McKinley

2019

Hi Rez

1/15/19

♡her heart has flowers inside♡

Yaaaassss!

produced by elmstreet beats
Sampled Coasts

Your Soul

1. Jason Derulo – Trumpets 2. Zara Larsson – Uncover 3. Beyoncé – XO 4. Ellie Gouding – Burn 5. Melanie Martinez – Soap 6. Nicki Minaj – Your Love 7. Taylor Swift – White Horse 8. Karmin – Pulses 9. Gwen Stefani – Baby Don’t Lie 10. Rihanna – Diamonds 11. Kat Deluna ft Trey Songz – Bum Bum 12. Rihanna ft JAY-Z – Umbrella 13. Justin Bieber – Boyfriend 14. Selena Gomez – Same Old Love 15. Lorde – Royals 16. Wiz Khalifa ft Charlie Puth – See You Again 17. Selena Gomez – Come & Get It 18. Shakira – Empire 19. B.O.B. ft Hayley Williams – Airplanes 20. Nicki Minaj – Pills N Potions 21. Ella Henderson – Glow 22. Lady Gaga – Bloody Mary 23. Karmin – Pulses 24. Miley Cyrus – Adore You 25. Sam Smith – Stay With Me 26. Gwen Stefani – Baby Don’t Lie INSTRUMENTALS: 1. R. City ft Adam Levine – Locked Away 2. Nicki Minaj – Pills N Potions 3. Ariana Grande – One Last Time (Toms + Percussion + Claps) 4. Selena Gomez – Same Old Love (Claps) 5. Gwen Stefani – Baby Don’t Lie

Locked Away( Megamix)

Cheating Rap (Need better name)

thank you for all the love yall given me from when i started earlier this year, here's one last song before 2017 ends. i love yall, and i got hella plans for next year <3 
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we both know i'm not the best at showing just how much i care 
but every word you've ever said, just know that i'm not unaware 

of all the little things you'd do, and everything that makes you cute 
cuz i'd give up the world in a heartbeat just to show that my love is true 

and i know it's been awhile, it's too late for me to say
that i still really love your smile, and i regret it everyday 

i lie awake, im stuck in bed,
thinkin of the words i never said 
i lie awake, can't leave my bed,
thinkin of the words i should've said to you
the words i should've said to you 
the words i should've said to you  

and i know it sounds cliche, i'm writing letters in my songs 
singing the same things over and over, like how i'm sorry i was wrong 

i know you hate when i apologize, and you hate that look inside my eyes 
you tell me it's alright, but i still hate it when you cry

i lie awake, im stuck in bed 
thinkin of the words i never said 
i lie awake, you're in my head 
thinkin of the words i should've said to you
words i should've said to you 
words i should've said to you  

and now i've gotchu you in my song, it's the least that i could do
anytime, just say the word; i'll do my best to make it up to you

cause there's nothing i wouldn't give to see you smile like you did
and there's nothing i wouldn't do, for one more chance to be with you

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the words i should've said

frozenwater ft. suburb

Music Video out now!!!: 
I really hope you all enjoy this song! I know it's a little different but please give it a chance! i love you all so much, you have truly changed my life in such a positive way <3
Production and Mixing done by: @mandu4
Cover art by: @pytn.d (on instragram)

Lyrics-

let's go back

we're never going back

what we had can never be replaced

but without you I feel out of place

let's go back when we first fell love

before I met you girl I never knew of love

memories are distant now

I think of you whenever I'm feeling down

let's go back

we're never going back

without you w/ mandu

I cant get over those green eyes
so pale but she's so full of life
I've never seen somebody so lovely
wonder if there's really something
or if I'm just fucking up again
I cant get over those green eyes
her hair her face the way she smiles
im fuckin dead
I love hearing about how you've been
thought about you every single day since
cant believe someone so perfect exists
I cant get over those green eyes
I swear her heart has flowers inside
so beautiful
words cant describe they don't even come close
send you my love inside of a blue rose
just say goodbye and ill leave you alone
I cant get over those green eyes
her hands are so cold just like her fuckin heart
swear that I love how you tear me apart
draw with my blood like its more of your art
miss you so much but I know that you arent
missing me the same
feel so alone now
thought you cared about me
did you ever even feel anything
or was it all in my head
was it all in my head

her heart has flowers inside (prod. slidinmoon)

much love to @kaiyko <3
art by both of us (flower pic by love-abia on tumblr)

[demxntia & kaiyko]
you're the flower that I saw that day
I miss the way you comfort me 
I lost my sense of feeling love
the day you walked away from me

[kaiyko]

The other day, I swear that I saw your face, 
hidden in the crowd like a ghost that just fades away
I promise I wanted to see you next spring time
But by the time you come around I wont be the same girl I am 
now you start to disappear, can't help myself but drown in fear
I'm counting all our days spent together 
and I wish good times could last forever and
this is all the time we have, and I know our goodbye is shattered
but you'll be in my heart till the end of forever because...

[demxntia & kaiyko]

you're the flower that I saw that day
I miss the way you comfort me 
I lost my sense of feeling love
the day you walked away from me

[demxntia]

waking up alone I feel like part of me is missing 
flipping through the photos of the memories we shared 
and I swear that I remember all the days we spent together 
but I ruin all the things that I hold close to me 
now I'm regretting every thing we never did I can't face it
the thought of you alone breaks my heart and I hate it 
but I hope that the sound of my voice is enough 
to reach the one that I'll always love

[demxntia & kaiyko]

you're the flower that I saw that day
I miss the way you comfort me 
I lost my sense of feeling love
the day you walked away from me

When the sun sets I'll try to remember 
the things you that you promised when we were together
I'll dry all your tears if it means that you'll stay
I'll find you again and again till this pain fades away

the day you walked away

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the day you walked away w/ kaiyko

produced / mixed and mastered by : IOF
x3
i been on my shit but it don't feel right
ya im fuckin up a check but it dont feel right
all this money in my hands and it dont feel right
all these thoughts up in my head ya it dont feel right

everyone i thought was fam wanna talk shit
they act so clean wit bones in the closet
attention whores attracted to nonsense
they throw it all away for friends in a coffin
u dont even care about the damage 
u just want anyone to think ur a savage 
well u aint nothing but a phony
i cant even see u as a homie
baby u can tell me if we're fallin apart                                            are you gonna be the one who walks outa the door  now
fuckin tell me if we're takin a break
are you gonna be the one who falls down on your face now

x2
i been on my shit but it don't feel right
ya im fuckin up a check but it dont feel right
all this money in my hands and it dont feel right
all these thoughts up in my head ya it dont feel right

this time im jumpin off the edge
I know that this will never end
my demons walk with me instead 
of dreading every word unsaid 

now im bleeding on the carpet
shawty took my heart and tore it up because im harmless
now im dying on the floor like fuck her
never see me happy so they call me steadysuffer ya
i feel so frozen
10 degrees in my whip slow motion
ya cut thru me to the center
tape me up like a scene don't enter
swear i thought i knew it
why i never second guess
is beyond me shoulda known 
that you would turn just like the rest
a part of me was sure that you would switch up on a friend
but a bigger part of what i thought was eating at my chest ya

x2
i been on my shit but it don't feel right
ya im fuckin up a check but it dont feel right
all this money in my hands and it dont feel right
all these thoughts up in my head ya it dont feel right

don't enter (prod. IOF)

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LYRICS
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Make my death count
If you're gonna take it out on me
Make your words count
Stab me in the heart 
On a bed said i did this shit 
but i never did

no love all black
angel wings on my back
Baby you're a bad habit
And ima come back like a bad addict
Goth Queen

If you need me 
I'll be underneath
My name in lights
(in the moonlight)
I could see you dressing up
For Halloween
She a gothic queen 
She a gothic queen
She a bad one
You know what i mean 
Second to none
She a bad one

Yeah... I can give you everything
Anything you need
You can have the whole world
And a gothic king

((PHANTOM)) https://soundcloud.com/therealphant0m

You know that I need you
Baby would you come back
Million dollar mansion
Real phantom on track
All black Lambo
I know that you like black
Picture you inside that
Private jet and fly away
Baby ima take you there
Ima show you everything

No love all black
angel wings on my back
Baby you're a bad habit
And ima come back like a bad addict
Goth Queen

Hit the club get wasted
You've been on my mind so much
That i can fucking taste it
Take a pill to feel alive 
Instead i'm devastated
I'm outside
a werewolf in the moonlight
GloomE in the moonlight

((((GLOOMEE))) https://soundcloud.com/gloom3


I know a badass bitch
and she rolls around
she got black on black
my favorite colors down
She got ice on her wrist 
and when she rolls around
her squad dies it's a niche
but they all know good sounds
She said GloomE boy 
I dont know what you can see
For me i got everything
but i know honestly
I got issues on issues that haunt me
Honestly
Boy ina black vest 
I roll with the best
"MCCN" (Roll with the best) 
Phantom and MCCN here
They rockin the track
"MCCN" (Rockin the track)
Blowin up big to antagonize  
"MCCN" (I wanna Die)
Blowin up big to that I can attest

Yeah... I can give you everything
anything you need
You could have the whole world
And a gothic king


No love all black
angel wings on my back
Baby you're a bad habit
And ima come back like a bad addict
Goth Queen

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BAD HABIT - (Ft. gloomE & Phantom)[prod. Lil Uzi Vert] (Now on all streaming services)

Art by Nicole Jiménez

Prod - Xtravulous

@kingtheta
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She could see I’m dead inside
I said take your dress off
Alright...alright...
I went to bed with her
Woke up to hate my life

Kasdeya you're such a liar
Turned me into a vampire

Okay hold up
Can’t feel my face I’m so fucked up
Can’t feel my face I’m so fucked up
King Theta: (Forget her name I’m so fucked up)
Forgot my pain I’m so fucked up
King Theta: (Forget her face I’m so fucked up)

King Theta:
I can feel the drip
That’s the poison of a succubus
running down my throat
Let me get a grip
Cause I’m low on the chemicals
Keeping me afloat
Told me that she loved me
When she looked me in the eyes
Her energy was ugly but the fire felt alive
I was never grounded
Now I’m yelling at the sky
Chest keeps pounding
I was blinded by desire

That girl took my life
But she left me alive
Got me so so low
So I get high
I guess I learned a lesson
With the devil and a girl
But she always so stressing
I might hate my life
But don’t sip the lean
She could see the future
and she said don’t sleep
Theta goes big
King theta goes big

Kasdeya you're such a liar
Turned me into a vampire

Okay hold up
Can’t feel my face I’m so fucked up
Can’t feel my face I’m so fucked up
(Forget her name I’m so fucked up)
Forget my pain I’m so fucked up
(Forget her face I’m so fucked up)

I looked right into her eyes
saw snakes on her head
She didn't turn me into stone
It made me wish that i was dead
I could see her silhouette
vampire on my neck
She's in my head
I'ma take my last breath

Drug overdose
Got drugs in my nose
swear she was there
But they say it's the blow.

Drug overdose
Got drugs in my nose
swear she was there
But they say it's the blow

Drug overdose
Got drugs in my nose
Swear she was there
But they say it’s the blow

🧛 Kasdeya (Ft. KING THETA) (Now On All Streaming Services)

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 [prod. Sketchmyname] (Now on all streaming services)
 
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Front Porch (ft. lulow)

why u care now if u never did
u never did, u never did
ion understand yeah i must admit
i must admit, i must admit

it ain't the same if ur not around, and i'll
forget ur name if i leave this town, yeah
ion really wanna disappear, but i
would go insane if i stayed here

i don't wanna miss u
anymore, anymore than i did
i don't wanna feel this
anymore, anymore i can't stand it

so why i matter now if i never did?
i never did, i never did
nothin really changed up ever since
ever since, ever since

it'll be the same when i'm not around, and you'll
forget my name when i leave this town, yeah
ion really wanna disappear, but i
would go insane if i stayed here

because i don't wanna miss u
anymore, anymore than i did
i don't wanna feel this
anymore, anymore i can't stand it

i can't stand this feeling in my chest
i can't rest even if i tried my best
i don't wanna miss you, no

why won't you push me away, away
ik that i needed to change, to change
so close ur eyes and i will fade away, away
ik that i needed a change, a change

because i don't wanna miss u
anymore, anymore than i did
i don't wanna feel this
anymore, anymore i can't stand it

i can't stand this feeling in my chest
i can't rest even if i tried my best
i don't wanna miss you, no
yea i don't wanna miss you

i don't wanna miss u

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I wanted more than your pretty face.. 
(You've been)
You've been in my bed &
Talk shit behind my back
Find me in the back of the club smoke on the gas
Only on the best shit
Coulda been your best ex..
(Nah)
Nah, fuck that.

I'll find a new girl with the Vans on & 
I'm AlreadyDead like the whole damn gang
now she in my room & damn she bad
Now she turn the light off 
(Suck my dick)

Yet she still talk shit behind my back
Find me in the back of the club smoke on the gas
Only on the best shit
Coulda been your best ex..
(Nah)
Nah, fuck that.

Lead a pack of wolves in the way I was broken
Taught me how to grow when you cut me wide open
My condolences for who I was back then
Cause' you can fool me once
But you can't fool the dead

(I wanted more)
(than your pretty face) x3
(You've been)
You've been in my bed &
Talk shit behind my back
Find me in the back of the club 
Smoke on the gas
Only on the best shit
Coulda been your best ex..
(Nah)
Nah, fuck that.

Wolves (prod. Vaegud / Hxrxkiller)[All streaming services]

Happy Birthday (Enkay47)

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happy new year soundcloud family (:

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lyrics:

---------------------------tothegood---------------------------

[chorus]

happy new year happy new year yeah
open up champagne hanging with my fears yeah
time is going by so fast i wanna slow down
ill bury my memories under the snow today so i can fall out

[verse]

i wish it could be this way 
like you wish someone happiness and shit goes away
like i lose a friend every fucking year
tell me any reason why ill be okay
i dont wanna go any further but '
got a burden on skinny shoulders, im
lowkey making some honest music that's 
why im still feeling not so useless


---------------------thebreathingbackwards---------------------

[verse]

- new year, same pain
resolution on the low now
- new fears, in my brain
shivering bones in the snow now

im still, fucked up
i been tryna run from my demons
new thrill, tough luck
i dont wanna breathe and i mean it

staying inside
so many plans, that i dont abide to
playing a lie
ill keep making the music that i wanna cry to 

dropping the ball
on all the responsibilities unfinished 
ruin it all
counting down seconds like days that i witness

forget an acquaintance, im losing my patience, need inspiration 
its more of the same shit, depression that lingers without explanation 

im trapped in my bed now, panic attacking inside of my head now
in come the dread now, playing back every word that i said how

fuck all the noise, fuck all the smiles and fuck all the joy
all of this hatred inside of a void gonna keep me regretting the life i destroy 

i just wanna hide, close up my eyes, run from the fear that im holding inside
say i wanna die, but its a lie, i got no choice but to battle this year and survive

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happy new year (feat. thebreathingbackwards) [prod. tothegood]

produced by @discent

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/album/05X20gO9bJuOp6BEU7GC0r

iTunes:
https://itunes.apple.com/gb/album/uber-x-mercedes/1450391331?i=1450391332

Lyrics:
[Hook]
Uber x Mercedes
I’m thinking bout you baby
I’m dying can you save me
I’m on the drugs don’t hate me
I’m on the edge no faking
I’m on the edge I’m breaking
My body it keeps shaking
For you I’m always waiting
Uber x Mercedes
I’m thinking bout you baby
I’m dying can you save me
I’m on the drugs don’t hate me
I’m on the edge no faking
I’m on the edge I’m breaking
My body it keeps shaking
For you I’m always waiting

[Verse]
This might be the last time
This might as well be goodbye
But fuck it I’ll just get high
Fuck it I’ll get high girl
No I’m not alright girl
I’m tryna see the whole world
Get out of my home town
Why the fuck he hating yeah I think he need to calm down
Why the fuck I feel like this oh yeah I’m on the come down
I need to get out of my head now
I’m sorry I’m such a let down 
I need to get out of my head now
I’m sorry I’m such a let down 

[Hook]
Uber x Mercedes
I’m thinking bout you baby
I’m dying can you save me
I’m on the drugs don’t hate me
I’m on the edge no faking
I’m on the edge I’m breaking
My body it keeps shaking
For you I’m always waiting
Uber x Mercedes
I’m thinking bout you baby
I’m dying can you save me
I’m on the drugs don’t hate me
I’m on the edge no faking
I’m on the edge I’m breaking
My body it keeps shaking
For you I’m always waiting

uber x mercedes (prod. discent)

Produced by Ten50 https://soundcloud.com/10fifty6

Mixed & Mastered by Lulo https://soundcloud.com/lu_lo

Already Dead

She Was The Killer

She Was The Killer (Prod. Ten50)

Check out the producers

@lu_lo
@oceanonthebeat
(Prod. Ocean & Lu_Lo)
Shout to @Lu_Lo on the Vocal Mix 

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She's a bad girl with a cute smile
Ain't no control when i see her face
So, baby will you come back to my place
We'll take it slow
Or maybe we wont, I don't know
Don't need to know what the future holds 
Girl take my clothes cause you look so cold
I bite your neck
You say you love it when I pull your hair
(Marks on your body left everywhere) 

We got that liquor on our breath
Ooo but we see so clear
Don't want this night to end 
Just wanna lay here.. 
Just wanna lay here.. 
Don't want this night to end just wanna lay here
Just wanna lay right...
Just wanna lay right here...

Cause she's a bad girl with a cute smile
Aint no control when i see her face
So baby will you come back to my place
Bad girl...
She's a bad girl with a cute smile
Ain't no control when i see her face
So, baby will you come back to my place
We'll take it slow
Or maybe we wont, I don't know

She like my fast car... 
Got her a pink Ducati
But she says that she'd rather ride me
I bite your neck
You say you love it when I pull your hair
(Marks on your body left everywhere) 

Cause she's a bad girl with a cute smile
(liquor on your breath)
Aint no control when i see her face
(Don't want this night to end)
So baby will you come back to my place
(Don't want this night to end) 
Bad girl

Bad (Feat. Lu_Lo)

was i dreaming (yung broken)

MIXED AND MASTERED BY @iofmusic
COVER ART BY @ewmattisgross
PRODUCED BY @tothegood

9 lives (prod. tothegood)

i aint havin none of dis (sewerperson)

jus to see u (eldrick beats)

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Lyrics


I don't want you to rest in peace
I can't believe you're gone 
I miss the smile on your face 
The way you use to contemplate every word to say
And no i'm not okay 
I'm tired of the fakes 
If you were here you'd put them in their place

I've been dreamin we will meet again
In these pills I see your face
All I feel now is empty space
Blame it all on me i'll take your place in a heartbeat 
I know you're watching me
Blame it all on me i'll take your place in a heartbeat
I can't stand to see your grave
Your ghost is watching me 

I'm trying to believe their words when they say... 
You know
You're in a better place, sometimes it's hard
Someone please help me feel something
Instead of lay awake without you here 
Most nights I feel like
I was the one that died that night

Cause' I don't want you to rest in peace 
I can't believe you're gone
I miss the smile on your face 
The way you use to contemplate every word to say
And no i'm not okay 
I'm tired of the fakes 
If you were here you'd put them in their place

I've been dreaming we will meet again
In these pills I see your face

Bad (Feat. Lu_Lo)

mccn.