I think this is my favorite off Elysium. Listened on repeat more times than I think I can count

Omg I love this. I thought it was the original, I was confused and saw it was still your album. Your great for this.

This song is so beautiful... gives me chills..Love you Sadistik^^

PITCH BLACK

Haunted Gardens

8 ½ (Prod. by Televangel)

Daisies (Prod. by Bubbymane, cello by Luke Janela)

Produced by Foxwedding
Backing vocals by Lotte Kestner
Violin by Michelle Kim
Artwork by Creators&Destroyers

Lyrics:

Hook:

None of us are saints, but some of us ain’t
You love the paint but the colors will change
Staring out the window again
A hundred rain drops still sit on my skin 

VERSE 1:

Messages in bottles
Lessons that I etched as a staccato 
I go Hatori Hanzo with the gonzo
Until I fill the hollows
Bones dipped in gold go vibrato 
Falsettos cause an echo but for how long?
Heavy as I’ve ever been
Heaven’s just a death away
Boulder-shouldered seraphim 
Broke everything that’s delicate 
Looking at yourself again
Yet you never self reflect
Orpheus & Eurydice 
Like you’ve been to Hell and back 
Innocent to diffident
Indifferent to the dissonance 
Drifting in and out of indolence
Indecent and still in descent 
Disparate makes desperate
I’m distant when I ponder on the infinite
Walk along the precipice 
Always on defensive when 
Autonom reflixiveness 
Albatross’ eloquent 
Watch me while I levitate
Crawling on the Zeppelins
Monologues are deafening 
Do anything to exit 
When I’m lost among the desolate

VERSE 2:

Stalagmites inside my mouth 
Ultraviolet fire-bound
Take the grey I find
And maybe I can make it light up now
Lately I admire how
You make things seem lively 
When I’m dying out 
Words are like a spiderweb I’m spiral bound
My la fleur planting haunted gardens 
Where the scars are formed 
Pluck my heart like harpsichords 
Til one of ours will wash ashore 
Baited breath til sharks’ll swarm
Bay of pigs we’re art of war
Bayonets I’m marching toward 
Lately I’ve been Lobster Boy
I’m running out of air to breathe, be
coming what I’m scared to see, leave
Nothing to the parakeets, these
Summers that appeared to be, dreams
Prisoners of the moment
living among the stoic
Prisms of other omens
Visions becoming real
Sometimes it’s just too surreal
So tell me how do you feel?
Are all the walls closing in?
When only the blue prevails
Stuck in a blooper reel 
Where nothing is beautiful 
A heart like beluga whale
Awaits for the wounds to heal

Saints (Prod. by Foxwedding)

Produced by Suni Vega and Arzon
Cover Art by Felix Velvet

Pet Sematary

Pet Sematary (Prod. by Suni Vega & Arzon)

Delirium

Hell is Where the Heart Is (Prod. by Hellion & Cansino)

Aileen Wuornos (Prod. by White Shinobi)

Prod by Gloel

Verse 1:

Shrooms hit til its rainbow road
I grew sick of the same old jokes
And moved quick where the angels roam 
They won’t save your soul
Flip the world watch em fall through their halo holes
We bruise skin, fused in contusion art
Short fuse interviews to renew the scars
They love you when you’re new but they’ll soon depart 
I stayed hunted by the gloom, you assumed the part
Fuchsia brushstrokes paint the skies with their love notes
Beauty minutiae petunias bloom from a cut throat 
A million lights at night go in a sequence
Did I really live this life or did I dream it?
I don’t want to be here
But I don’t want to leave yet

Verse 2:

I go Romero so feral when I bear it all
I’ll skin my enemies and stretch it out like Harold
Narrow arrows thrown at my apparel
Throne of Blood & Marrow
Crows above a scarecrow 
Made of straw men arguments and table salt
Major flaws cut me open like a table saw 
Saw my inner demons thinking that they’re made of god 
Solemn bits and pieces sink into Venetian skies 
I feel alive in the in the moment between dreams and strife
The words grow from my bones til they’re needle-like
Porcupine spine dying at the speed of light 
Days from a normal life aged like California wine
Trapped in a maze like I’m Coraline
Unamazed mortified unfazed by the thorazine 
Lord of Flies head on a stake that you glorified 
If you’re scared to know yourself this is horrifying
The same me it’s just more refined
In a grave deep where the orchids lie 
Orcas die inside me every time I sing a whale song
Seattle rain became a hail storm 

Hook:

I don’t wanna leave yet but I don’t wanna be here
Everything I love will be swallowed in the ether

Rainbow Road (Prod. by gloel)

Prod by Vague003

An anthem for anathemas
I show anatomy dissect me like a basilisk
Display it on a mantlepiece
Lady Lazarus resurrect with praising passages
Let’s connect our skeletons to save me from the gravitas 
Small talk lips covered in coarse salt
Acid touch armadillo armor arms are Jax’s come
And harbor with an active storm
Place it in a frame until it’s palpable 
Castle Freak bleeding alcohol beneath these castle walls 
Dastardly bastard boy screaming til the shadows fall
Cataloging agony dreaming of an asteroid 
Streaming I’m so lacrimal after all ash dissolves 
I hope they see it’s masterful
Suspended in suspense 
Upended with the rest, never resting 
Yet I’m catatonic 
Living like a matador scribbling in travel logs 
Apple cores littered in my apologues 
Appaloosas running through my sadder moments 
All the pretty horses

All The Pretty Horses (Prod. by Vague003)

Prod by HXRXKILLER

Verse 1:

Either turn a blind eye, or learn to climb high
Heights are bird’s-eye, pining birds cry
From pines opining the words I per-scribe
Combine the sight-seeing perched on birch I
Got burned on pyres heard the word to wise
Search the surface sure fits are first to die
All my personal ties-dyed by turpentine 
Time to turn the tides, tidals turned to fires
If I don’t earn my stripes I go serpentine 
This is versifier versus verse for hire 
I surf the current search where urchins hide 
Describe the words so verdant averse to liars 
In the lair layers-peeling earths design 
Later pills appeal built purple skies
Way uphill & still felt immersified 
Murdered like rehearsal it hurts to find 
While we live in the gutter they mimic each other
I’m gutted like fishes while fishing for love
And I give em the mud from my limbs like a drug
They’re so limited, lemon on tongue
Heavy lead from my lungs 
I’m a leper these leopards left steps on my stomach
It’s never enough, I’m the Shepard you summoned 
The sum of the efforts, still some are for never
Let everything flush because nothings forever   
You ever just tasted your blood? Maybe it’s rust 
I’m erasing the touches you left on my skeleton breaking the trust 
Still defacing my days, while I’m facing the flood  
I’m a raisin in suns, raising razors to cut 
Cut aways to the rays in the summer
Arrays of the thunder I’d make just to savor the suffering 
Chasing what was, we’re all made just to fade into dust
Were created then placed in the dust

Verse 2:

Fold my limbs up like origami
It makes it easy to store the body
Humor me & my morbid hobbies
They're made of carbons of course they copy
So they're zombies flow to heartbeats
Prose McCarthy, Murakami
Atheist spits with form that’s godly 
That ain’t for me G that’s for my Rottie 
Be careful my crosshairs might come for your head
From here you look like a fly stuck in a web
I am so fabulous God in the flesh
I am so Lazarus summon the dead
I’m in my bag like Asami victims
Don’t say shit, who saw me vic em?
Tear through flesh like a Pardee picture 
You’re scared I’m read like McCarthyism 
Look at my scalp to see sixes aligned 
These Judas’ smile while they’re gripping a knife 
I’m know I’m a star so I give em my light 
We’re passing each other like ships in the night

Lazarus (Prod. by HXRXKILLER)

Prod by Ogui

Verse 1:

Like a canary in a mine 
if I start singing death I hope you’re carrying a 9
8 years deep said I’d marry her in 9
Kings Queen blowing cloud rings staring at the sky 
Sub-Zero temperatures still tearing out my spine
Stars above us hover in a paramount design 
This is cinema, my piss and vinegar makes living difficult
We kiss the stitches shut until it parallels the mind
Constellations look like pointillism poignant pen places poison in em
Dropping gems like an oyster center 
Got a koi fish in him swimming where the noise is hidden
Now I can’t avoid the venom, love-torn from the Joy Division
Increase the dosage til peaks that I reach are closer
And heavens still seem below us this medicine eats its own
My memories each alone, vermillion dreams recurring
I’m sketching it with a rose, you left it beneath my bones
My speech is blurring it’s reoccurring I need to learn 
To play my part, We’re made of carbon that means if it breathes it burns 
Seasons turn to frost-bitten August went into freezing first 
Beast of burden walks in a tarpit until he sinks in dirt, awkward 
I’m dancing with two left feet to a eulogy 
One day I hope my passion turns my ashes into jewelry 
Ruining all I touch when the blood-covered the jubilee
Manuevered through the cruelty, beautifuls what you grew to be 

Verse 2:

Death isn’t a question I’m taking it like a lesson
I etched into in my skeleton case in I forget the message 
A vestige of bad intentions, No Heaven won’t make it better 
Those devils don’t take a breather, they stay and assess wreckage 
With that Hara-Kiri nearing I’m peering across the ocean
My periodic devotions grow teary-eyed from the poems
So weary I’ve been unfocused I’m hearing cries from my close ones
A myriad of emotions I’m mirror-like in my opus 
Let the breath get in I’m present more precious than any gem is 
Sentimental mental’s heavy no respite from leaded headaches 
Here they come, nobody hears me I’m clear you see through the charades 
Never let go of the echoes but savor the time I’m blessed with

Lazarus (Prod. by HXRXKILLER)

SADISTIK

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