To play my part, We’re made of carbon that means if it breathes it burns 
Seasons turn to frost-bitten August went into freezing first 
Beast of burden walks in a tarpit until he sinks in dirt, awkward 
I’m dancing with two left feet to a eulogy 
One day I hope my passion turns my ashes into jewelry 
Ruining all I touch when the blood-covered the jubilee
Manuevered through the cruelty, beautifuls what you grew to be 

Verse 2:

Death isn’t a question I’m taking it like a lesson
I etched into in my skeleton case in I forget the message 
A vestige of bad intentions, No Heaven won’t make it better 
Those devils don’t take a breather, they stay and assess wreckage 
With that Hara-Kiri nearing I’m peering across the ocean
My periodic devotions grow teary-eyed from the poems
So weary I’ve been unfocused I’m hearing cries from my close ones
A myriad of emotions I’m mirror-like in my opus 
Let the breath get in I’m present more precious than any gem is 
Sentimental mental’s heavy no respite from leaded headaches 
Here they come, nobody hears me I’m clear you see through the charades 
Never let go of the echoes but savor the time I’m blessed with

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