this is kindaaa old, so ignore the mix LMAO but I decided I'd add some stuff and go ahead and release it <3

prod. by afterlife

distort (afterlife)

Production by https://soundcloud.com/shinpuru

Lyrics:
Snowfall right on my window
Coping by smoking that indo
Puffing till all of my limbs froze
I cannot make it there tonight
So I sit alone and down the bottle write
Every fucking feeling
Fuck concealing
Just let thoughts go
Fill up on the paper
Exhale vapor
Feel the frost cold soul
Frostbitten lips again
I've been longing for your touch and your kiss again
~
Cold to the bone
Wet from the snow
But it's dry on my phone
I can remember the look of that face
While I grip on that waist
But I'm stuck in my home
Snow building up
Now I'm back on my own
Pack one bowl and I fill one more cone
Spark that shit up and my mental gon roam
Cry in the night to my mic, love the tone
~
I've been fucked up
Can't get enough love
Lay by myself again
~
Snowfall right on my window
Coping by smoking that indo
Puffing till all of my limbs froze
I cannot make it there tonight
So I sit alone and down the bottle write

Snowfall w/ Shinpuruu

lyrics:

cold snow
but its all mine
they love me but i dont know why
humans love pullin out life from the depths
but a pretty little thing dont hide
pretty little things dont hide
i tried to warn em but its too late
blood toothpaste
loud cries
i reach into his skull and make a snack of brown eyes
i didnt wanna so i couldnt say why
i know 100 ways to make a grown man cry
i flay the human body and i push it till it dies
i always learn a lot for me its quite a good time
minor avalanche will work to muffle blank cries
winter never felt so right

i am the yeti
i am the beast
when nobody knows you it gets easy to breathe
but when nobody likes you it gets easy to see
that misunderstandings solidify hateful beliefs
but child dont worry cause youre a wolf to the sheep
cause when nobody thinks its cause for easy defeat
you encroach on the camp when half the humans asleep
in 30 minutes alone ur picking bones from ur teeth

hows it feel to be animal
for me its incredible
i hope in given time youll say the feeling is mutual
i aint pick u specifically u were picked by the oracle
most these humans are nasty i hope u prove me impossible
most would take what they need and still come shit on ur funeral
they type out negativity from a 4 by 4 cubicle
u aint good with em anyway
lemme take out ur cuticals
u aint think u would die today but surprises are beautiful

low res pictures of figures in the snow (eric godlow)

𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚍

prod by. @domesticsoul

'tiedyed' ep
10/27

thank you for being here. 
take care

(it's way too damn bright out)
i know
it's always i don't know
idk, idk, i don't..

i feel the worst
reheat the burns
shoot down the birds
show me you hurt
care bout me less
don't feel distressed
don't recollect, proclaim me as dead
i'm recondite in all of their eyes
believe me, i've tried
the fuck would i lie
line after line, tongue's getting dry
water to hydrate
my subconscious, it migrates
fluttered past in the writing
eating less carbohydrates
sleeping less got me dying
note and pens all that i see
in a cold sweat from the sights seen
sights seen..
i don't wanna do no sightseeing, no..

every day means less than the last
always puttin off, task after task
just to grasp, 'cause i've heard enough
trash from the last pass back, i'm the burden
i've felt wrong for so long
can't get a word in

rain check;
she told me we should make a reign check
bellow out my frustrations
etching out these elations
now i'm fine, 'till i break, yeah
now i've calmed, feel it in my palms now
a couple scorn clouds
cry a storm out, with no warning
it's important;
you seem to know them 'till you stay foreign
(stay foreign)

so i guess i'll put my trust in the darkness
we talk a lot, bustin' chops over toxins
i hear my thoughts pushing me to be heartless
missin' my shots, wouldn't think i'm a marksman
fuck love, i'm misunderstood
filtering light into words overlooked
i disapprove and rebuke how they're crooked
i just went weak in the knees, now i'm puking

one sunset at a time
another day a new vice
show me you care without dragging your hair
through grease trails and the lice
it must be my mind that's gotten so distant
plenty surround but they always low pitch
or don't get the picture; fragile demeanor
prone to be withered, but never stay with

laugh it off like you always do
no surface shit, up the magnitude
let the ground crack 'till you fall back
from the forecast, as the magma spews
got hot veins and a cold brain
as i fuck up my stability
you can't drown out what's already sunken
i don't want there to be room for me

here we go again
meet another end
reinvent your head like second nature
lose it to a friend, who wasn't quite your friend
people only plead when it's on paper
well how about that
dirty mousepads
unaware of how i got here
did i steer clear, or was i pulled back?

every day means less than the last
always puttin off, task after task
just to grasp, 'cause i've heard enough
trash from the last pass back, i'm the burden
i've felt wrong for so long
can't get a word in

downcast (p. domesticsoul)

lyrics
--------
if it were up to me
i would be a tree
sit under the sun and smoke a blunt full of debris
i ain't got a job & i ain't got no damn degree
but the time i spend is wise and hours split up into threes
so i'm hoping that the work i put into this shit is worth it
i ain't got nobody in my tent up in this circus
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is
if it were up to me
i would probably leave
split the door in two so i could walk through it with ease
i ain't got no destination set inside of me
by the time i hit the ground i'll start to feel it in my knees
stayed inside for twenty years and i can't tell you if it's worth it
everyone acquainted they just know me on the surface
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is worthless

searching for acceptance in the ones i call my friends
i don't really talk but i sure hope you understand
everybody talking shit can catch these fucking hands
catch these fucking hands
and lately it's been harder for me try to understand
i put myself in predicaments that i never had planned
i don't go outside if i do it's for groceries and fans
any day now i could die please etch my grave in comic sans

if it were up to me
i'd be shootin' 3s
this would be a hobby and my shoe game would be sweet
i'd be 6'4 and driving foreigns down the street
maybe playing for the bulls against a team that i could beat
but i'm really not athletic so i don't think it'd be worth it
i don't stand a chance so imma stay inside rehearsing
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is
if it were up to me
i'd be more discrete
wander in the dark until there's blisters on my feet
tear off all my skin under the middle of the street
lights and crawl into a hobbit hole in midst of my defeat  
guess the corners of my eyes can probably tell you that it's worth it
it's head vs heart and my thoughts tend to make me nervous
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is worthless

searching for acceptance in the ones i call my friends
i don't really talk but i sure hope you understand
everybody talking shit can catch these fucking hands
catch these fucking hands
and lately it's been harder for me try to understand
i put myself in predicaments that i never had planned
i don't go outside if i do it's for groceries and fans
any day now i could die please etch my grave in comic sans

follow eric

comic sans (prod. eric godlow)

[Intro]
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
I can see the process
It's take place in her face
You don't have to think that hard
This is a safe place, baby (Safe)
At least as safe as I can make it
And I fear the same as you
You know that (You know that)

[Chorus]
Melissa, Melissa (Melissa)
Here we have everything we ever wanted (Wanted)
Since we started
But when it's in our reach, like this is not important
It's just not as golden (Golden)
Maybe we just wanted this because it gave us both a little something
Dodge the fear of death and cling to heart strings (Heart strings)
Or rather cling to someone
Fiend me hope when I had none

[Verse 1]
I can smell you on my clothes (Yeah)
I feel your love from my phone
I'll let you enter my home as long as nobody knows
Some of the blessings in life (Yeah)
You're never allowed to show (No)
Melissa, you're somebody else's, but I just might make you my own (My own)

[Bridge]
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
You make someone else as your own
Yeah, yeah
You'll never feel more alone

[Verse 2]
Don't you think we've been through enough?
We're still hoping that we'd cuff it up (Cuff)
The waiting list still a ways away
And every day tends to fuck it up (Fuck it up)
It's a constant game
Hoping the other one wants it still and would show some love
But life is busy, no time to miss me
There's newer pussy, you fall to dust (Fall to dust)
Think about it, I was never much
Couple teens feeling summer love
But it didn't stop
It was autumn love
It was winter love
It was more than love
It was all of us (All of us, ayy, ayy)
If I blow, and put on a show
I still hope that you showin' up, damn (Showin' up)

[Chorus]
Melissa, Melissa (Melissa)
Here we have everything we ever wanted (Wanted, yeah)
Since we started
But when it's in our reach, like this is not important
It's just not as golden

9TAILS - melissa (prod. ocean beats)

SUGARCANE [prod. phillip guillaume x ‪prodpurls‬]

Forgiveness In Heart : SLY

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-Prod. Balloon 
-Artwork done by Presto - https://rb.gy/viedwq

ℑ 𝔰𝔬𝔩𝔡 𝔪𝔶 𝔰𝔬𝔲𝔩
𝔧𝔲𝔰𝔱 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔰𝔬𝔪𝔢 𝔥𝔬𝔭𝔢
𝔦𝔪 𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔩𝔩 𝔞𝔩𝔬𝔫𝔢

they say move on
well maybe i dont want to
caught up on your eyes
and kissin all your tattoos
a thousand times
how dare you cross my mind
caught up on the answers
that i'm never gonna find
caught up on a white lie
white line

Cause she wont look at me like that
She wont talk to me like that
we were moving way too fast
now we're strangers in neverland

So take my soul
Take my heart
Take my money and 
Take my car
Take my hand
I'll take you far
Take your pain 
I'll take your scars

When you call
When you need me
I'm right here

My eyes only been on you
Since you were 18
Now we're 20 something and
I'm soaking in this kerosene

I wish you were feeling this
and I wish you were hearing this
there's only one thing that i miss

So take my soul
Take my heart
Take my money and
Take my car
Take my hand
I'll take you far
Take your pain
I'll Take your scars

When you call
When you need me
I'm right here


They say move on
well maybe i don't want to
a thousand times
how dare you cross my mind
Caught up on your eyes
and kissing all your tattoos
I wish you were feeling this
there's only one thing that i miss

So take my soul
Take my heart
Take my money and
Take my car
Take my hand
I'll take you far
Take your pain
I'll Take your scars

When you call
When you need me
I'm right here


Cause she wont look at me like that
She wont talk to me like that
we were moving way too fast
now we're strangers in neverland

If you need me
i'm right here



Released 8/21/20

neverland.

im the best you heard around, and when im dead, hear me through the ground
im in my grave, you could hear the sound
of all the souls lost up in the sound

im a dog, take me to the pound
im a ghost, in the lost and found
dont belong, in this stupid town
feeling lost, feeling like i drowned, I'm

hopping on board while we smoke on the boat
been, craving that feeling we lost in the smoke
you, say that im dying that ill be a ghost
im, more than aware cause ive been diagnosed

im depressed, im fucking dead, i hope you shoot me through the head
dont wanna wanna wake up in my bed, smoke till i forgot things you said
and now im only seeing red, i got no future left ahead
i got too scared so i just fled, im on this path now that i tread

im the best you heard around, and when im dead, hear me through the ground
im in my grave, you could hear the sound
of all the souls lost up in the sound

im a dog, take me to the pound
im a ghost, in the lost and found
dont belong, in this stupid town
feeling lost, feeling like i drowned, I'm

going to die
im, saying goodbye
steve, martin could write
my, obit tonight
my, life is a comedy
I, feel like a dramedy
I'm, explaining this homily
I'm, done with this bodily vessel

im the best you heard around, and when im dead, hear me through the ground
im in my grave, you could hear the sound
of all the souls lost up in the sound

im a dog, take me to the pound
im a ghost, in the lost and found
dont belong, in this stupid town
feeling lost, feeling like I drowned, I'm

going to die

Stevemartin

stevemartin

Support Venus: https://www.youtube.com/c/venusboy

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Lyrics:
missing all the late nights snuggled tight
Had one glimpse upon that face, I know the feelings right
I cannot forget the taste of your tongue
I'm so drunken in love
I think I might know the meaning now
~ (ohhhh)
can't you just feel it now
it's been a year since you apeared a head above the crowd
you're something special
you are simply picture perfect
and I'm sure your embrace will be worth it
to fight through all the sleepless nights
and I remember last december you entered my life
you brought me hope again
and filled me from within
brought love to my life, shine bright girl
~
and I think every single night
I apprciate ya
sorry if i'm distant
you and music are my mediators
so I thought I'd put together a few songs so I can just show
how much I really love you, come together and we just soak
~
In the sunlight
love shine so bright
I'm outta words right now
you're my partner in crime
you're my world, lie down
with you're on my chest
calm my nerves right down
(down)
(down)
(calm my nerves right down)
(down)
(down)
(calm my nerves right down)
In the sunlight
love shine so bright
I'm outta words right now
you're my partner in crime
you're my world, lie down
with you're on my chest
calm my nerves right down
(down)
(down)
(calm my nerves right down)
(down)
(down)
(calm my nerves right down)

neverland.

mccn.