Wind aus Westen

“Back Then in My Body” is a raw, introspective song about the weight we carry long before we understand it.
It explores the idea that the body remembers truths we try to ignore — old pressure, unspoken words, swallowed emotions, and moments we pushed away to keep going.

On the surface, life seemed functional.
Routine. Normal.
But inside, something had been storing every impact, every silence, every moment that hurt but was never named.
The body held it all quietly, patiently — until the day it could no longer stay silent.

The song travels deep into that realization:
that the patterns we live today were shaped years earlier, far beneath the level of thought.
Not in the mind, but in that inner place where honesty can’t be avoided.

The chorus hits with emotional force, revealing the truth:
everything began back then — long before the symptoms showed, long before the admission came.
It’s not about blame.
It’s about understanding where the misalignment truly started.

By the end, the song reaches a moment of stark clarity:
the body has always known the story.
And healing begins not with perfection, but with admitting what has been carried for too long.

“Back Then in My Body” is an honest confession set to modern rock —
a turning point wrapped in sound,
and the beginning of a new kind of truth.

Back then in my Body

@sssleye
yung axstn:
just open your eyes
cause babe ive already tried
it's been like a thousand times
still i can't say goodbye
sleye:
its always still so hard to say goodbye when i leave your side
its another way you want the taste of my lips on your mind
and if you let go of what held us back this long would it work out fine
or is it all a wish i messed up all will i still get two more tries
now you wasted your time that you got someone rather go its alright
and now the long light all night and lay in bed don't fall asleep till sunrise
just tell me your mine i wanna hear you say she lit all the lies
and now you open your eyes see you saw another dream you wanna stay inside
yung axstn:
just open your eyes
cause babe ive already tried
it's been like a thousand times
still i can't say goodbye

eyes

eyes (feat. Sleye) [Prod. nevrfal]

i've got a lot to forget
when i write it's like ripping tape from a casette
i can't be filled with something new
won't hold my breath because my face is turning blue
do you think of me like i think of you
would you sing for me cause I sang for you
i don't know what to do when I see her
everyday feel like i'm watching from the bleeders
then i jump to the stage, they pan the frame, i fade away
feeling like i'm stuck in the rerun
walking alone my soul just couldn't clean up

bottom of the lake like me it's fucking dead
keeping fucking secrets hoping i don't see them
why you gotta do me like that

i was star gazing you were my constellation
they fell from the sky and i can not replace them
4am streetlights they look the same
i guess the way you felt was just as fake

i was star gazing you were my constellation
bottled up like lightning bugs I felt like we had made it
but then you let it go, you couldn't let me know
better off unsaid i couldn't it feel it though
i admit it, I was going through the motions
but then you made me feel something close to emotions
i'm a mess i never know what I want
i think i want the money I think I wanna die
wish i could fuck with love
flex seal on the heart cracks
flex hard when I get stacks
if you care about me get back

already said i'm dead just like the lake
please don't revive I don't know how much I can take

(yesterday)
you liar 🤥 
i've been nothin but a reject 
set fire  
to the words that wont be spoken 🔥 
gettin higher
just to drown in my emotions 😞 
i'm tired 😓 

were fallin out of love 
and thats the way its always meant to be
i know i'm so fucked up
do watchu gotta do and leave (if u wanna leave)

if it hurts for a second it'll pass u by
but my life's felt distant since 2005
now i notice how i've slipped into this mess of mine
you've had enough of my shit
i've had enough of this life

spent my nights wishing on these shooting stars
yeah we conquered skylines
in my 4 door

last few words mightve caused a couple scars
this ain't what i want
but i think its for the better to stay far awayyyyyyyyyyy

i was star gazing you were my constellation
they fell from the sky and I can not replace them
4am streetlights they look the same
i guess the way you felt was just as fake

star gazing (ft. yesterday)

Lost In December w/ lullabyboy (prod. Nate2Timez / Xist)

produced by @caspr and @user-182805726
these dudes are so talented pls go support them

cover art by evan carr (@e.j.carr on ig)
this song will be on all platforms in a lil bit

lyrics:
it feels like sunday
when you'd call me up again
we could do whatever
never have to play pretend
because on monday
everybody knows it then
you're a vacant body
and you act like im nobody
now the weeks fly past
and i don't think about u
but one more ask
and you're back in my head tonight

(its that look in your eyes make my heart melt)
(and i'll tell u it all it is heartfelt)
its that look in your eyes, make my heart melt
and i'll tell u it all, it is heartfelt
i got nothin to spare leave it all on the table
know when to fold, hit me up when you're stable

sunday (p. caspr x saint tomorrow)

sunday [caves x saint tomorrow]

ARMY (prod. yesterday)

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October Prod.lilsp00k

[+] A BURNOUT EXCLUSIVE...

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LYRICS:

"SKRT"
[verse: seejayxo]

Pull up then I skrt skrt
He aint wanna put in no work work
I done got my name on my shirt shirt
How the fuck I did this here here?
Ima hold my name right here
How the fuck I did this shit? I’m smoking gas on my business shit
I’m trapping out with some bitches yeah
Pull up then I skrt skrt
He aint wanna put in no work work
I done got my name on my shirt shirt
How the fuck I did this here here?
She wanna tell me she love me
I think you funny
You might be right if you lucky
But I know there’s nothing
Im smoking gas out the benji
Need you some hoes I got plenty
Just hit my phone and they ready right
You talking shit like you said it right
I got some shooters they ready right
Where do I go from here? 
I wanna know what’s near
Where do I go from here
Where do I go from here?

"WITH YOU"

[verse: salem avenue]
I wouldn’t say that
Anything is impossible
When I’m with you
I know there’s never any obstacle
So will you stawith me?
Sorry I don’t act right
Whenever I’m with you
With you, with you