the background song was "Chapel" by Nicole Dollganger.

Prod. by Foxwedding

Verse 1

I try to stay positive I’m in a negative place
I try to apply all my paints in the negative space
I tried to describe all their pain just to take it away 
I tried to invite them to stay in a dangerous place 
Where ravens still play, on plains, with stakes
They place inside their veins we’re vain they’re fake
But I’m the same I hate my ways it weighs me down
I’m bound to drown and blind to faith and fate afraid 
I can’t defeat I stay in frays beneath LA alone
The rain won’t fade away

Hook

Samsara now I know I’m getting my karma
Keeping my head above water 
When I say I’m sorry I’m shedding my armor 
When I wake up then you better be gone I’ll go

Verse 2


I thought I was alone in a haunted home lost
With the Sadakos look at what the monochrome brought
One day when the sky falls they’ll say I wasn’t like them
Trace all the steps where the god of crows walked
Crop-Circles scarecrow bought his own plot 
Lost virtue barefoot rocks below steps
I’ll hurt you it’s all I know I just don’t talk 
When the particles part my heart will survive in this
Dark with a light in it spark from a type of flint
Flint water in our diets hiding in the lion’s den
Words like a rain-catcher first til the fire catch
Search through the paint splatter birds in a wire mesh
I defend my idle friends tell me where the time all went?
A product of environment is caught up in the spider-web
Dialect why would you admire this?
I invent my defects the high is just a side-effect
Careful cuz that might affect you
I cook up my defense like a Phalanx
A fence full of talons
Ask me anything I’ll deflect it with talent 
Reflections infected with malice, amputate me
I’ll re-animate after they leave 
Limbs hang by a limb I can’t mask the gangrene 
When the path that I travel’s dilapidating 
In daydreams that I have I decapitate kings

L'appel Du Vide

Samsara (Prod. Foxwedding)

Prod. by HXRXKILLER & Mayten

Verse 1

I saw your face displayed upon a crescent moon
That wavers up and down depending how the petals bloom
Doomed always destitute fused through infected roots
Searching for a message but there’s nowhere left to exit to 
Heart full of vestibules scars show I’m resolute 
Why seek a resolution? Narcosis heaven sent 
Tar grows beneath my feet dark grows infested fruit 
Too exhausted need to breathe car smoke emits perfume forever
I’ve been Inhaling the thinnest air 
Fishscales on my skin and hair
Set sail but you but you didn’t care
Dancing like I’m Fred Astaire standing on a Finesterre 
Ready for the rocks below, chest still full of rocket fuel
Flammable just another animal for fossil fuel
All my words are oxidized jar of flies are molecule
I find solace in the solitude
Everything grew silent when I called for you

Verse 2

I saw your face displayed upon a harvest moon 
Tried to sing my pain away in ways I know it’s not in tune
Save me from the jaws of gloom maybe I can offer you
More than what I say I’m made of lately it’s my Waterloo 
Hate me for my monikers baby I’m a connoisseur
Gave away my parts to you sang it like a cockatoo
Smaller still always crawled uphill to face robotic views  
Haunt me when the monsters taunt me talking in their solemn hues together
They say I got a way with words
It never gave me worth but still I got away with worse 
Always dreaming while they take their turn
Throwing matches til I’m ashes leave me at the stake to burn 
Encased in urns earnest fake concern circus circles us
Aching churns dermis brazen stay alert in turtle shell 
Mazes turned fragrant say the word before I hurt myself 
Pain occurs sacred when you came up from infertile soil 

Verse 3 

I saw god in a bodybag
I got lost in the stars when they’d cross like a polygraph 
Never lie cardiac in every line insomniac forever 
Never go to sleep again black lungs from the falling ash 
Giraffe tongue with a heart to match 
Get sawed in half like the Dahlia
Place pain on display in Hollywood 
Paint it all like Dali would Face of War
Fountain pens melting countenances in a drawing book
A psycho full of cyclones eyes closed
I go cold when I fly low
Brains feed on haikus isolated in my temples, Cairo
Bones jut from they’re homes like they’re silos 
I’m Silent Hill tell me where the time went
Kill Pyramids that followed with the knife gripped, 
Vice-grips always on the mind when the crisis hits 
Everywhere it’s like a mine I step add the minuses
I’m an atom bomb made of atoms add ‘em up
Adam’s apple’s rotten smashed to applesauce adamant 
No Adam Eve in anatomy only albatrosses if I have to speak 
Another casualty of the casted wings casually 
I’m high again vibrant as a hyacinth idling 
So I pretend that my defense is working 
Lurking with the burdens that still hide below the surface
I know these things have meaning sometimes I don’t know the purpose
Introverted dizzy from the disconcerted tizzies 
Mr. Perfect isn’t worth it give me what I didn’t earn
Put it in an urn live and learn I could never tell the difference 
When I’m miniature red alerts read aloud like ministers
It’s hard to breathe when you’re drowning in the goodbyes 
But I’m still here now so tell me what that look like?
They use a sword to signify that you’re a good Knight
Then use the same one to kill you and say goodnight

The Moon Smiled Back At Me (Prod. by HXRXKILLER & Mayten)

Marika Hackman - I Follow Rivers

Sickheart - She Said

SICKHEART - Me & April

gemini aaliyah - faded SPED UP

aloneintokyo - wanderlust

With @jyoung5900

Sometimes I just need a break from it all even though my ego hates to admit it because i'm such a push forward type of person

Everything gets so fucking overwhelming sometimes that it starts to feel unbearable. I have to keep reminding myself to endure, as strength is endurance + persistence, and not anger + tyranny.

I love you all, I hope you enjoy from the depths of my being

I Jus Need A Break (w/ J. Young)

Stem (Surfaced)

produced by @timschaufert

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⋆｡˚ ✩ lyrics:
hour by hour
no love to be found
you're addicted to power
it's holding me down
and why is she the one
in your crown

we're an unholy duo
the lord knows it best
it's a dangerous lust
and i lust i confess it
i know just what you like
yea i do

cause i could be your goddess
i'm waiting in the garden
the two of us will never win
forgive me father i have sinned
but i know that you want it
i'm waiting in the garden 
come and pick me up
the two of us will never win
forgive me father i have sinned
forgive me father i have sinned

and i share all your secrets
but this isn't love
cause you take and i give
so i'm calling your bluff
and i know that you're not
from above

i'll become your medusa 
and turn you to stone
you'll still taste all my venom
when nobody's home
and maybe this time (just maybe)
you'll end up alone

but i could be your goddess
i'm waiting in the garden
the two of us will never win
forgive me father i have sinned
but i know that you want it
i'm waiting in the garden 
come and pick me up
the two of us will never win
forgive me father i have sinned
forgive me father i have sinned

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i could be your goddess

GHOSTAPE2 - track 8
written/produced by casey marley breidenbach
mixed/mastered by tim pannella
cover art by deffux
retrohorrorrecords

The Moon Smiled Back At Me (Prod. by HXRXKILLER & Mayten)

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