i'm missing.. now my mind will rot+

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LDST9p96Ayw

prod. lil caesar
band: @damklvn
art: astral chain
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never say..
"there's no hope!!"
i-i just wanna get awayy
but.. you might think im wrong
i-i know you will stay..

i'm missing, now my mind will rot.. 
CAUSE U R ALWAYSS LATE!!! ;(
no it's nott my faulttt,
ya, u think about me everyday..

and i can tell, i can tell, i can tell..
it's..
ITS U I WANT..
i can't erase!
it's a place to stayy..
now you're awayy..

u miss me, but i run..
but u keeping texting me.. "come home!!" ;(
..i delete them.. now they're gone..
now you.. n-now.. YOU KNOW!!

am i right? tell me if it's no..
tell me all the THINGS U KNOW! (2x)

and i can tell, i can tell, i can tell..
it's you i wantt..

ᴄᴏʟᴅ ʜᴀɴᴅs, ᴄøʟᴅ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ+ {prod. lil caesar}

five year failurez feat. HeyLee Manzeron & POPSTARR [+slayingibis]

Clear ft. D3ADMAN (Prod. Discent x R3DQX)

Fire

Funday w/brecken (prod. LA LUKO)

Medicine (prod. lxst ghxul)

Know I gave a thousand reasons not to like me
I got something wrong with me demons excite me
All this hatred in my heart it burns inside me
Imma fuck myself up she gon stare politely 

I’ve been takin all these drugs cause they entice me
I’ve been left out in the cold daily nightly
When I wake up in the night I know I see things 
Please don’t tell me that you know just how I’m feeling

I know that’s it’s not true 
If you saw what I see you’d believe it too 

When I’m asleep inside my dreams 
All of the demons are what i see
Hateful remarks they telling me
Rise from their grasp with lsd

It's so cold in the snow
Why did you have to go
When I needed you most
When I needed you most
You left me in the past now 
I won't ever forget it
 I will never forget it

Demons excite me

Demons Excite me w/ Thrakkz (prod. SPRNG)

Bad Times come and bad times leave trees get brittle and sprout new leaves

Azene - Bad Times Leave

(Intro)
You know you would think after the first song 
That you might’ve changed the way you went about things
But here you are still doing the same shit
You try and hide it from everyone but we all know that you’re not your old self
You don’t even feel like my mom anymore and that hurts

(Verse)
Hi mom, couldn’t text me on my birthday
So wrapped up in lies can’t trust a word that you say
Hi mom, never ask me if I’m okay
Only ask for money had to start telling you no way

Hi mom, how’s it feel to be a user
Laying with a junkie, while all he do abuse her
Hi mom, hope to you make it to my future
She can’t get her act right the meth a great seducer

(Chorus)
Don’t think that you can change
4 years it’s still the same
You started acting strange
Goddamn it’s such a shame
Your morals rearranged
Don’t know who you became
You got me so enraged
You think that life a game

(Bridge)
It’s sad to see how willing you were 
To just throw your life away
And to this day you’re still doing it
And it’s sad to know that the parent I knew
Is completely gone

(Verse 2)
Hi mom, how’s it feel to lose your son
You won’t even come around to see who I’ve become
Hi mom, tell me how’s it feel to run
Away from all your problems and doing drugs for fun

Hi mom, hows it feel to be alone
Welcome to how I felt when we didn’t have a home
Hi mom, had to do it on my own
And I have the guts to do everything you don’t

(Chorus)
I wish that you would change
4 years but still the same
You keep on acting strange
Goddamn it’s such a shame
Your heads been rearranged
I hate who you became
You got me so enraged
Your life is not a game

(Outro)
I wish I could get my parent back but I think she’s so far gone that nothing could save her anymore
it’s sad that I witnessed your downfall and couldn’t do anything to convince you to not to go down that path
I will miss having my mom

Clear ft. D3ADMAN (Prod. Discent x R3DQX)

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