Mood.

Chill

Sam the star's bangers

EXIT_LIFE

4th emo playlist

2018

Drank 45

Black Bear- Cars, Clothes, Calories

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HOPE U ALL ENJOY.

Ｆｏｒｅｖｅｒ Ｆｏｒｇｅｔ

white tee w/ yung bruh (prod. nedarb)

@lilxlotus

~I'll Pack My Bags~ 

ハンナダイヤモンドは私のガールフレンドです 
デッドボーイ / /  コールドワールド
If I Leave Tonight I'm Never Coming Back 
ウィッシング x たい x 待っています 
こんにちは!!! こんにちは 

カリフォルニア州の夜 

S u i c i d e / / P u r i t y 

ColdWorldGang

YungJZAisDead X Lil Lotus - My Switchblade Is My Wrists Best Friend

Gustav Ahr's Album

cobain w/ lil tracy (prod. smokeasac)

Twitter.com/NO1DRUG
Instagram.com/NO1DRUG

Prod. By NO1-NOAH & Dorante

Engineered by : @Febuerii

No Regrets

Lil Tracy & Lil Peep - Your Favorite Dress (Prod Lederrick, BigHead & SouljahWitch)

DOWNLOAD HERE  ▶  http://www.smarturl.it/ChasingColors

OOKAY: 
Spotify | http://spoti.fi/2dQMiQD
SoundCloud | http://soundcloud.com/ookaymusic
Instagram | http://instagram.com/ookayx
Twitter | http://twitter.com/ookay
Facebook | http://facebook.com/ookaymusic

MARSHMELLO: 
Spotify | http://open.spotify.com/artist/64KEff...
SoundCloud | http://soundcloud.com/marshmellomusic
Instagram | http://instagram.com/marshmellomusic
Twitter | http://twitter.com/marshmellomusic
Facebook | http://facebook.com/marshmellomusic

NOAH CYRUS: 
Spotify | http://hyperurl.co/NoahSpotify
Instagram | http://instagram.com/noahcyrus
Twitter | http://twitter.com/noahcyrus
Facebook | http://facebook.com/NoahCyrus
YouTube | http://smarturl.it/NoahYT
Official Vevo | http://smarturl.it/NoahCyrusVevo

JoyTime Collective

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Marshmello x Ookay - Chasing Colors feat. Noah Cyrus

Lotus killed it , check out his music <3
https://m.soundcloud.com/lilxlotus/sets

'We may never meet again , but we'll never forget eachother' 

Artwork by @Evanxflow
Mixed and mastered by Ronnie Scocozza

@yungscuffonline - Getting Worse ft. Lil Lotus (Prod. Zippy)

http://lilpeep.com

http://lilpeep.lnk.to/sober
https://youtu.be/xAMgQQMZ9Lk

the brightside (prod. smokeasac)

production by jay vee
vocals by shinigami

@ihateshinigami
full project together soon

grew up too fast
like a bullet breaking thru the glass
remember that
fell asleep in every single class
i hate the fact
that ive become an insomniac
i hate the fact
that im never ever going back

cant even say that im feeling sad
i cant help but dwell on everything i had back when i was a kid
all those emotions they cease to exist

the world was so new woke up bright every day
now im just jaded its faded to grey
and i lay in a coffin that i helped create
facing the fact that ill never feel great again

shinigami - grew up 2 fast (prod. jay vee)

Cover Art Credit: http://vsco.co/rosieshulman

You completely destroy me
You destroyed me like you never knew you could
I'm not over you and I never will be
The thing about love is that simple things like her lips and her eyes break my heart
They're not mine and I don't know who's they'll be
Her hair is therapy to my cold and brittle heart

I used to find safety in her smile
I used to feel warmth in the look on her face
I've been left an empty shell to whither and fade away
I used to think of all the things that we'd be
Now I only think of all the things that we never really were

I used to call you mine but now you just don't know
What am I left to do but stand here in the cold
All I've got left are some photos of you and your voice stuck in my head
Saying how you'd be there always and forever until the very end

You were everything to me, and you always will be
Deep in my heart that aches for the sound of your voice
But no longer will I have the choice

I'm sorry for anything that I've done
For the person I've become that you learned to love but then turned your back like a setting sun

If I hurt you I pray that you forgive me
I mean all the words that I say please believe me

And see me as the person you always knew I was
I've never been perfect not in a single way
And that day that you saved me is when I fell from grace
I only needed you and I pushed everyone else away

So now I'm left alone
To live this life all on my own
And I hate the fact that someone else is holding you close
And how you broke my heart when I needed you the most
I've always been too scared to be properly diagnosed
Because you were my pill but now you're nothing but a ghost

And I still have your pictures and that letter you wrote
Where you said that you loved me and you'd never let me go
And you saved me from myself and that's something I hope you know
But you cut me down so quick and I've never been so low

And my stomach aches with every breath of air I breathe
Because you were the one that gave me everything I need
But now this pain won't subside I just can't believe you chose to leave
You were my reason for living how could you do such a heinous thing

I was like a boat that got carried out to sea
And I trusted in your waves, that you wouldn't harm me
You protected me from the storm and gave me a chance at life
And I love the way you cared and asked if I was alright

But something died, something changed and I sunk to the ocean floor
You no longer wanted to hold me up and I drowned from within my core

And every essence of my being is still just too afraid to fight
Because I'm terrified to keep on living without you by my side

And all the things that people said I guess this whole time they were right
Love can never last this way when the flame burns too bright

But I hope you're happy

I hope you're doing fine

I love you still today

Just like you were still mine

I still love the way you laughed
And the things you said to me
You'll never leave my heart
Nor my memory

I just wish I could understand
Why you had to leave
I can't do this on my own
I need you here with me

But you've turned into a ghost
And you're nowhere to be seen
And I can't hear your voice
I won't see your message on the screen

We won't have a family
We won't have a house
We won't raise our kids
You won't be my spouse

We won't grow old together
Like we always planned
You disappeared forever
And alone here shall I stand

you completely destroy me

produced by @white-shinobi

lyrics:

so many places to go
i wanna visit with u
whenever im not touching road
u give me something to do

baby could u call me back
i keep on trying again
girl u dont gotta hold back
just let me love u again

how u gon say u not into me
then get up on me again 
how u gon talk about trust
when u think im fucking ur friend

baby i know u been playing me
that shit it tears me apart
but i cant really complain
i knew that shit from the start

i been in the fucking zone
producers hit me on the phone
nobody can get enough of me
so why am i feeling alone

why am i feeling alone
come by cause im always home
ring the bell if i dont come
then im out back in the smoke

she always said im a stoner
but she get it from me for the low
i been feeling like a goner
but i guess thats just how it goes

im so sorry but 
this cant wait
i needed to go
i needed to tell u everything and then some more
i needed to know
if we feeling cold

u cant help but pull away from me
sometimes words are hard to believe
this may sound crazy if it dont make sense
so let me run it by one more time again like

so many places to go
i wanna visit with u
whenever im not touching road
u give me something to do

baby could u call me back
i keep on trying again
girl u dont gotta hold back
just let me love u again

so many places to go
i wanna visit with u
whenever im not touching road
u give me something to do

baby could u call me back
i keep on trying again
girl u dont gotta hold back
just let me love u again

wintr nites + morning rain (prod. white shinobi)

the worthless

uncertain

the water

is rising



im choking

help me

i dont know how much more i can take



oh what a beautiful night it is

the wind is howling at my skin

inching me closer to the window

and im not scared at all



a walking corpse

cleanse my soul

rid me of all my impurities



or let me rot

6 feet deep

either ways fine with me





i gave the world my heart and all i have to show for it are scars and nightmares



and i always think about how fucked up it is that we live our whole lives trying to please others



but we can never please ourselves 



day after day

night after night

its just never enough and it will never be enough



now everyday i just sit in this bed and feel sorry for myself and the cycle repeats like clockwork



years to months to days to hours to minutes to seconds



and i swear the only way out of this prison i put myself in is a bullet to my fucking head or a bottle of spilt pills



i need to learn

to just to give in

theres no point in fighting it anymore

i gave the world my heart and all i have to show for it are scars and nightmares

netherrealm w/ shy

blessed are the forgetful

produced by @notmorgn
with @cpt_sad and @guccihighwaters

spotify

in the wind (w/ yesterday and guccihighwaters)

thank you for the support.
prod - @prodreaper
snapchat: kryptikbeats
instagram: @yung_kryptik

lyrics:
They’re just mad at me for being 23
For being young and dumb
Eating beans and blowing tree
They’re just the jealous type
The type to bitch and moan
I say Fuck the hype
I’m the type to stay at home alone

My Plugs just dropped some bags
Worth a couple racks
Wake pop adderal and then some percocets 
Makes for a bad temper but some good sex
They asking where I’m going and what’s next 
I don’t plan shit
I just do making money
Moving time in the coupe
What’s new 
Ain’t me
Imma tell you what Ive come from
And what I’m gunna be
I’ll be waiting if you wanna catch up

catch up (prod. reaper)

@whatevenisreal

lookin at the ground and i see your face
nobodies around when i need em the most
everybody treats me like a ghost
so imma disappear when they need me the most

catch me flyin out to LA
runnin round these fuckin circles
got a smile thats deceiving
you can hear it in my vocals
i been cryin in my bedroom
i been dyin just to see u 
can i get over this hurdle?
or will i fall and crack my skull?

lookin at the ground and i see your face
nobodies around when i need em the most
everybody treats me like a ghost
so imma disappear when they need me the most

ill be good enough for ya one day
but for now ill sit here waitin
hoping this will work its way out
but i doubt it, im decaying
wish my life had some more meanin
wish these pills would fuckin work
wish my head wasnt so fucked up
wish these feelings didnt hurt

Follow me <3

keep it a buck, im lonely af (prod. br//oken)

Art by Emotional Buu https://soundcloud.com/emotionalbuu
https://twitter.com/emotionalbuu

Lyrics:

Still couldn't say,
Who mothered guilt and delivered the prey?
They roll the credits but I still replay
Over and over, it's over. Ok (again and again)
But I don't know who the enemy was
Reflections show up empty of trust
It was you feelin lost, lookin for rest
I was willing to offer the home in my chest

I made
One beautiful mistake
and I pay for it every single day
Now you hate me in every single way
And I know that'll never ever change

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward
X2

Along for the ride
As we took off I let fate be our guide
But you shook off what I knew wasn't right
Blood on my neck that's a poisonous bite!
But I didn't let this change me
In one week like relapse
I went down in slow steps,
Lost hope like bad romance
Next thing you know I'm in entirely numb
On a dangerous road, say I had a good run

If I could I would take it all back
Not to self save, but to pay my debt
If I could I would take it all back
Not to self save, but to free your head

I made
One beautiful mistake
and I pay for it every single day
Now you hate me in every single way
And I know that'll never ever change

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward
X2

Now the Devil's made his home on both my shoulders
As I get older I yield to the smolder

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward

Shadow

i don't care anymore [prod. ca$hmere]

ＳＥＶＥＲ　ＡＬＬ　ＴＩＥＳ　ＷＩＴＨ　ＴＨＥ　ＬＯＶＥ
Ｉ　ＷＡＮＴ

//古いルーツ//

ＦＯＬＬＯＷ　ＤＥＣＫＷＩＮＥ
https://soundcloud.com/deckwine

lyrics
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it's just like you
to fall back to your old routes
nothing is true
fall in love with someone new
and their face
& their eyes
their hellos
& goodbyes
you're chasing a high
and it's making me cry
i'm sick of the lies
don't tell me you'd die for me
just to lie to me
baby why do i believe?

when you tell me that you love me
no joke i've been cravin' your company
last minute you switched you don't fuck with me
that's rough kinda sucks but luckily 
i don't need you as much as i thought
sever all ties with the love i want
sitting alone in this restaurant 
with a ghost of a girl you'll forever haunt

she's not around no more
vacancy screams from my bedroom door
i cannot take this shit anymore
writing these words till my fingers sore

it's just like you
to fall back to your old routes
nothing is true
fall in love with someone new
and their face
& their eyes
their hellos
& goodbyes
you're chasing a high
and it's making me cry
i'm sick of the lies
don't tell me you'd die for me
just to lie to me
baby why do i believe?

follow deckwine

old roots (prod. by deckwine)

Art by Nicole Jiménez

Prod - Xtravulous

@kingtheta
Come follow us! 
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www.Twitter.com/realkingtheta
 
She could see I’m dead inside
I said take your dress off
Alright...alright...
I went to bed with her
Woke up to hate my life

Kasdeya you're such a liar
Turned me into a vampire

Okay hold up
Can’t feel my face I’m so fucked up
Can’t feel my face I’m so fucked up
King Theta: (Forget her name I’m so fucked up)
Forgot my pain I’m so fucked up
King Theta: (Forget her face I’m so fucked up)

King Theta:
I can feel the drip
That’s the poison of a succubus
running down my throat
Let me get a grip
Cause I’m low on the chemicals
Keeping me afloat
Told me that she loved me
When she looked me in the eyes
Her energy was ugly but the fire felt alive
I was never grounded
Now I’m yelling at the sky
Chest keeps pounding
I was blinded by desire

That girl took my life
But she left me alive
Got me so so low
So I get high
I guess I learned a lesson
With the devil and a girl
But she always so stressing
I might hate my life
But don’t sip the lean
She could see the future
and she said don’t sleep
Theta goes big
King theta goes big

Kasdeya you're such a liar
Turned me into a vampire

Okay hold up
Can’t feel my face I’m so fucked up
Can’t feel my face I’m so fucked up
(Forget her name I’m so fucked up)
Forget my pain I’m so fucked up
(Forget her face I’m so fucked up)

I looked right into her eyes
saw snakes on her head
She didn't turn me into stone
It made me wish that i was dead
I could see her silhouette
vampire on my neck
She's in my head
I'ma take my last breath

Drug overdose
Got drugs in my nose
swear she was there
But they say it's the blow.

Drug overdose
Got drugs in my nose
swear she was there
But they say it's the blow

Drug overdose
Got drugs in my nose
Swear she was there
But they say it’s the blow

🧛 Kasdeya (Ft. KING THETA) (Now On All Streaming Services)

Spotify: https://spoti.fi/2DmIQce

 [prod. Sketchmyname] (Now on all streaming services)
 
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Artwork done by 
https://www.instagram.com/prestonpape/
https://twitter.com/lifeofpresto

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Front Porch (ft. lulow)

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https://www.instagram.com/devanmckinley/
AlreadyDead Collective
@the_already_dead

@sadmccn
Twitter.com/sadmccn

Producer: 
@10fifty6



She said she take my hand 
But she take my fucking life
and.. 
Left me out for dead & then 
She ask me how i've been

Prom day
not me
but she's intoxicating in that
black dress
I sit back... watching them dance

Put me in a black hearse 
Or a black Benz
Buried in the Percocet
Again.. 
I'm uh... 24...
With the worst ambition
I don't need her anymore
just wishin...

I threw all my chances with her
in a fire.
Wake up take the pillies 
And the smoke gets higher
Death is underneath my eyes 
It makes me so tired...

She said she take my hand 
But she take my fucking life
and.. 
Left me out for dead & then 
She ask me how i've been

Eyes (prod. ten50)

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(prod.ten50 & Cxldblxxd)[All streaming services]
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ARTWORK BY 
https://twitter.com/lifeofpresto

Zombie Feat. Sleye

Find me in the back

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I wanted more than your pretty face.. 
(You've been)
You've been in my bed &
Talk shit behind my back
Find me in the back of the club smoke on the gas
Only on the best shit
Coulda been your best ex..
(Nah)
Nah, fuck that.

I'll find a new girl with the Vans on & 
I'm AlreadyDead like the whole damn gang
now she in my room & damn she bad
Now she turn the light off 
(Suck my dick)

Yet she still talk shit behind my back
Find me in the back of the club smoke on the gas
Only on the best shit
Coulda been your best ex..
(Nah)
Nah, fuck that.

Lead a pack of wolves in the way I was broken
Taught me how to grow when you cut me wide open
My condolences for who I was back then
Cause' you can fool me once
But you can't fool the dead

(I wanted more)
(than your pretty face) x3
(You've been)
You've been in my bed &
Talk shit behind my back
Find me in the back of the club 
Smoke on the gas
Only on the best shit
Coulda been your best ex..
(Nah)
Nah, fuck that.

🧛 Kasdeya (Ft. KING THETA) (Now On All Streaming Services)

mccn.